034 Railroad High School
I'll never forget the shame of last night?
Seeing this sentence, and then thinking back to Guan Qingqing's abnormality last night, I understood that something must have happened to her, and my intuition told me that she was bullied by a man, and at the same time, I was also very angry, who could this person who bullied Guan Qingqing be? GIs?
It shouldn't be possible, the soldier can be regarded as Guan Qingqing's target, although his character is not good, but he shouldn't bully Guan Qingqing, and Guan Qingqing always yells at him, how dare he bully Guan Qingqing? Who would that be if it weren't for him? And Guan Qingqing is also a person with a background, an ordinary person, can she be bullied?
Guan Qingqing has always treated me as a younger brother, no one has treated me as well as she has since I was a child, and I also treat her as a sister, so her position in my heart is still more important, if someone really bullies her, I will definitely be willing to stand up for her, although I also understand that with my current ability, I guess I can't help her.
Thinking of this, I feel irritable in my heart, hating myself for being incapable and incompetent, I also want to ask Guan Qingqing what happened, is someone bullying her, but if I ask like this, wouldn't it let her know that I peeked at her diary? And even if I asked, how could I help her? Let's wait and see, I hope it's not like I imagined, she was bullied by a man, but there were other grievances.
After putting Guan Qingqing's diary back in its place, I felt that she was too difficult, and she had been silently and selflessly dedicated to me, which made me feel that I owed her too much, and I wanted to repay her, and then I went to the mall and bought Guan Qingqing a light blue sun hat, although the price was not high, but it was also a piece of my heart.
At about ten o'clock in the evening, Guan Qingqing came back and bought a bunch of fruits, when I was sitting on the sofa eating fruit and watching TV, I took out the light blue sun hat and gave it to her, this is the second time I have grown so big to give someone a gift, the first time was given by Xia Yu on his birthday, but I didn't expect that the ending between me and Xia Yu would be like that.
Guan Qingqing was a little stunned at the time, she took the sun hat from my hand and asked me, "Whose sun hat is this?" ”
I said I bought it for you, and when I said this, I felt very embarrassed, and I didn't dare to look at her eyes, Guan Qingqing was silent for a few seconds, and suddenly sat down in front of me, and then hugged me tightly.
She hugged me very tightly, put her hands around my back, my hands didn't know where to put at the time, and finally slowly put it on her back and waist, at this time I could feel her waist was very thin, so I was very comfortable to hold, I didn't say anything at this time, just hugged it, I don't know how long it took, Guan Qingqing let go of me, and then sobbed twice, and wiped her eyes with her hands, she cried again, she asked me why I bought this hat for her, and spent money indiscriminately.
I said that when I was shopping, I saw that this hat was very good-looking, and it was not expensive anyway, so I bought it back for you, and she also touched my head and said, "That little boy has grown up and is becoming more and more like a man!" ”
It may be that after such an incident, the relationship between the two of me has sublimated a lot, and when it was time to go to bed after eating the fruit, she suddenly said to me hypocritically: "This school will start soon, you will have to live in school at that time, you go, how boring it is for my sister to live here alone!" ”
I said it's okay, anyway, I have a holiday every week, and I'll be back when I'm on vacation, she sighed and said, "Sister, I'm not in a good mood these two days, I want to sleep with you tonight, is it okay?" ”
When I slept with the two of us before, there were special reasons, such as when the snow came and there was nowhere to sleep, or I just ran away from home and came back to sleep with me, and now she suddenly wants to sleep with me, and she said that she wants to sleep with me, which makes me a little embarrassed, but when I think of her diary, I think she must be very aggrieved at this time, and she must need a man's comfort, I have no reason to refuse her, I promised her.
I also went to take a shower before going to bed, and after lying on her bed, she quickly hugged me, just like when I was a child, and she smiled and said: "When you were a child, it was easier to hold me in your arms, but now that you have grown up, I feel like a child, and you should hold me!" ”
I don't know if her words hinted at me, and I didn't think so much, I took the initiative to hold her in my arms, and I hugged her very tightly, maybe because of the tightness of the hug, she also snorted, listening to her muffled snort, my thoughts were a little crooked, I felt that my heartbeat was very fast, and there was her panting sound in my ears, and I immediately felt it.
Because I was holding her at the time, she should have sensed it after reacting, but she didn't say anything, and I was brave enough not to hide it, so I just hugged her and slept like this.
But after all, it's summer, so it's a little hot to hold her, and it didn't take long to sweat, she then gently pushed me away, and went to sleep, but after I woke up in the middle of the night, I found that my arm was on her body, I felt that my sleeping position at this time was a little uncomfortable, so I moved my body, just like this, I seemed to feel that she was not wearing a bra, it should be hot at night to take off, now I felt it again, particularly strong, I thought she might be asleep at this time, so I put my leg on her leg, not a few seconds, She suddenly spoke and whispered to me, "Are you awake?" ”
This guy scared me, how dare I speak, I can only continue to pretend to sleep, and after a while, her hand was put on my stomach, and her fingertips touched my belly, and then slowly moved down, I was very panicked, I didn't know what she wanted to do, but at this time, her hand was retracted, gently pushed my arms and legs, and turned her back to sleep.
For the rest of the night, I couldn't sleep, I felt that Guan Qingqing seemed to want to take the initiative to ask me, I was a little afraid of this, I felt that I couldn't sleep with her in the future, otherwise sooner or later I would have to do something wrong.
The next morning she left early in the morning, saying that she was going to go shopping with Bai Xue, asked me if I was going, I thought that it was not interesting to go shopping with the two women, so I didn't follow, it was almost noon, I went out to have lunch by myself, and then on the way to the Internet café, I also met Chen Keke, this guy was walking on the road with a man I didn't know, the man was also tall and handsome, no worse than Wang Hao, I thought that Chen Keke must be playing with this boy behind Wang Hao's back, She and Wang Hao should break up after high school.
The day I went to school to report was September 1st, and I changed into a new dress early in the morning, after Guan Qingqing and I packed up my things, I asked the GI to drive me to school, and on the way, the GI and Guan Qingqing were still arguing and laughing, which also shows that Guan Qingqing's previous humiliation should have nothing to do with the GI.
This school is in the suburbs of the west of the city, not very far from the train station, the surrounding is still relatively desolate, there are not many residents, but because there is a train station, there are still more people coming and going on weekdays, when I was a child, I heard that this side is more chaotic, every year when it is almost the New Year, those who have no money to spend the New Year are in this area to grab the money of students or train station passengers, but in recent years, the security has been much better, this kind of thing does not often appear.
The north of the school faces south, the black big iron door is particularly eye-catching, and the surrounding wall is also very high, there are more than three meters and almost four meters, there is broken glass on it, it should prevent students from going out over the wall, Guan Qingqing told me that this school was originally a fully closed school, and the management was particularly strict, she said that when she was a child, she heard others say that there was a student who went out to play over the wall and was found by the teacher, and was directly beaten to death with a stick, but the school has been pressed on this matter, so there are not many people who know outside, and after the incident came out, the school was opened, Students can choose to live in primary school or at home, but this school is too remote, and if you live at home, the safety of the road is also worth considering.
Today's railway high school gate is particularly lively, there are many parents who come to send their children, there are a lot of cars at the door, there are not many cars in those days, and there are fewer expensive luxury cars, I casually glanced at it, and I saw Chen Yajing's BMW car.