Is 839 coming to an end
Anyway, watching Su Ya cry, I feel very uncomfortable, and I have a strong sense of guilt in my heart, I feel that Su Ya is so wronged and suffered, it's all my fault, but I can't think of any way to comfort her now, I say too many words, she doesn't appreciate it at this time, and she will think I'm annoying, so I can only comfort her from action, do a lot of things that care about her, and let her feel my warmth as much as possible.
But no matter how hard I try today, her heart is cold, not warm at all, so when I sent her home that night, I was also very depressed in my heart, on the way home, I suddenly remembered that the anti-infection and anti-inflammatory drugs I bought for her from the hospital were left in the car, I quickly sent her a text message at this time, meaning that I wanted to go back and send her medicine, but she said no, she said that the medicine was too obvious, and if she took it back and was seen by the family, then she was finished, and I said that the doctor had also explained, You have to take medicine on time, otherwise you will be easily infected in the future, and you will get a lot of gynecological diseases or something, Su Ya just said it, it doesn't matter.
If I say no, I'll open the package or something, and send it to you for a day, you use it first, and I'll send you the rest tomorrow, so that the chance of the family finding out will be much smaller.
Su Ya still insisted on not using it, saying that she didn't take medicine, no matter what she said, I understood the seriousness of this matter, and I couldn't let her at this time, otherwise she would blame me even more if there was gynecological inflammation or something in the future, so I drove back to her community, and then called her and asked her to come down to get the medicine, I thought she could be moved a little bit like this, but I didn't think that she knew that after I returned, she was still quite angry, and she was more impulsive when she spoke, and said let me go quickly, don't wander at the gate of the community, Her parents will see it later.
She said this, and she spoke in a loud and rushing voice, I understood, she should be alone in her house now, otherwise she wouldn't dare to talk to me like this, in this case, my heart is a little relaxed, I said no, I'll send it to you, anyway, the medicine must be taken, no matter how angry you are, this medicine must also be eaten, it is responsible for your own body.
Su Ya said that she said that if she didn't eat it, she wouldn't eat it, and she wouldn't let me send it to her, anyway, she just asked me to leave quickly, for fear that her parents would see me, and I didn't care so much, if the medicine was delivered to her door, it was estimated that she would take it, but if it didn't work, let her eat the medicine in front of me, and then I would leave, so I went to her house on my own initiative, and then knocked on her door.
When Su Ya opened the door and saw me, she looked very angry, I handed her the medicine, she also threw it away, looking at her like that, she should have just cried again, her eyes were swollen, to be honest, I really had no way at this time, and I didn't know what to do to her, anyway, after inking with her for a long time, she just didn't take the medicine, I had to pick up the medicine, and then go back.
Fortunately, the two of them were talking there at the time, and they didn't look this way at all, so I took advantage of the fact that they didn't notice me yet, and hurriedly walked towards the side path, in fact, what I was afraid of was not that her parents saw me, after all, I didn't do anything unsightly at this time, I was afraid that after they saw me, they would go back to ask Su Ya, and when Su Ya knew that they saw me, they would definitely be very angry.
After returning home that day, I also tried to chat with Su Ya, trying to persuade her to take medicine, after all, the operation has been done, and the next most important thing is to recuperate, but I sent a message to Su Ya for a long time, but she didn't reply to me, and it was only at eleven o'clock in the evening that I replied to my message, saying that her own body didn't need me to care.
Seriously, although this incident, how people complained about me and said that I think I should be and have to bear it, but her attitude towards me these days really makes my heart very cold, and she said at this time that I don't need to care about such things, I am also a little upset and fed up, so I asked her at this time, saying: "Then you don't need me to use it, who cares, am I not your object now?" ”
Su Ya sent me a hehe, and then said: "You asked right, I've been thinking about it for a long time, I really don't think it's suitable for the two of us, let's take advantage of this time, to be honest, this incident has already made me have a big opinion on you in my heart, even if the two of us are together in the future, I will definitely often use this matter to stimulate you, do you think you can stand it?" Now you may feel guilty in your heart, you can still bear me, and after a long time, you will definitely not be able to bear it, at that time we still score, so it is better to score later than early, let's break up! ”
I was upset at this time, Su Ya talked to me like this, I also had a feeling of pulling a few handfuls down, I really wanted to tell her happily to divide it, how to go about love, but this impulse rushed to the back of my head, and soon let me press down, Su Ya has just finished the abortion, and now I am more emotional, I can understand it, if I am also excited at this time, and then say something that should not be said, or do something that should not be done, then there will definitely be I regret it in the future, Even if I wait for Su Ya's body to get better before breaking up, at least I am a responsible man.
So at this time, I chose to be silent and not reply to Su Ya's words, and then she sent me a lot more, asking me to quickly reply, asking me what I mean now, what I think, I replied to her, and said: "Anyway, I don't agree to break up with you, if you really want to break up with me, then wait until you are almost well, and now I have to take care of you!" ”
Su Ya said no, I'll divide it now, after that, I didn't reply to her words, but I felt bitter in my heart, when I was good with Su Ya at the beginning, she wasn't like this, why is it like this now? It really makes me feel tired.
Let's start this day, I didn't chat with Su Ya, and the anti-inflammatory and anti-infection medicine I bought for her has always been in my house, and I was going to throw it away, so I was afraid that Su Ya would be in trouble if I couldn't take it out if I asked it, so I kept it, but then once when I was eating out, I met Su Ya's female classmate, that is, the girl who traveled to Sanya with us, she told me something, which surprised me, she said that Su Ya told her about her pregnancy and abortion. also said that Su Ya's body has been wrong for the past two days, bleeding all the time, and there is a peculiar smell, she also persuaded Su Ya to go to the hospital several times for a good examination, but Su Ya just didn't want to go, but then Su Ya didn't know how, and got in touch with the basketball king, and then the basketball king took Su Ya to the hospital.
This basketball king has already told me before that he has a new person he likes, and he also took the initiative to block Su Ya, saying that he would not contact Su Ya in the future, why did he take Su Ya to the hospital now? But think about it carefully, it must be Su Ya who took the initiative to contact the basketball king, if I did it before, I would definitely be angry and unhappy, but now I can't get angry, because I know that even if Su Ya goes to find the basketball king now, the basketball king will only go to the hospital with the mentality of helping her, and there should be no other thoughts, and now Su Ya doesn't accept my care at all, so if she can accept the basketball king, it's okay, anyway, her body can be intact, this is what I care about the most.
This situation lasted until the end of July, during which I never met with Su Ya to talk about anything, I tentatively sent a message to her, but she didn't reply, maybe it's been a long time, I have slowly gotten used to it, and there is a voice in my heart telling me that the two of us may really come to an end this time, even if it is reconciled, it doesn't make sense, after all, the relationship is no longer the original taste, but I have also loved her vigorously, when I am about to go to the third old, It's crazy again, so I don't have anything to regret, maybe it's fate.
At the end of July, I saw Su Ya post a dynamic on QQ, saying that she had opened an online store to sell clothes, and I also clicked on the website to take a look, and the sales were all trendy women's clothes, which looked very good.