Once a thought comes to mind, it can't be suppressed.

My sister was reluctant to listen to my troubles, but probably because she saw that the expressions of her parents and me were not good, she slowly wilted, carefully looked at our expressions, and ate in silence like us.

When I returned to my room after eating, I couldn't help but think about it all the time.

Childhood...... Past......

This has to be investigated, not only from my parents, but also from people I knew in the past.

Our family hasn't moved for so many years, but the neighbors around us have changed a few times, and the current neighbors are all new in the past few years, so it's impossible to know what happened when I was a child. When I was in elementary school, I didn't live here. I don't remember where I lived, only the layout of the house and some furniture.

Excluding neighbors, my first choice would be a relative at home.

In this regard, my memory is also a little vague.

Grandparents, grandparents...... I haven't seen my grandfather, who passed away before I was born. Of the other three elderly people, my grandmother held me as an infant when I was a child, and before I could walk or run, she also passed away. My grandfather and grandmother both passed away around the time I was in elementary school. I still have an impression of the funeral. Other relatives...... Siblings of my parents...... Yes, but because of the premature death of the grandparents, the children below rarely get together.

It dawned on me that I didn't have the contact information of my uncles and aunts.

I just remember that our family and these relatives slowly drifted apart, my parents occasionally mentioned it, and after retirement, we also had dinner together a few times, as if a cousin or cousin got married, and they went to the wedding. I was supposed to be in college at the time, and I signed up for a volunteer activity at the school during the holidays, but I couldn't participate.

The more I recalled, the more I suspected that my parents were hiding something.

In the past, at most, during the Chinese New Year, I felt that my house was a little lonely, but now I suspect that this "coldness" has another purpose.

A message tone rang on the phone.

It's in the group, the thin people are talking about Yu Chuanfeng.

I looked at it for a while, distraught, and sent my suspicions to the top.

There was silence in the group for a few minutes, which made me even more restless.

"Do you want to check?" Chen Xiaoqiu sent a message and asked.

I smiled wryly.

Examine?

How to check? What will be found out?

My chest was clogged, and for some reason, the experience of five people in Aoba suddenly flooded my brain.

A family member dies tragically, or is far away from a family member......

I was a little out of breath.

Knock knock.

I was woken up by a knock on the door, and I subconsciously turned off my phone and looked at the bedroom door.

Knock knock.

Two more knocks on the door.

"Lynch, it's me and your dad." Mom's voice came through the door.

I made up my mind and went and opened the door.

Mom and Dad had worried expressions on their faces.

I silently let them into the bedroom. When the door was closed, I seemed to hear the movement of my sister's room. I closed the door anyway.

Mom looked concerned, and after sitting down on the bed, she couldn't wait to ask, "Are you ...... Come to think of it? ”

"What?" I looked at my parents.

Both of them were uneasy and cared about me.

My heart was a little sore and sad.

Dad sighed, "We're not...... It's just that everything is over, and you were so sad at that time......"

"What's the matter?" I asked in a low voice.

The two looked at each other.

Mom said embarrassedly: "Well, it was before, we had a dog at home, do you remember?" ”

I was stunned.

As far back as I can remember, there really wasn't such a thing as having a dog. As far back as I can remember, I never had a pet growing up.

Dad held out his hand at this time.

I just noticed that he was holding a photo album in his back hand.

I took the album.

The appearance of the old album is actually very ugly, with a colorful cover, and an embarrassing "album" with two golden flower characters. This album is definitely much older than my age.

Open the album and look at the photos inside, you can feel a different sense of the times.

The photo is also an old photo, but not as "old" as the album.

I saw myself as a child, when I was a baby, naked in diapers, leaning against a big white dog.

I can't tell the breed of the dog, it doesn't seem to be a purebred dog, it's a large dog in size, with long hair and a cute appearance. The black eyes did not look at the camera, but at me who was grinning.

For a moment, I felt the urge to burst into tears. My eyes were hot, and I felt even more soreness in my heart.

My hand shook and I flipped a page.

The album is full of photos of me and this big dog. I leaned on it, lay on its back, was held and rode on it by my father, put my arms around its neck, held its head with it, played with ball, and was also robbed of food by it, licking my face full of saliva......

Looking at the photos, I just felt as if the memories had come back.

In the back photo, there is a younger sister.

This dog grew up with my brother and sister, but I forgot about it before.

"Your sister threw the ball out the door, and it ran out......," Mom said with a sigh.

"How is that possible!" I blurted out.

Just by looking at the photos, you can see that this is an obedient and spiritual dog, even if you run out, you should come back after picking up the ball.

"Maybe after running out, someone grabbed it. We also looked for it, but we couldn't find it. You were so sad at the time, you kept crying, and you ignored your sister. Mom said bitterly, "At that time, you suddenly disappeared. Your dad and I are scared to death. Finally found you in the library. I don't know how you managed to sneak in. You slept in the library and had a fever. We all thought you were going to die......"

There was more crying in my mother's voice.

Dad put his arm around Mom's shoulders and patted her hand gently.

Mom sniffed, "Later, you woke up and didn't mention anything about Xiaobai." We don't dare to say any more. You may have burned out and forgotten about ......"

I looked down at the album.

The last photo is of me struggling to hold my sister and stand next to the big dog.

I should be in elementary school, maybe ten years old, and my sister is three or four years old.

"Your sister doesn't remember at the time. After we moved, she also mentioned Xiaobai twice, and then forgot about it. You never mentioned ......"

I let out an "oh", still sad in my heart.

The big dog standing next to me grinned and stuck out his tongue and looked like he was laughing.

My sister and I didn't laugh, I shouldn't have been able to hold my sister at that time, holding back my strength, my sister was strangled by me, wrinkling her little face. It's a funny and funny photo. If...... If what happened later hadn't happened......

I felt a sense of sadness at a loss.

I forgot about this big dog. And I definitely liked it at the time.

My parents comforted me a few more words and left.

I looked at the photos over and over again for a long time, and I also took pictures of them for the skinny people.

They were also a little embarrassed.

"I used to have a dog, but then it ran away. I don't remember what it looked like now. My mom said I cried for days. The thin man said.

Guo Yujie had a cat when she was a child, but she also lost it, and she was sad and sad, but now she only remembers that the cat is a flower, and she can't remember what it looks like.

Chen Xiaoqiu has never had a pet.

The fat man had cats, dogs, chicks, and rabbits as a child, and he couldn't remember what they looked like or how they ended.

I'm a little sentimental.

Finished chatting with the skinny man, lay down in bed, and couldn't fall asleep.

If you can dream about it tonight...... Dreaming of a white ......

I thought about it repeatedly, and I don't know when, I faintly heard the barking of dogs.

(End of chapter)