Chapter 146

"........." Yunzhou's mood is very complicated, because what he said seems to be really the truth.

Alas... Why does it happen in front of the shallow every time, although he said it with a decent attitude, but this time it is too much, so how does the shallow look at him.

Is this the reason why I haven't been chasing people all this time?! This is really a question worth digging into.

Yun Zhou thought about it and felt that it was still necessary to explain, "Shallow, the wild bee and butterfly are only a part, but my attitude is the most important." ”

"What you say makes sense, but it's still very insecure...", he whispered.

"It's okay, that's something I'll figure out." Yun Zhou said softly.

Yunzhou felt that if a man couldn't give even the most basic sense of security to his girlfriend, then he was really a very derelict boyfriend.

Looking at the screen shallowly, the man with a gentle smile on his face couldn't find any falsehood on his face, and his eyes were doting at a glance.

She could see the indifference under Zhou Jiahao's smile, and the hypocrisy under Lin Yuxuan's gentle mask, but she couldn't see the flaws in Yunzhou's gentleness.

If you hadn't seen Yunzhou's attitude towards others, it would be different from the other extreme of gentleness, alienated and cold, as if separated from others in another world.

Then she really thinks that he is a gentle and meticulous boy, very good at taking care of people, often smiling on his lips, his eyes are clear and gentle, as if he will never be angry.

But every time like this, there will always be a trace of unreality, and many times I will think, are you showing real or another impeccable façade in front of me? Why was it so special to me from the beginning?

Although she looks pretty good, Yunzhou is not the kind of person who looks different and treats others because they look a little good, there are countless college beauties, just she looks at Ning Chulan and Liu Xian'er in front of her, and I don't see Yunzhou have a special expression towards them.

Qianqian couldn't figure it out, what was so special about her that made Yunzhou treat her differently?

Looking at Yun Zhou shallowly, his mouth moved, and he finally asked, "Is this side you are facing me now real or false?" ”

Yun Zhou listened, and slightly retracted the curvature of his mouth, "It's true." ”

"I don't think there's anything special about me that makes you look the other way." Said shallow and calm.

Yun Zhou smiled and said seriously to Qianqian, "Qianqian, if you want to believe that my kindness to you is true, is it really so difficult?" Yun Zhou asked rhetorically.

Without waiting for a shallow reaction, Yun Zhou said again, "Shallow, in my eyes, you have nothing to be bad about." ”

After Yunzhou finished saying that, he fled and hurriedly said, I still have something to do, hang up first.

Then he stuffed himself into the quilt, stuffed in it for a long time and didn't come out, and kept repeating the sentence Yunzhou just said in his mind, an infinite loop......

Many times, we are clumsy people who can't do some things, and we will subconsciously avoid problems, thinking that if we avoid them, we can get through the rain and the sky, but in fact, it is not...

Yun Zhou quietly looked at the video call that was hung up, and sighed, "Shallow... What exactly are you afraid of? ”

Before hanging up the video, Yun Zhou did not miss the fear that flashed in his shallow eyes, as well as escape.

Yunzhou sat at the desk, took out the wallet, rubbed a photo placed inside, looked at the person in the photo only occupied a small corner, but it was more dazzling than this scenery, Yunzhou looked at the girl in the white cotton and linen skirt in the photo,

The unfinished words were hidden in the air, and only a soft sigh remained.

Since that video, Qianqian hasn't contacted Yunzhou for a week.

Qianqian has not contacted Yunzhou, and Yunzhou has not contacted Qianqian.

Shallow every day at a specific time,Always be in front of the computer,Don't do anything.,Just go to the forum or something.,From time to time I will pay attention to whether there is a prompt sound.,See the time passes.,There is still no movement.,There is an indescribable loss in the shallow heart.,What are you looking forward to...

In this way, it was as if I had lost contact, and I didn't have a single contact in a week, not even a single text message.

I don't really describe how I feel.

It's like something is missing in my heart, it's empty, and I can't say it.

People are really emotional animals, after all, every time they get along before, shallow is not hard-hearted, it is impossible not to have half a point of waves in their hearts, but they have been secretly reminding themselves:

No matter how pink your skin is, you can't change the real self inside you, Gu Yunzhou... He's not with you all the way after all...

Now this situation may be the best, this is a dream after all, for me, this is actually very good, after all, I don't have to worry about how to respond to Yunzhou's good questions about her, ah~ It's easy to laugh!

I think so, but when I laugh lightly, it does give people the feeling that they are about to cry at any time.

Xu has been thinking about these things for the past few days, she hasn't slept well, and there is a faint blue under her eyes, but Mother Ye is in a hurry, thinking that her daughter is insomnia, and she has deliberately drunk a glass of hot milk before going to bed at night these days.

But despite this, it was still useless, and shallow still suffered from insomnia.

Often get up in the middle of the night to play the game,Divert attention,Coincidentally,No matter how shallow the night game,The boat on the cloud is online,As soon as the shallow game,The boat on the cloud will first accompany her PK a few rounds,And then chat secretly for a while,Rarely,Every time you chat with the cloud, you will always have a very relaxed brain,Fall asleep after a while。

Qianqian asked Yunshang, "Why have you been online lately?" "You can see him almost every time you play the game, you must know that the shallow is up late at night and it gets dark, and the three generals who usually follow the clouds are like the world has evaporated, and there is no movement.

Yunzhou was originally staying up late to catch up with the plan in hand, when the computer sounded: Your friend Xiaoxiao Yunyun is online. This is a small software he deliberately made, as long as Qianqian goes online, he can know it immediately, so he can find Qianqian in such a timely manner every time.

Yun Zhou looked at the message sent by Qianqian, because my girl is hiding from me, I want to give her some time to calm down.

"It's nothing, it's just hanging up." That's the only way I can still find you right now. Yun Zhou gently looked at the blue-clothed dancing girl in the game.

"Fortunately, you hung up, alas, lately, I've been losing sleep." Seeing the familiar clouds, she wanted to tell him what she had been thinking about these days.

"Oh? What's wrong. Yunzhou put down the plan book in his hand and accompanied Qianqian to tap in front of the keyboard.

"I don't know where to start, if you don't think I'm verbose, I'll start from the beginning." It might be much more comfortable to say it, but Yun Shang is not the kind of person with a broken mouth.

"No, it won't." Yun Zhou typed two words and sent a smiling expression.

"Then I'll tidy it up, so as not to be incoherent."

"Good"