Originally, he thought that his request would be rejected without a very specific reason, or he could come up with various reasons, but it was precisely because there were so many reasons for refusal that he could not say it concretely. However, unexpectedly, the companion readily agreed as if he hadn't thought about it at all. He said to Buzuofu, "I know you still have concerns, but I'm sure you'll be able to reintegrate into the team soon, there are no secrets between us, all the secrets are for the weird stuff out there." If we can't trust our own people, how can we fight against those weird things? ”

The companion said it so openly, but it made the husband feel that he was really a little prejudiced, however, the serious researchers around him always made him a little estranged, so that he could not speculate on their inner world in a positive direction. He also wondered if his own thoughts were wrong, but until he saw the color center, everything couldn't be decided.

Busakuo used to be a killer, but he did more research in the hospital, he had his own professional knowledge and literacy, and he didn't feel like a stubborn antique. He felt that these studies were evil, that they did not belong to human beings, and that they would lead to terrible disasters, and that he could not ignore this feeling – not only because of the researcher's sensitivity to the nature of things, but also because of his deep understanding of the worldview and methodology of "science".

What can a researcher believe if he doesn't believe in his or her own qualities and vision as a researcher? Buzuofu gritted his teeth in his heart, he didn't know what would happen when he communicated with the color center, but he had to do it, no matter how bad the outcome, he also wanted to figure out the origin of these abnormal formulas in front of him. His companion once mentioned to him that the color system center has fully integrated quantum theory, broken through the barrier between the microscopic and macrocosm, and is moving towards a grand unified theory in the true sense. However, quantum theory is also a theory derived from human thinking, and it itself has its own limitations, and the further theories developed on this basis, no matter how advanced they are, cannot completely cut off the human factor as it is now, and become something that can be understood by non-human perspectives and thoughts. Even if it is a unified theory, it must be born from the perspective and concept of human beings, centered on human thinking - in the scientific community, the essence of everything is of course objective, but when people observe these objective things and think about them, this process will inevitably be infected with subjective factors, and the final conclusion will definitely have human factors.

As my companion said, the color center itself is a patient with doomsday syndrome, and no matter how powerful it is or how it changes, it is almost impossible to completely erase the factor of being a person and being a person with doomsday syndrome. In this case, are these anomalies, as if the basic formulas that completely exclude the human factor, really done by the color center itself? This is a very different system from human science.

This is what worries the husband the most: Is the essence of the thoughts and actions of the color center really its thoughts and actions?

The shock of Dorothy's existence to the non-husband has remained until now, however, even Dorothy, who is beyond common sense, is still not as completely inhuman as these anomalous formulas indicate.

Buzuofu was afraid, he was afraid that when he came into contact with the color center, he would find that the color center that dominated all of this was just some greater dark puppet. I am afraid that these companions who are desperately trying to save some things in front of them have actually fallen into the abyss of inhumanity and are irretrievable. He was afraid that he would eventually find out that there were actually no humans in the normal sense of the word in the entire hospital, and there were no so-called normal people. He was afraid of everything he thought of at this time, which only proved that he was normal, but he was already the only normal person in this world.

He was afraid of these things that had unconsciously eroded everything, and he was afraid that he would no longer have anyone to understand, and that he would become a lonely ghost. He knew very well that he could do nothing by himself. If you can't do anything, and you can't find ideas to communicate, you can only be trapped in your own inherent thoughts, in a peaceful flow, what a fate that cannot be changed, how miserable it would be, maybe at that time, suicide is the best choice. Because, at that time, I had no meaning to the world, and conversely, the world also had no meaning to myself.

The companion who introduced him to a new base didn't seem to be in a hurry for his job at all, even though he didn't seem to be so idle. The husband knows that the other party is also a researcher and has his own topic. However, he seems to be more concerned with reversing the notion of not being a husband himself. It seems that as long as he can integrate into the group without being a husband, it is more advantageous for him to do a thousand experiments - but he himself does not feel that he has such value.

"We have explained the current situation to the Colour Centre, which is now open to anyone and to guide us. It opened up the work of Dr. Ender's team to ask for secrecy, and we were shocked at first, and I think you will be shocked too. When his companion said this, his spirits were a little excited.

"Did Dr. Ender achieve a lot?" Buzuofu asked: "If these results are useful and instructive, why don't they be made public, but hidden?" ”

"Because Dr. Ender wants to take the initiative. You know, as the top head of the hospital, he has to deal with more than just the staff who are immersed in research. The companion replied, "After the anomaly in the hospital, he may have thought about gradually unsealing these achievements, however, the situation changed more drastically than he expected, and in the end, he did not have time to publish these research results, and united the survivors, but could only choose to temporarily close the color center, and stop the invasion of these incredible monsters in such a passive way." ”

He doesn't feel that his companion's answer is thought through his brain, unless his brain circuits have been burned out. He found that this companion of his had a tendency to glorify Dr. Ender. It cannot be denied that Dr. Ender is a brilliant researcher, not only in his research work, but also in his administrative skills, but to say that he was forced to hide the center of the color system, he is not convinced at all. Instead, he felt that Dr. Ander had the opportunity to publish his research results and use the color system to fight against the creation of the weirdness, and in a more proactive way, gather all the survivors to solve the existing problems. It's just that he chose not to do it.

I don't want to speculate, could Dr. Ander have already noticed the anomaly of the color-binding center at that time, and would rather seal those results together with the color-binding center? Could Dr. Ender have seen something essential and decided to start anew?

But these conjectures, as Dr. Ander himself has become anomalous, can no longer be pursued. Even if Dr. Ander did know some things that his own people didn't know, they would have become secrets, buried in that alienated form. The monster that appeared to be Dr. Ender encountered in the tower was simply impossible to communicate.

"Come over here, don't be a husband." The companion greeted him cordially, and when the husband took the initiative to see the color center, his attitude became more and more intimate, as if he felt that as long as he saw the color center, he would definitely accept all this that he resisted now. From this change in attitude, he felt more and more the abnormality of the color center.

Even so, he didn't have much of a choice. He hurried to follow his companions, and many of the people who passed by began to greet him with smiles, and if he hadn't seen their research, he felt that he would have been infected by this harmonious and friendly atmosphere, and he didn't feel that these greetings had any ghostly thoughts, but really regarded him as a companion, even closer than in the past. However, the more peaceful and friendly the atmosphere was, the more he regarded him as his own, the more creepy it became.

If you don't work as a husband, you can only put on a stiff smile and chat with each other as you go. These people are very satisfied with the current state of life and the progress of research, full of confidence in the future, everyone feels that the difficulties are only temporary, and sooner or later they will be able to explain these strange phenomena clearly, and then completely eliminate the "virus". Perhaps the world beyond the island hospital has become unkind, and from a more pessimistic perspective, it may have become a living hell, and humanity has reached an existential stake, but as long as their research is ultimately successful, there is a chance to change all that.

"The complete quantum theory has involved space-time and causal paradoxes, and the grand unification theory has the power to reset the entire universe, all disasters are temporary, as long as we can make results, even if everyone dies, we can regenerate everyone from another perspective." They said, "Whatever we do takes time, and all we do now is buy time." We compete with the future, with the past, with the 'virus', with all that we don't know. ”

Busafu thinks he can understand what they are saying from a fantasy perspective, but from a theoretical point of view, he has no idea what they are talking about. Those brand-new proper nouns, different from the theoretical system of modern science, and different from the unique pronunciation of the existing human language family, made him feel as if he was talking to aliens, even if there were one or two words he knew, he could not connect all the words and understand the meaning of their expression.

For a while, he felt his head buzzing. He quickened his pace, not knowing how far his companion was going to take him. This new base is so large that time and space seem to hide deep secrets, and at a faint angle, behind the equipment that blocks the view, between people and people, there are many strange but coordinated, impenetrable details at work, hiding terrible secrets in them. Buzuofu felt that what he saw in front of him was still just the most superficial thing, a kind of false temporary beauty.

He had tried his best, but he still couldn't figure out what was wrong. He followed in the footsteps of his companion for a long time, he was immersed in the search, and when he was about to forget his goal, his companion led him to a place he had seen before. Looking up, you can see pools of water of various sizes and thick pipes that look like sewage systems through tempered glass. The yellow LCL liquid flows out of the pipe mouth on one side, and after a complex procedure, it flows into the pipe mouth on the other side, and so on. Some pools are filled with LCL liquid, some have less than half of the LCL liquid, some have only clean water left, and some pools are lightening in color at a rate visible to the naked eye.

This huge processing device is exactly where Dr. Ender would bring him in the past when he used to verify data using the color center. At that time, he could only stand in front of this huge glass wall, observing the processing of the LCL liquid while waiting for information from the terminal on the other side. Bu Zuofu knows very well that this huge and complex device is not the main body of the color center at all, but the external facilities of the color center, just like the relationship between a computer and a printer.

"I want to see the color center, not the printer." Bu Zuofu said this to his companion, he didn't complain, and even felt that this companion probably also regarded this huge external device as the body of the color center, and he himself had not seen the color center.

"I know, I know. It's not the body of the color center, but it's like going to someone's house and having to ring the doorbell to say hello. The companion babbled, and said in a slight murmuring voice, "We're going to say hello to it first, and I think it's willing to see you, because it's what it asks to find, isn't it?" ”

There is active personality information in the body, which is also the conclusion made by Dr. Ender's team, but of course, these personality information cannot be seen with the naked eye, but the result of observation and calculation of its state, and the processing process is naturally the color center. The color-based center is sensitive to the LCL state, and it gives the data, and Dr. Ender's team summarizes and derives theories and formulas for the color-binding center to pair and calculate the current LCL liquid situation, and then draw conclusions. This process cannot be completely error-free, just as the classical mechanics of human science may seem correct but will collapse under more specific environmental systems, and the theories that Dr. Ender's team has come up with are likely to be correct only in specific situations, while Dr. Ender's team has always insisted on using their own set of theories to judge the correctness of other people's theories. In the eyes of many researchers, it is like the stubborn and stale scientists who cling to the incompleteness and believe that the classical mechanics formulas are the truth. Every day, there are many people who try to prove the flaws and errors of this theory, however, they do not have direct access to the color system, they do not have access to more data, and they do not have access to the extraordinary computing power, causing their theory to stumble and progress is always delayed.