The past passed by in his heart, but nothing was worth staying, whether it was the moment he became a protector, or the moment he killed the terrifying death, or the calmness of life and death in the despair, except that Kaiyue's shadow stayed in his heart a little longer, he found that he did not have a particularly longing goal in this era.

I had thought about retrieving my past memories and digging out the reason why he came to this world, but after learning about several ground wars and knowing the life of the underground people in the world, his thoughts faded, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't go back to hundreds of years ago, and it didn't matter what the outcome of the war was hundreds of years ago, even if he found out the truth, it would be impossible for the world to go back to the past.

He had thought about leaving the wilderness and seeing the outside world, but he found that the outside world was nothing more than a larger wilderness, where killing and inequality were everywhere, and the lives of Galo and the common people were always two circles, and he couldn't wear hairspray all day long and dress himself up as a woman to cater to the so-called Galo world.

He had thought about finding Kaiyue, and the two of them were happily together, but after such a long time, he began to ask himself, is he really so important in Kaiyue's heart? People are Hengduan's daughters, what kind of man can't find it, and his previous encounter was not a girl's inadvertent prank? If not, then why did Kaiyue not even leave room for him to explain, so he issued a sea fishing document in the world of Lu?

The more I think about it, the colder my heart becomes, Gao Feng is not a saint, a philosopher, nor a wise man with insight, he is a soldier who has knowledge, but is tired of war in his bones, he has never thought of Anbang ruling the country and leveling the world, he just wants to work hard for what he cares about.

"Snap ......." A crisp sound made Gao Feng stop, and he looked down to see a bone carving broken in half on his toes.

The bone carving is the shape of the sand wolf, the carving is not jīng, with an abstract rough style, the carving is very strong, many places are different shades, not a professional technique, a little observation, you can see the traces of killing, just like the martial arts knife practice.

But the carver is very attentive, as far as possible with imperfect techniques, so that the bone carving looks perfect, although there is no integrated nature, but a little more vivid, people can't help but be attracted, find the story behind the bone carving, Gao Feng took only half of the bone carving to look at it, and found that this is a pendant, hanging on the neck of the ornament, but very small, the weight will definitely not be heavy.

He instantly understood the meaning behind this bone carving, it was a peace charm carved by a father for his child, the sand wolf had a bad reputation in the wilderness, but it was the easiest species to survive, they ate meat, they ate rotting corpses, and when they were hungry, they would also eat weeds that only livestock would eat.

The father's wish was not to make the child a ferocious beast, but to live like a lewd sand wolf, as long as he could live, he would feel at ease, so he used his knife to carve something for his child, the purpose was to hope that the child would not have to kill like himself.

Thinking of this, Gao Feng's heart touched, no matter how crazy this era is, there are still people and family affection, no matter how cruel the father is, he still hopes that his children can live a safe life, the murderous knife is not necessarily only used to kill, but also to carve the child's beloved treasures, and the murderous hands can also be used to create beautiful things.

Gao Feng couldn't help but raise his hands, looking at the lines of the rough palm, he seemed to be able to smell the strong smell of blood emanating from the palm, and couldn't help but tighten, pinching the bone joints and crackling, feeling the strength of his hands, whether it was pulling the trigger in the previous life, or swinging a knife in this world, the number of people who died in his hands was unknown, but these did not make him feel happy.

Shut down

He is not a person who likes to kill in his bones, except for perverts, no one likes to see sticky and unpleasant smelling plasma, shattered white bones, bloody muscles and internal organs flowing on the ground all day long, not to mention the eyes that are dead because of their love for life.

Gao Feng was taught in his previous life to kill the enemy to protect himself, so he was ruthless and regarded killing as an ordinary job, but when he met the angel-like girl, Fei'er, he began to question himself in his heart, and this kind of questioning was also left from his previous life to this era.

In the past, he couldn't figure out this problem, because if he didn't kill people, others would kill him, as if it was a dead cycle, and he couldn't escape this cursed fate, but when he saw the bone carving, he suddenly understood that no one likes to kill, they also have their most precious things to protect, and they also have their own goals and desires, but the general environment makes them have to do so.

Thinking of this, I recalled the conversation in the North Dragon Canyon again, the second elder of the little eyes had awe and yearning for civilization, but after he talked about civilization, he killed the innocent desolate people who were already lonely and desolate, all of this was like a farce, satirizing his heart.

A sudden loud noise came from the direction of the wall, too far away to be audible, but Gao Feng knew what was going on in the Dao, because of his request, he promised to give the decision to evacuate to the desolate people who lived here, a tribe without shelterers was a sad tribe, this is their last place to live, once they are driven out of the land, they will face a thousand times more difficulties than those who have lost their shelter.

There was a faint cry of a woman, and Gao Feng's heart twitched a little, but he didn't look back, the wilderness people were indeed innocent, but who let them leave their homes and take the initiative to invade the western wilderness, no one could tell the cause and effect, he just wanted to get back what belonged to him.

Stuffy head walked forward, Gao Feng came to the square, the blood stains on the square have been cleaned, only when the pillar where the big claw died, still there, seeing this pillar, Gao Feng remembered the body of the big claw, the big claw is only a year older than him, he was still a high school student in his previous life, but in this era, he fought with the peak for the position of the leader, and had to go to the point of no return after the last time, all of which was caused by the barbaric era.

Sitting dumbfounded under the pillar of the big claw's death, Gao Feng looked up at the fiery red clouds, the previously silent tribe resumed its hustle and bustle, countless people were busy preparing to leave, but no one dared to come to the square, they all knew that there was a murderous Xianfeng Garo here.

Gao Feng didn't seem to hear these hustle and bustle, leaning on this pillar that he didn't know how many years of wind and rain he had experienced, thinking back on the past of his two lives.

"Man is born destined to die, there is no permanence in the world, all eternity is instantaneous! People will eventually die and have nothing, so there is no need to be overly attached to the things outside of one's body: life, money, ...... Once the flesh is destroyed, nothing will be left! Human beings come to the world to experience nothing more than the word experience, experience this great world, the innocence and simplicity of childhood, the beauty and helplessness of the flower season, the beauty of lovers embracing, the worry of being a parent and the joy of children's growth, the joy of children and grandchildren in old age, life is more than the word experience!

This passage suddenly came to mind, and he saw this sentence in the library of his previous life that made him feel something, when Fei'er was still laughing at him for having the enlightenment of being a monk, but now, thinking back to this sentence again, Gao Feng felt a lot, whether it was a group of wives and a thousand mansions, or unparalleled wealth and power, when he came to the end of his life, he would turn into a handful of dry bones, all of which was an experience, happiness, joy, excitement, fear, worry, irritability, sadness, pain, and the occasional touch of the soul, It's all the experience of life, an experience, a kind of existence that lives in the moment.

"Today when I have nothing to do is tomorrow that the dying people look forward to yesterday but cannot get ......."

This is another famous sentence that Feier said in order to encourage him, when his mind is empty, many things that have long been forgotten inadvertently appear in his mind, and arouse a deeper understanding in his heart, a famous sentence and his experience are entangled and intertwined, and after the most Lu merge together into chaos, chaos rotates, infinite compression, and suddenly explodes after the most Lu, suddenly making him the same many things and understand a lot of truths.

These things have always been in his heart, but he has been blinded by all kinds of information accepted by Pingrì, like bright glass falling with dust, and at the end of the day, he has forgotten the transparent texture of the glass itself, and only thinks that the gray thing is the true face of the glass.

Feeling these throbbing from the bottom of his heart, Gao Feng suddenly felt that something was left out of his eyes, which made him have a kind of thorough transparency, but this feeling was the most unpredictable, he didn't know how to describe or understand it, this is his perception, his perception of life, and his understanding of everything in the world, which may soon be buried in the complicated information, but at this moment he was really moved.

"My lord, we're ready, you've got your place back, do you need us to clean it before we leave?"

The gray hair of the promise appeared in Gao Feng's eyes again, listening to his respectful report, Gao Feng slowly stood up, turned his head to look at the entire tribe, countless men and women stood in a line on both sides of the street with their property on their backs, all the streets were full of people, they looked at Gao Feng's side together, countless eyes focused on the square, focused on Gao Feng.