Chapter 528: Back to Light
Lin Qingwan really fell down this time, and after falling down in front of Cui Zheng, she fell asleep for two days in a row, and when she woke up, she saw Zhong Ruying and Lin Yubin, who were leaning on the side of the bed with red eyes.
She was still a little confused, and she was stunned for a while before she reacted, she only felt that the whole person was light, and it seemed that she might fly away at any time.
Zhong Ruying and Lin Yubin saw her wake up, so they pounced on her and asked anxiously, "How do you feel, but are you thirsty or hungry?" ”
Lin Qingwan's gaze slowly fell on Zhong Ruying, and only after half a sound did she smile: "Why are you here too?" ”
Zhong Ruying couldn't help but have a sour nose when she saw this, and almost burst into tears.
Sister Wan has always been shrewd, when has she ever been so chaotic?
Lin Yubin was calmer than Zhong Ruying, although her eyes were red, she still turned around and fetched water to feed her, Lin Qingwan took two sips to moisten her throat, and then asked, "Did you scare Lord Cui that day?" ”
No one knows what Lin Qingwan and Cui Zheng said that day, so not only Lin Yubin, but also Zhong Ruying has some resentment towards Cui Zheng, don't you know that Lin Qingwan is a patient?
At that time, in order to facilitate talking, Lin Qingwan asked Bai Feng and the others to retreat, and seeing that Yubin and Zhong Ruying's faces were not very good-looking, she smiled bitterly: "I have wronged Master Cui now, you have to apologize to others in a while." ”
Zhong Ruying snorted, but Lin Yubin responded obediently and asked softly, "Auntie, do you want some food?" ”
Lin Qingwan shook her head, "I don't feel hungry." ”
But people have been asleep for two days, how can they not be hungry?
Lin Yubin wanted to persuade again, so Lin Qingwan suddenly held her hand and said, "Yubin, you let Mingjie go back to the old mansion and invite your fifth uncle and others." ”
Lin Yubin's face changed, this scene is very familiar, because his father was like this before leaving.
She couldn't help but call out "Auntie".
Lin Qingwan smiled and patted her hand, and said softly: "Go, bring Kang'er and An'er again, and I'll take a look at them again." ”
Zhong Ruying looked at Lin Qingwan in a daze, except for Emperor Liang, Lin Qingwan was the second person she had ever seen who waited for death so calmly.
She thought that on the battlefield, a soldier who was still alive and well one moment ago would be separated from yin and yang the next moment, because there was no time to say goodbye.
At this moment, she found that it may not be painful to wait for death slowly, at least at this time, she felt very painful.
Lin Qingwan leaned on the pillow and smiled with her: "I didn't expect to see you again before leaving, I'm satisfied." ”
Zhong Ruying bowed her head and wept.
Lin Qingwan held her hand and said with a light smile: "Don't cry, I have lived for ten more years, I have known you, and I have done so many great things, and this life will not be ruined." ”
"If I knew this, I wouldn't have sent troops to Chu at the beginning, and you wouldn't have entered the court as an official, and you would have done your best." Zhong Ruying really regretted it.
Everyone said that she was tired, and she was indeed so busy in the past three years that her feet did not touch the ground, everything started when she rashly sent troops to Chu and participated in the war between Shu and Chu.
Lin Qingwan smiled and said, "My illness is destiny, what does it have to do with you?" ”
Zhong Ruying hugged her and cried, looking completely unconvinced.
Lin Qingwan sighed faintly, knowing that it was useless to say more, so she could only divert her attention and said, "Do you know what I talked about with General Cui before?" ”
"No matter what you talk about, don't worry about it," Zhong Ruying raised her head and said, "Your illness is all caused by worrying." ”
Lin Qingwan smiled and said, "It's not bad for a while." ”
Zhong Ruying wanted to cry again.
"You are a great general, why do you love to cry more than me?" Lin Qingwan reluctantly handed her her handkerchief.
"If you want to replace me with death, will you cry?"
"Don't cry!"
Zhong Ruying glanced at her, Lin Qingwan laughed, Zhong Ruying collected her tears and pulled the corners of her mouth.
"That's right, it's not good for girls to cry too much, after I leave, you will be left as a female official in the court, you have to hold on, don't make those stinky men too proud."
"You just coaxed me when you said this, and I haven't seen you have less contact with these stinky men." Zhong Ruying wiped away the tears on her face and asked, "What did you say to Cui Zheng?" ”
Lin Qingwan simply mentioned it, and Zhong Ruying nodded her forehead and said, "Why are you so stupid, he Cui Zheng has two sons, and no matter how bad he is, he has nephews and clansmen, do you think they are all like me without relatives and no reason?" If you want him to hand over the military power, that is, he is willing, is the entire Cui clan willing? ”
Lin Qingwan leaned on the pillow and said: "I didn't ask him to hand over the military power immediately, and I don't know how many decades have passed since the students trained by the military academy could have a say in the army, let alone Cui Zheng at that time, I'm afraid that you and Your Majesty will not be there." ”
"Do you know that he won't favor the clan?"
Lin Qingwan smiled and said, "Cui Zheng, he is not that kind of person. ”
"How do you know?"
Lin Qingwan leaned over slightly, met her eyes with a smile, and said almost inaudibly: "He knows that Cui Liang was killed by me." ”
Zhong Ruying was taken aback.
Lin Qingwan fell back at this time, leaned on the pillow and said: "He has no evidence, but he must have guessed it, but in the past two years, when he saw me, he didn't show any strangeness, and even helped me inadvertently, it can be seen that he doesn't hold this grudge, that's his nephew, you said that he wants to show favoritism, at least tell Cui Jie about it, right?" ”
But now Cui Jie is still investigating the person who did it to Cui Liang, and he is also suspicious of Cui Song and Cui Ling, so it can be seen that he doesn't know that it was Lin Qingwan's hand.
Zhong Ruying twitched the corner of her mouth and said, "So you have to take aim at other people's military power?" ”
Lin Qingwan smiled, "Look, I'm so aggressive and unreasonable, isn't he not annoyed?" ”
"That's because you're ...... fast," Zhong Ruying bit her lip and didn't speak.
"Yes, I'm about to die," Lin Qingwan said with a smile: "People are dying and their words are good, my proposal is for the good of Daliang, do you know if it's for your good?" ”
"Since Emperor Wu, the family has been suppressed, and now Your Majesty is benevolent, and you can all carry it clearly, what can you do?" Lin Qingwan said: "People have no long-term worries, I always hope that this world can be peaceful for a longer time, this is my extravagant hope." ”
Zhong Ruying bit her lip, "You're leaving, why bother about this?" ”
"People always die, will you ignore it now because you will die in the future?" Lin Qingwan glanced at her and said, "What's more, I'm dead, and my relatives and friends are still alive here." ”
"Okay, okay, I promise you," Zhong Ruying said: "When the time comes, if the imperial court is to recruit talents in martial arts, or open a military academy, I will support it." ”
Lin Qingwan smiled, rolled up her sleeves and said, "Okay, I'll go and write a fold for Your Majesty." ”
Zhong Ruying glared.
Lin Qingwan smiled, "Don't be angry, I'm in good spirits now." ”
Zhong Ruying shook and stared at her face carefully, but saw that she had always been pale at this time, but she was a little bloody, and even her cheeks were a little red.
Her face changed slightly, knowing that this was a return to the light, the same as before Emperor Liang died.
The feeling of leaving in Lin Qingwan's chest became stronger and stronger, and she knew that she was afraid that her time was running out.
So I got up and went to the desk, thought about it, and started to write.
From the moment she had feelings, she was thinking, what else could she teach the emperor?
He had good ministers and good generals, and he had a loyal character and a benevolent character, and he had almost no shortcomings except for indecision and stinginess in money.
Such a person, as long as the courtiers under his command are resolute and can cooperate sincerely, then the beam will not be wrong.
So all she could give him was a reminder.
But the world is about to be one, what can she remind him?
It's just a chapter from the Tao Te Ching that was given to him.
Lin Qingwan finished writing the last fold, then dried and sealed it, knocked on the table, and called Bai Feng and said, "Hand the fold out, hand it to the post station and send it back to the capital." ”
Bai Feng took it with red eyes and slowly retreated.
Zhong Ruying walked up to her and asked, "Can you rest now?" ”
Lin Qingwan thought for a while and said, "Let's go to dinner, I suddenly want to eat squirrel fish." ”
Zhong Ruying: "......"
Don't say that she just wants to eat squirrel fish now, she just wants to eat dragon liver and phoenix marrow, and everyone will find a way to make it for her.
It happened that Lin Yubin and Mrs. Yang brought their two children over, and they were startled when they saw Lin Qingwan standing under the bed.
Shang Wenhui's head can already stand up, so now he can hold it upright, Lin Qingwan took him from Lin Yubin's hand with a smile, and said with a smile: "It's heavy again, it can be seen that I have a good appetite recently." ”
He touched Lin Wenze's little head again and said with a smile: "My brother also needs to eat more, I can't let my younger brother catch up, you are more than two years older than him." ”
Lin Wenze nodded "mmmm", tugged on his aunt's sleeve and asked, "Auntie, you also have to eat a little more, so that your body will be great." ”
"Good!" Lin Qingwan responded with a smile, looked at Mrs. Yang and said, "Mother, let's go have a meal together." ”
At this time, it was neither lunch nor late, and it was not the time for dinner, but Mrs. Yang still nodded and ordered the kitchen to prepare quickly.
This time, even Mrs. Shang, Lin Run and others appeared together, and everyone had a happy meal.
They have seen a lot of them, but it is the first time they have seen someone like Lin Qingwan who can not only get out of bed and walk, but also go for a walk after dinner to eat.
Not to mention Mrs. Yang and others, even Dr. Xu and others also doubted whether Lin Qingwan was cured from her illness, and it was not the so-called return to the light, but when they touched her pulse again, they found that it was almost invisible, and several doctors widened their eyes in surprise.
Because this is no different from a dead person, it is said that such a pulse will lie down and not move even if it is not dead.
Thinking about it, they can only return to God's favor.
After the meal, except for Lin Yubin and Mrs. Yang, who were still with Lin Qingwan, everyone else stayed in the side room and waited.
Lin Qingwan slowly returned to the main room, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Lin Yubin with a smile, and then put her hand together with Mrs. Yang's, "Yubin, after I leave, you have to be filial to Mrs. Yang on my behalf and serve her like a grandmother, you know?" ”
"Yes, Yubin will definitely be filial to Grandmother Yang."
Lin Qingwan nodded with tears in her eyes, touched her face and said, "Aunt is also very reluctant to you, but I have to go, and there are still people waiting for me in another world." ”
Lin Yubin and Mrs. Yang couldn't help crying, both of them thought she was talking about Xie Yiming.