For me as an amateur, being able to write a million words is a milestone victory, and I am very happy and very lucky, so I want to write something to record my feelings at this moment.

In fact, I have mentioned many times that I have a good job, busy and fulfilling, and the salary is okay, enough to support myself. So, writing is my hobby, and when I started writing at first, I wrote purely for the sake of writing, with no plan, no outline, no goal, and some of them were probably just imagining the world in my head, and I was very happy, and then in this situation, I recklessly and happily typed the first word on the keyboard.

This million words have been written for a long time, from the beginning of the three days and two ends, I vaguely remember that I wrote half a year, only wrote more than 300,000 words, the update is pitiful, and the results are naturally infuriating. Of course, I didn't dare to have any delusions from the beginning, think about other writers' strength and experience, update every day, they may not be able to get good results, I can't even update steadily, and I don't know what cool points and plot design, how can I have results? The world is fair, it's the same for everyone, and I understand the principle of adjusting myself to the world, so I have no regrets, and I'm tired of writing, but I'm really happy.

Before it was put on the shelves, my word count was 360,000, and the collection was only more than 600, as if there were only more than 10 for the first order at that time, and it slowly reached more than 60, and the average order was more than 30. This result should have been thrown into hell, but I really didn't feel depressed, I felt that as long as I wrote about the world I imagined, the results would gradually improve, and the most important thing was that I was very self-conscious, "the ignorant are fearless", and that moment was vividly displayed in me.

On January 14, 2017, it was put on the shelves, until today it is more than a million words, a very simple math problem, you can know how many words I have written, to be honest, I myself feel pitiful, an average of about 50,000 words per month, two thousand words a day can not be guaranteed. However, during that time, there was a month and a half that was completely interrupted, I didn't explain, in fact, at that time, it was mainly because my mother was seriously ill, I went home to take care of it, and I really couldn't spare any time, let alone writing, and even eating felt tasteless, that was the only time I had the idea of giving up.

After my mother recovered, I regrouped and continued to write, and I began to think more about my commitments with less self-esteem.

I've always said that it's okay to write a few million words guaranteed, even if no one subscribes.

Seriously, I sometimes really feel like I'm talking too much, think about the beginning when I was most passionate, I wrote 360,000 words for half a year, and then what if my head is no longer hot?

I thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to set a goal for myself, strive to write at least 2,000 words a day, and if I am busy with work, then let it go, this should be a good mentality of amateur writing, as for other grades or something, I don't have extravagant expectations.

In fact, from May last year to today, the number of words of the mercenaries has finally exceeded one million, and the collection is two thousand five, with an average of one hundred and one and a high order of three hundred and one, and the results have been greatly improved.

Overall, everything was pretty good, I'm glad I was able to stick with it, and I'm really proud to see the number of a million on screen, really, I don't know how to describe it, it's something more satisfying than self-esteem

After a million words of grinding, I feel that I have made great progress in writing, at least my vision has broadened a lot.

I gradually realized that I lacked a good character, and because the supporting characters were not brilliant enough, I also learned some concepts of commercial writing, and I began to think about how to arrange a cool point, and most importantly, I really wanted to see the enlightenment, and gradually knew how to make the update faster...... These are my previous shortcomings, and although I am only beginning to realize these things and it will take time to make changes, I will continue to work on these aspects to make my writing better.

Finally, I would like to thank some of my brothers who have always supported me.

2 Ouyang, thank you for always chasing the order, and the monthly pass has not been less, you are the person who has supported me since before it was put on the shelf, thank you very much. Seriously, a lot of it was because I saw that your name was always on the fan list, so I persevered, because the promise of writing millions of words was said to your group of book friends, and I feel that if I don't really write millions of words, I will be sorry for your support.

Except for you, there have been eight people who have been following up on my book from the beginning, and then it has increased to ten, I don't know who they are, because they never speak, but thank you all at all!

Thank you Taihao, because of you and my book review area is not empty, really, I am very happy to interact with you, at least I know that there are people in the book review area.

Thank you Paper Airplane, your encouragement makes me feel like I can still be valued, it really feels good that someone likes what they write, thank you.

Thank you book friend 20170531011632, although you don't talk much, but your subscription and monthly pass have been there, thank you!

Thank you, Big Ben Tiger, your votes are the most punctual, really, you may have a third less referral votes.

Thank you for your follow-up.

Thank you for following up.

Thank you for the tip, thank you. Also, your name really doesn't come up badly.

Mo Tianli, thank you for your book list recommendation.

Thank you Su Ziting, I always thought you were a woman ^^

You Yun, thank you for your heartfelt recommendation vote, haha.

Ghosts of the world, thank you.

Thank you.

Dumb, thank you.

Uncle counts the books, thank you!

In short, there are a lot of brothers to thank, and if you don't take the lead, I won't name them all. Thank you for all your support, but every click is a support for me, I will speed up the update in the future, and repay you with better and faster writing, thank you!