154 The entanglement of Su Kangqi and the three
"Haven't found it yet." Thinking of Qin Zhihan chasing Su Ruolan, Qi Runzhou couldn't help but feel gloomy in his heart. Is Su Ruolan her wife or not? As soon as this iron-clad general was involved in feelings, he was very confused. Su Ruolan and Kang Wanying's two faces appeared in his mind, one cold and the other coquettish, thinking of Su Ruolan's fierce reaction after learning that he had remarried, and thinking of Kang Wanying's madness of losing her child, his head couldn't help but hurt sharply.
After Kang Wanying lost control this time, the energy in her body was chaotic, and she almost went crazy, and the child was too young to escape the impact. When he saw Kang Wanying lying on the bed, her face was pale, her soul was lost, she didn't cry or make trouble, just like Kang Wanying, who had lost all her vitality, Qi Runzhou's heart stinged. Don't you really have the fate of children and grandchildren, Su Ruolan gave birth to a child, the eldest daughter was separated when she was very young, and the younger son died tragically in the womb for six months, and now the child is lost in less than three months. What did you do wrong, did you kill too much, and you will be rewarded for your descendants. When he came to the bedside, Qi Runzhou looked at Kang Wanying's infinite remorse, tucked the quilt for her, and said softly, "Wanying, you are still young, we will still have children, you must get better quickly." ”
Kang Wanying closed her eyes, trying to isolate herself from the world, not listening, not looking, and not asking. As a mother's instinct, even if she deceives herself, she knows that the flesh-and-blood fetus is no longer there. This once surprised her infinitely, but finally left because of her carelessness. Infinite remorse welled up in my heart. If you can be careful, not reckless, not stubborn, not fighting, just wait at the base and wait for Qi Runzhou's choice, is this child still there? Why was he so deluded at that moment that he thought he was strong and would not get hurt? Why did Qi Runzhou have to find that Su Ruolan, if he didn't go to find that slut, wouldn't his child be lost? She's been gone for a few years, so why would she come back and bother with her life? Didn't she know how hateful she was? Did she come to harm my child when she knew she was pregnant and that her baby could not be saved? But how did she know that I was pregnant? Could it be that she has long since come back and been watching our lives, and only then has she come out to be ruined by me? She's jealous, she's shameless. When I was with Runzhou, she was already dead, dead, and I wasn't a junior. I didn't destroy her family, her feelings, why should she ruin my life? By the way, she's all dead, how did she come back? Is she a human or a ghost? Could it be that she was a ghost and was unwilling in her heart, so she came to trouble me? But she is unwilling, shouldn't she find someone who harms her? Why did you come to me? I didn't hurt her. No, could she have known about that? But it can't be. How would she know. I was just caught and asked who Qi Runzhou's wife was and where she lived.
At that time, I was secretly in love with Runzhou, and I often paid close attention to him. Every time I saw him and his wife's loving looks, it was extremely painful, but I didn't express my feelings. I've been suppressing it, just silently observing them a lot of times, almost knowing their lives and whereabouts as much as I can. Although the more she knew, the more desperate and painful she became, she couldn't help but pay attention to them, and that kind of masochistic feeling often tortured her to death, and each time it seemed to scratch countless scars on her heart.
That night, I was caught in a trouble, and I was frightened at the time, but the kidnappers seemed to think that they were their girls, and when asked where Mrs. Runzhou lived, because the matter about her was as bad as 2, I almost blurted out. Although the kidnappers later only knocked themselves unconscious, they did not inflict substantial harm. Although it was strange, I didn't notice anything special after a few days, so I left it behind, and that time, because I was thrown in the alley overnight, I got a bad cold. It's been half a month since I got there.
When I was ready to go out, I heard the shocking tragedy. Thinking about how sad Qi Runzhou should be, he ignored his sick and weak body and rushed over to find Qi Runzhou. only to be told that he had already left.
Since then, the fire of 1 love in my heart has been burning brightly and can no longer be extinguished. I must get better quickly1, I must appear in front of him with a bright image, and I will definitely be able to heal his emotional wounds.