Chapter 50: Faith
Xiao Mo's body slammed into the wall again, and this time he couldn't suppress a painful snort.
This time it can really be said that Xiao Mo fell half to death, originally he struggled last time was reckless, but now with new injuries and old problems, he can't even hook his fingers, he only feels that his body is numb up and down.
But how could he give up just yet, you must know that Li Shuai is not far from him, how can he lie here willingly.
No! He had to stand up, even if it was a moth to a fire, he would have to fight for himself.
"Ahh
Xiao Mo roared and turned over with difficulty in severe pain, but perhaps this action was too violent, so that his throat was so sweet that he spit out a mouthful of blood directly.
"Grass, they beat me until I vomited blood, wait for you to recover, see how I scold you!"
Xiao Mo squinted his eyes and smirked on the ground with a "hehe". After a while, he struggled to get up from the ground again, and then walked slowly towards Li Shuai's position again.
His vision was completely blurred, Xiao Mo was now completely relying on his memory, he was coughing violently as he walked, and even the bones in his body were about to fall apart.
"I know your ...... I know all about what you're thinking. Do you think I can't see it, you always think that death is a relief for you, but in fact you have been living in pain.
You deceived Mu Xue, you deceived me, you deceived everyone, but ...... You can't fool yourself.
You're unhappy, you're miserable, and you feel like every day you live, you're going to suffer one more day.
You also had the idea of living, but fate ruthlessly abandoned you, making you disappointed again and again.
Originally, you wanted to leave, but I ...... I'm a piece of waste that can't hold up the wall, but I still need your help. You don't worry about me. Of course, with your pride, you don't want to die.
So you participate in every incident with the determination to die, but every time you decide to throw yourself into the arms of death, I, the damn obstructor, will get in the way.
Ahem......"
Xiao Mo coughed violently again, and his already weak body became even more shaky at this time, like a lamp swaying in the wind and rain, which could be extinguished by the wind and rain at any time.
However, Xiao Mo did not let the light go out, although his body shook violently, it finally stabilized.
He won't throw in the towel. He still wants to continue to live with Li Shuai, and he still thinks that one day he will be able to solve the mystery of the curse and solve the mystery of his memory. How could he have fallen here, and how could he have been killed by his own good brother?
He will never accept such an ironic ending, he still has to fight, he has to fight against that damn fate!
"I admit it...... I am an extremely selfish person. I don't care about your feelings at all, I just want you to live.
But it can't be helped, I'm like that, I just don't want you to give up.
A lot of times I actually want to sue you. What if fate abandons you? What if the whole world abandons you? What if you have nothing in this world?
That TMD is all the past, it's all history!
Best of all, we didn't know each other at the time!
You usually talk about big truths and nag small things. Comfort this person, and reason with that person. Well, today, now. I'll also give you the facts.
Take it personally...... I don't even know whose memories I have in my head! Fake, fake can't!
The more I think about it, the more I feel that those memories are illusory. You may not know it, but I can't even remember who my parents were or what they looked like.
Any idea why? The reason is that I recalled everything when I was a child, bit by bit, and the result was ...... As a result, I lost all the memories associated with my childhood!
What do you think of me compared to you? You at least know who your parents are, who your fiancée is, and most importantly, who you are!
But as for me, I am not even sure who I am, and I live in endless panic every day. I'm afraid that one day I suddenly remembered something and found that I TM was not Xiao Mo at all, but someone else. At that time, I may no longer be just myself!
Recently, another demon personality appeared in my mind, and I don't know what that means. All I know is that my life is under constant threat and there is nothing I can do about it.
I can only pray that this time bomb will detonate later so that I can breathe in some fresh air! ”
When Xiao Mo said this, he was already in tears, tears mixed with the taste of blood, salty and full of bitterness.
At the same time, Xiao Mo also came to Li Shuai's forbidden area again. But this time, he didn't choose to break in recklessly, but stopped for a while.
During Xiao Mo's approach to Li Shuai, Wang Yue also launched several waves of desperate offensives against Li Shuai, but they were all easily defused by Li Shuai without exception.
The invincible ghost in reality, when he met Li Shuai at this time, he couldn't even get close to the most basic. I don't know if the ghosts in reality are too weak, or if the current Li Shuai has really become too strong.
Xiao Mo was so weak, so he could only vaguely see a little bit of Li Shuai's phantom, knowing that Li Shuai had temporarily stopped attacking that powerful ghost.
At this time, he forced a smile on his face, and then imitated Li Shuai's usual teasing tone and said:
"Xiao Lizi, your brother Xiao only has his last breath left now, if you fall on me again, I will save my life. But instead of having you in front of my eyes, and I can't save you, I'd better choose to leave this way, hoping that my blood can awaken your sanity!
There are countless miracles happening in this world, so why can't you create your own miracles?
You have saved my life many times, and now I will give it back to you.
If I'm lucky enough not to die, then in the future, please live with me! ”
As he spoke, Xiao Mo rushed towards Li Shuai in front of him with a sense of determination.
Xiao Mo is really gambling, betting that Li Shuai still has a little bit of sanity, betting that he will not kill himself.
This can be seen from Li Shuai's failure to kill all the girls in the dormitory, or the fact that he did not use all his strength when he threw him out in the first two times.
It can be seen that Li Shuai still has a trace of sanity.
Despite this, this is also a big gamble for Xiao Mo, because as he said, if he is thrown out again in his current situation, then there will really be death and no life.
A short distance of one meter is as far away as the end of the world at this time, and time seems to be permanently frozen at this moment. As for Xiao Mo, he couldn't feel anything anymore, only an ethereal thought was still supporting him to stay awake - Li Shuai would definitely recover!
I don't know how long time has passed, Xiao Mo suddenly felt that his body was light, as if he had completely lost the interference of gravity. However, just as he was about to try to open his eyes to see, a voice suddenly sounded in his ears, which wanted to make him cry:
"Xiao Xiaozi, do you dare to be a little more perverted, is the handsome guy's embrace really so warm?" (To be continued......)