The two women chatted for a while in the small garden on the top floor. The last bottle of wine was drunk, and the two of them were also hungry.

If they weren't really starving, they wouldn't have gone downstairs. Because, Bai Jingjing threw out a topic that almost frightened Gu Lingse to the ground.

"Director, I don't know what's going on lately, I especially want a child."

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Gu Lingse's eyes widened, fortunately the wine glass was empty, otherwise she would really be able to sprinkle herself and Bai Jingjing with red wine.

She blinked her eyes very quickly, "What's that...... Jingjing, what did you just say? I didn't hear clearly, you say it again? ”

"I said, I've been wanting a baby lately."

“……”

"Director, is this some kind of cannibalistic news? As for your horror face? Bai Jingjing looked at her with a smile and a smile.

She's also in her thirties, is it too much to want a child?

It's a normal thing, isn't it?

Gu Lingse calmed down, "Jingjing, I'll tell you the truth, I'm really a little scared." What's going on, why do you suddenly want a child, you, a steadfast Dink? By the way, have you talked to you about this matter? ”

Bai Jingjing shook her head, "Not yet." I don't have a decision in my own mind, what to tell him? Let him be happy in vain. ”

Before getting married, Bai Jingjing had already made it very clear that she had lobbied. Don't want to have children until you're forty! In her life, she never planned to have children at all! If it weren't for the fact that all the families would have a son, there would be no successor. It is estimated that Bai Jingjing will not even give the threshold of forty years old.

Over the years, Bai Jingjing rarely went back to her home, and even said hello and left in a hurry during the New Year. Chinese New Year's Eve dinner is too late. Why? Isn't it because the families have a son, and Bai Jingjing has always refused to give birth. The two elders of the family are so anxious, every time they see Bai Jingjing, they have to catch her to do ideological work. As they got married for longer and longer, the two elders of the family persuaded each other from the very beginning, but now, they are already cold.

It is estimated that Zhu You will be forced to divorce Bai Jingjing, and then remarry a daughter-in-law who is willing to have children!

The persecution of the two elders of the family couldn't make Bai Jingjing back down, but now she suddenly took the initiative to talk about it, Gu Lingse was not surprised, it was really embarrassing for her!

But Bai Jingjing herself can take the initiative to bring up this topic, Gu Lingse is of course happy. Happy for Bai Jingjing, happy for Zhuyou, happy for the second elder of the Zhu family. Except for Bai Jingjing, everyone else is eager for her to have a child!

That's a good thing!

Gu Lingse hurriedly asked, "Jingjing, you haven't made a decision yet, do you have any concerns?" Tell me, I can help you solve it! In the past, you always helped me, but this time I will help you! ”

Bai Jingjing was a little hesitant, not because she didn't want to say it, but because she didn't know where to start.

Even she herself was surprised, why did she suddenly want to have a child? She herself is the one who is most reluctant to have children!

I don't know what day it was, but this thought flashed through her mind.

If she and Zhu You also have their own children, what will it look like?

Gradually, looking at the director and the special assistant from a family of three to a family of four now, the happy appearance, that thought was not fleeting. Instead, it began to sprout. Lately, she's been fantasizing about that image. The more fantasizing she became, the stronger her impulse became.

She wants to have a child with Zhu You.

Then, this idea startled Bai Jingjing herself. She's the most hated child! So, Bai Jingjing could only attribute this to the mentality of old age. She let the urge settle for a while, and she found that she still wanted a child.

I used to feel that giving birth to a child was too hard and painful. She is too tired to take care of the child, and she is very annoyed when the child makes trouble and cries. Now she still thinks so, but she feels that these things are not things that cannot be overcome. Compared to her urge to have a child, those things didn't seem to be much anymore. She's acceptable.

"Director, I've been thinking about it for a long time."

Gu Lingse nodded, "I understand." ”

Jingjing is a person who thinks about it for a long time before making any decision. Once she says it, it means that she has been thinking about it for a long time, and she actually has the answer in her heart.

"I've thought about it, but I still hate taking care of children, and I hate children crying."

"Well, and then what?" Gu Lingse asked softly, "What are your concerns?" ”

"I've always felt that if I can't give my child the best conditions, then I'd rather not."

Gu Lingse nodded repeatedly, "Mm-hmm." You're right. ”

What's more, this has a lot to do with Jingjing's own growth environment. Gu Lingse has always felt that Bai Jingjing's refusal to have a child is an inseparable relationship because she was adopted by the Bai family! Bai Jingjing has never mentioned the things of childhood, but the shadow of childhood has a very significant impact on a person!

"I can't give my child what she wants to eat and what she wants. The child will have low self-esteem in his heart, and I will not feel good in my heart. Other people's children want to go abroad to see the world, but my children can't go out because of my inability. I would feel very sorry for the child. ”

Gu Lingse licked the corners of her lips, "Jingjing, it's not wrong for you to think so." But it's not right either. Your parents gave you life, and that is the best gift you can give. Every family has a situation where there is no family. Not all families can be like Ye Chengshu, with money and power in hand. No, how many such families can there be? Most families are just well-off families. However, with the current conditions of you and Zhuyou, it shouldn't be a problem to have a child. ”

What she and Ye Chengshu can give to the child, Bai Jingjing can also give it.

So, that's not her biggest hesitation.

"I'm scared, I'm not a competent mother. I'm not ready. ”

"Hey! That's it? Gu Lingse smiled with a cigarette holder, "No one is a qualified mother all of a sudden!" When I gave birth to grapefruit, my eyes were black and I didn't understand anything. Isn't this all a slow exploration? Preparation or something, before you had a child, what you did was on paper. When you do have a child, you don't have to prepare, you will be on your own. ”

This is called mother's love.

Every mother learns a little bit by groping.

Who can become a parenting expert in one fell swoop!

"Jingjing, if these are your concerns, then I think it's really unnecessary. Even if you don't, I can help you, right? Besides, having a baby isn't your business alone. I think you should go back to Zhuyou and talk to me instead of talking to me here. It's the two of you're a child, and he's got to do his part, and he's half there. Right? ”

"Director, I'll think about this again. You must not lobby with you, and neither can Ye Tezhu! Bai Jingjing stared at her forcefully, "You promise, help me keep it secret!" ”

"Of course, I'm sure I'm going to keep it a secret for you. Don't worry, I won't talk too much! ”

Even if Jingjing makes a decision today, it should be up to her to tell Zhuyou. She ran to talk more in front of Zhuyou, so what did it become?

"Okay, I'm hungry, let's go down and eat!"

Gu Lingse smiled, "Jingjing, Zhuyou will definitely be crazy when he knows this news." ”

"Come on, I haven't decided yet. How painful is it to give birth? I want him to find a surrogate. I don't want to suffer that! ”

"The child born by surrogacy by someone else can be the same as the cub born to your own pregnancy in October! Really, Jingjing, I think you're a dead duck with a hard mouth. ”

If Jingjing hadn't thought about it, how could she come to her?

She didn't want to ask her for a decision at all, she just didn't know the bottom of her heart, she just wanted to find someone to talk to, other people's opinions, in fact, it didn't matter at all. She, Bai Jingjing, is not the type who will change her decision because of a few words from others!

The two of them were talking and laughing, and as soon as they got out of the elevator, Aunt Wu heard a voice and ran over, "Young lady, Secretary Bai, should you be hungry?" Eat or not? ”

"Eat!" Bai Jingjing nodded a little, "I'm going to starve to death." Aunt Wu, what is there to eat at home? ”

"Freshly stewed braised pork, Secretary Bai's favorite food."

Gu Lingse raised her eyebrows, "Aunt Wu, what about me?" ”

She is now recuperating her body according to Dr. Zhang's instructions, and she can't eat anything that is too greasy. It is necessary to eat lightly, but to ensure adequate nutrition. So Aunt Wu smiled, "Yes, yes, all ready." I steamed a sea bass for you, young lady. ”

In front of Aunt Wu, Bai Jingjing said to Gu Lingse very sincerely: "Director, I must find an aunt like Aunt Wu for my family in the future." ”

Aunt Wu couldn't be happy, she was praised a lot, but she was still happy in her heart. After beckoning the two of them to sit down in the restaurant, Aunt Wu was happy and temporarily decided to add a few more dishes to the two of them!

Looking at the food in front of him, and at Aunt Wu who was still clanging in the kitchen, Gu Lingse was helpless, "Aunt Wu, don't do it." That's enough to eat, don't do it again! ”

Aunt Wu came out with a bowl of crucian carp soup and said with a smile: "Young lady, didn't the special assistant say that he will go home today." You can't eat it, and there are special helpers! ”

Bai Jingjing was fine, but Gu Lingse's old face turned red all of a sudden.

Ye Chengshu's hint was a little too obvious, and it was difficult for her to understand it. His cheeks burned slightly, but his mouth was disdainful, "Who knows when he's going to come back?" It's early in the morning when he gets home! ”

Aunt Wu sighed, "That's it." If you don't do it, you won't do it, or the special assistant will have to eat leftovers again. ”

The word 'again' can also explain a lot of things.

The South Palace is no longer afraid of leftovers, because all the leftovers have been covered by Ye Tezhu. He eats the leftovers. Poor for it!

Bai Jingjing took a chopstick of braised pork and stuffed it into her mouth, "Is the special assistant coming back today?" When I left the provincial hall in the afternoon, there was quite a lot going on. According to the usual practice, the special assistant should not come back today. ”

As the director said, even if you come back, it will be in the early hours of the morning.

Gu Lingse's mouth pursed, "Love doesn't come back!" Ignore him, let's eat ours. ”

That's why there is a saying, don't talk about people during the day, and don't talk about ghosts at night?

Said Cao Cao, Cao Cao arrived.

Before Gu Lingse's words fell, a gorgeous and melodious voice as elegant as an aria came from the door-

"Wife, I'm in such a hurry to go home, don't you welcome me?"