Chapter 682: The Twisted Universe
Back in time, when the galaxy fusion completely closed the sealed starry sky, the blood and dust ancestor opened his mouth to derive the result of doing so, and continued to fight in the sealed starry sky, and the heart of the galaxy fusion still couldn't help but have a trace of waves.
And at this time, a place that is different from any other place, a dark and hazy world, as if before Pangu opened the world, nothing was born, nothing existed, everything could not be perceived, in this world, time is a meaningless thing, and in an instant, this world rippled, and the call quietly sounded.
"Haven!"
I heard the voice, the same word from several different timbres, each of which was owned by a different voice than the last, a group of people calling the name, in this darkness, where there was nothing, where thought could not proceed, where time could not flow.
"Haven ......"
The same call came again, and I opened my eyes, as if I had just woken up from my sleep, and I was sure that I had opened them, but there was nothing in them, except for the constant ringing of the name in my ears.
And at this moment, it seems that the memories that have existed since the birth began to pour out, and I know that the owners of these voices, more than one person, are clear figures, these figures I am familiar with, but not familiar with, seem to have a very close connection with the person "Haiwen".
I can't say this feeling, if I have to describe it, this feeling is in a dream, yes, it's like a dream, these people are like characters who appear in their dreams, and dreams, there is always a reason for happening.
Of course, dreams also follow the three laws of the soul of living organisms, which are not awakely perceived or controlled, and are an unconscious virtual consciousness.
I was sure it felt like a dream, and obviously, I thought I could realize it, but in the blink of an eye, I didn't even seem to be aware of "myself", and I suspected even more that I was having a very clear "dream".
I know that this is a subjective experience, an imaginary image, sound, thought or feeling that people produce during sleep, usually involuntarily, in the first person, but why did I suddenly have such a dream?
However, it is obviously impossible to think about meaning in a dream, and at this moment, another call is made, but it is different from before, "Are you awake?" "This voice was asking me, unlike any other voice that had come before.
I was amazed that it was possible to have such a clear conversation in a dream? I seem to have dreams, all kinds of bizarre dreams, but almost all of them are vague, I dream that I exist in some apocalyptic world.
The darkness began to change in front of me, and I knew that something was coming out of nothing in front of me, but I still couldn't see it, and my vision was as thick as night.
"Who are you? Were you talking to me just now!? I asked.
"Yes, I am speaking to you, and I can only speak to you, your identity allows you to dream, which is a unique human ability." The voice replied without hesitation, giving the impression that it knew everything, but even so, it was clever enough to avoid the first question, its identity.
"You are now in a dream, in a deep world of consciousness, and there are a few others in the same state as you, but without exception, they can't dream." The voice continued, "And you, who have lost yourself, have no past life, and no future life, at this moment, you are in a very delicate state, and you will almost never wake up. ”
Can't wake up? I think the owner of this voice is a little more pretentious, but after thinking about it, I feel a little panicked and a little confused, "Then, who am I?" ”
"I have just said that you have lost yourself, naturally you don't know who you are, you can't think originally, your thinking is holistic, follow a system, but now, there is a turmoil in this system, and I took advantage of this turmoil to appear here and meet you."
I couldn't understand what he said more and more, but I seemed to understand it better, but I didn't know why I felt like I was "more understanding".
This voice is not flustered at all, but it makes people feel a little reassured, intuitively, the owner of this voice at least does not harm me, "Dreams are always passive experiences, don't feel confused, I will explain it to you." ”
I was trying to remember if I had heard it somewhere, and it was clear that I had no memory to refer to.
"There's plenty of time, there's no limit, I'll tell you a story......," the voice said with interest, and I couldn't stop him, so I could only listen passively, but soon I realized that the story seemed to have some subtle connection with the various dreams I had before.
"The universe exists infinitely." This is the opening statement of the other party, I don't know whether it is intentional or not, this kind of opening statement did not really attract me.
"Universe, infinite time, universe, infinite space, time is born with the birth of space, the starting point of space, is the beginning of time, at the beginning of the birth of the universe, it is a whole, following the physical laws of the universe to develop, these seem to be the steps that have been set at the beginning of the birth of the universe, and then, on some planets, life was born, in a long time, life evolved, with its own will, the birth of these free will, gave new meaning to the whole universe, The universe also has a will, starting with the birth of the first life in the universe. ”
The moment I heard that the universe had a will, I suddenly felt that what the other party was saying seemed to be about another great conspiracy, so I patiently continued to listen.
"The will of the universe is a very mysterious existence, but from the perspective of its development, it is not a difficult thing to define, to put it simply, it is the meaning of the existence of life, but it is not a specific one."
Any life, from the birth of the ability to think, whether simple or complex, the first inhabitants of the universe have endless time resources, because they are long enough, their existence has affected the universe, from that moment on, the will of the universe has carried out various influences, life began to be born one after another in many extremely harsh conditions, hundreds of billions of planets.
With the birth of more life, the greater the will of the universe, the more far-reaching the influence, it is composed of each will of life, and the will determines the life in the limited time of its own existence, make any small choice, therefore, life will call this will of the universe fate, life on each planet, also the fate of the "power", called the power of the stars.
By now, I'm sure that the voice is telling the story of something big going on somewhere.
"Fate can't be disobeyed, it's everywhere, it can only be arranged, because life, always have to choose, from the moment you open your eyes, take human beings as an example, wake up and just open your eyes, the day of choice begins, what to eat for breakfast, will determine your health in the future, what kind of transportation you choose to go out, will determine your safety after going out, what you want to do after work, will determine whether you can spend the end of the day happily, countless choices, constitute the meaning of life, but in this way, After making a lot of wrong choices, life begins to complain, thinking that fate is wrong. ”
I understand what he said, but it's normal, isn't it?
"Yes, that's normal." He seemed to have insight into my thoughts at the moment, "Whether it's a big choice or a small choice, such as a future career, such as today's dinner; or rational choices, emotional choices, such as studying before exams and not going out to play, such as falling in love with others despite all opposition; Or conscious choices, unconscious choices, such as eating only low-calorie foods in order to keep in shape, such as which foot to step on before going out, these choices are full of life, and most of them cannot predict the consequences. ”
"However, in real life, you may not be able to engage in the career you want in the future, you may not be able to eat what you want to eat for dinner, you may not be able to get better grades and better rankings by studying, you may not be able to grow old together in love, you may not be able to lose weight successfully, and the foot that you may not step on will not step on dirty things, unpredictability produces bad results, discouragement, some people begin to complain about fate, and resentment is born."
"Are these bad things caused by fate? No, every choice you make in life is always interconnected with other life choices, you want to be a doctor, maybe your parents want you to be an architect, they hinder you; You want to eat barbecue that night, maybe the owner of the barbecue restaurant chose to rest early and closed the door early; Maybe you are studying before the exam, but someone else is working harder than you, and he has achieved a higher score than you. Maybe you want to lose weight, but others keep eating what you especially want to eat, tempting you; Maybe you want to grow old with her, but she was killed in a car accident; Maybe you go out with your left foot, but you happen to have a banana peel thrown by someone else on your left. ”
As he spoke, the darkness in front of him turned into a picture, and in the gray picture, what the other party said happened.
Faced with his parents' expectations, he gave up his ideals and was negative, he began to resent his parents for managing too much, and he began to yell at his parents.
Frustrated and negative when he couldn't get what he wanted to eat, he vowed never to eat at this house again, and went around saying that the food was not clean.
He thought he was stupid and couldn't catch up with others no matter how hard he tried, so he began to wander and gave up his studies.
Looking at the fat on her waist in the mirror and negative, she felt disappointed and began to take all kinds of diet pills, and her body showed a sickly emaciation.
Looking at the cold corpse of his lover and reproaching himself for hatred and passivity, he became silent and walked into a quiet and dark alley with a knife in his hand, where he waited for the perpetrator's family.
stepped on the banana peel and fell, so he scolded and was negative, and the next day, he also threw the banana peel in front of someone else's house.
"Is this normal?" The voice asked, and I was speechless, "Life warps fate." ”
A twisted fate has brought disaster, and it has never stopped since the birth of life.