2092 Dorothy No Holidays 2
Dorothy's past is no secret in the hospital, in fact, the background of all patients who are or have been in the hospital today will be investigated. In a sense, what kind of changes have occurred in the patient's behavior and spirit after the onset of the disease, and how will it continue to change, the hospital has a very in-depth understanding of this, and whether it is Dr. Ender's "Human Completion Plan" or the "script" written by using the color center, it is actually a practical discussion of these research results. However, the most common situation faced by researchers in hospitals is often a variety of situations that exceed their own theories and predictions.
Strictly speaking, even the color system, which is called the "color center", hides many secrets that have not yet been revealed. Now Dorothy, who is in the eyes of her husband, obviously belongs to this kind of "seems to know it, but in fact she doesn't understand anything".
He had seen the information records about Dorothy in the hospital, but from those information records alone, it was impossible to directly deduce her current changes and behaviors, and there was an unrecorded period of time between Dorothy in the past and Dorothy today, and Dorothy had obviously undergone an essential change during that time, and he was not sure if this change had ended by now.
In his perception, Dorothy's changes during this period could not have been done by herself alone, but must have been subjectively driven by the more powerful energy at the beginning—some little-known people and events. And the people who watched this change at the time must have kept a record in their own intelligence system. If this information record is kept by a group of people in the hospital who conduct underground research, there is no guarantee that they will be excavated, even if they are deeply involved in underground research. Buzuofu has multiple identities and knows a lot about the shady and shadows behind the hospital, but even so, he can't boast that he knows all the secrets of these dark places.
He would say that Dr. Ander "didn't know anything," but he also knew that he was one of those who "didn't know anything." The sight of Dorothy in front of him made him feel that his conservative self-control was very correct, and he really didn't know anything. He had a gut feeling that what he was dealing with now – this thing called "Dorothy" – must have something deeper about the "virus". However, the underground research organization to which she belonged seemed to be finished, and the feeling of being terminally ill and lifeless that the underground facility had given him before should not be a delusion, if not comprehensive, but a fairly real reaction.
This means that no matter what Dorothy knows, what she has mastered, or even what she has already implemented with the relevant personnel, she has not been able to save the situation. Indeed, she now looks powerful, the inhuman feeling is shocking, and the meaning of her existence makes people reverie, and they can't help but speculate about the secrets that surround her. However, this kind of force, which makes people feel "irresistible", has not been able to save the hospital from the rout after all, nor has it shown the slightest possibility of being able to defeat the "virus" and save the world.
The principal once said that the master here - Busakuo thinks it should be Dorothy in front of him - is closely related to the current anomaly of the hospital, and even part of the dominant, and the corpses of those Takakawa clones seen in the passage before are also connected with some conjectures of Busakuo at this time, forming a rough conspiracy outline. However, after doing such terrible human experiments, he became one of the murderers in the desperate situation of the hospital in disguise, and paid such a big price, but he still did not reverse any disadvantages.
Obviously, the "virus" is still out of control, the incidence of doomsday syndrome is far higher than all previous records, and the world outside the isolated hospital seems to be in great trouble, even the organization of the hospital has been destroyed by 99%, and there are fewer and fewer survivors who can do things. Moreover, it is likely that because of the effect of the "virus", patients with doomsday syndrome always see some strange and terrible phenomena, and now there are signs of intensification in the hospital.
In the conversation with the principal, those things that were whimsical and unbelievable, which were only regarded as fantasy in the past, also popped up one after another, so that even if people did not believe it, there was no way to completely falsify it from logic and facts. What exactly is scientific, how to prove that it is scientific, and whether the past method of using "science" as a worldview and methodology to understand and transform the world is still useful, all of these essential questions involving "how people get along with the world and how to live in the unknown world" have been questioned extraordinarily.
Not as a killer, but from the perspective of a researcher with a double doctorate, he looks at the problems faced by the hospital today, and then rises to the perspective of all mankind to deal with these problems, and does not feel that Dorothy is playing the role of a "fisherman" or a "beneficiary" in today's situation, and fundamentally does not have the factor of "winner", and even does not have the factor of "winner".
"You...... You ...... "Don't be able to see Dorothy's body, this room, this underground facility, and even the entire isolated island hospital, how much extent is it?" Or is there any mistake in your guess about the nature of "Dorothy"? He could not find conclusive evidence at all, so he could only subjectively weave an image of a more understandable figure from the parts he could observe, combined with other information, and use his own logic, however, in any case, he saw the image of a loser. This made him feel frustrated, and his sense of despair about how to get through it became stronger, and he knew that it was not good, but it was a very considerable perception for him, and as long as his logic did not change, he could only bear it.
"Yes, the Takakawa clone failed." Dorothy was silent for a moment, then replied, "When I released them for interactive observation, they didn't escape the onset of doomsday syndrome...... No, from the very beginning, they were doomsday syndrome sufferers, and it was impossible to escape the deterioration of the condition, I just wanted to find out some answers by observing their changes, however, I seemed to be mistaken about something. ”
"It's like injecting an unproven experimental drug into a mouse and then looking at them from outside a glass case?" Bu Zuofu asked indifferently and numbly.
"Yes, it's like watching a guinea pig and expecting them to react in a way that meets your expectations." "Of course, our experiments were conducted in full compliance with the hospital's safety regulations," says Dorothy. ”
"However, you have misestimated the lesion of Takakawa's replicator." Although he followed Dorothy's words so much, in fact, he was very clear, and Dorothy's words were still full of doubts, but they could not be explained clearly in a few words. In the hospital, whether it is an upright research or an underground research, it is often a grand project, and the results and discoveries of each experiment will become a part of another experiment, and all the experimental records are often deeply related to each other, just like a cell of a behemoth, not a few words, can be explained clearly in a few minutes or hours. Whether the experiment succeeds or fails, it will inevitably be involved with other experiments, and the human experiment involving the special experimental subject "Gao Chuan" is even more complicated, why does the Gao Chuan replica fail? It's impossible to say in a few words, and there's no way to prove that today's Takakawa clones are failures—depending on what the main goal of the research is—but, apparently, Dorothy avoids all explanations and only mentions her own failures.
If we only talk about failure, failure is just a given result, and all kinds of misfortunes involved in this result have already happened, and have become inevitable facts, and there is no point in going back at all.
If he is not a husband, he cannot produce any emotions at all, or rather, he does not know how clearly he should express himself. Is it anger? Is it despair? Is it fear? Is it a disappointment? These emotions have been generated for a long time, and they are more profound than expected, and it seems that there is no point in even pursuing Dorothy's actions in comparison.
He was just silent, not wanting to sigh.
"It's complicated." Dorothy is like a girl trying to justify her mistakes, but she is not sure if she is not a husband, and the thing called "Dorothy" today is actually the existence of an "artificial center", and whether there is such a human nature. Are her justifications and emotions just a disguise? However, it was precisely because it was so vivid that he hesitated, and he was not sure that he insisted that the other party was an anomaly without humanity, and what was the point of blaming all the mistakes in the hospital on this "Dorothy".
Everything in the hospital is so complicated that common sense, humanity and universal moral standards have long since been destroyed to the point that nothing more than an empty shell. The distinction between right and wrong is no longer as clear as that of a normal research institute. It is impossible to say that Dorothy is a person who makes mistakes from an objective, logical, and intellectual point of view, even if she claims to have made mistakes; I can't emotionally regard him as the mastermind and murderer behind the scenes, and deal with it in the name of justice, because my position was not so fair from the beginning; In the same way, it is impossible to accuse the other party of inhumanity from the perspective of human nature, because whether this thing is human or not remains to be discussed.
Moreover, not only did he not have the direction to correct everything, but he also did not have the power to correct everything. On the contrary, although Dorothy claims to have failed, logically speaking, she does not see the possibility of turning the situation back into the situation. However, if there is really hope, her strength is necessary, and besides, from a good point of view, it can probably be assumed that Dorothy really wants to change something, at least, she doesn't want to just keep failing and die, right?
"You're still doomsday syndrome?" The husband asked the essential questions that he thought the other person was most likely to answer.
“…… Yes, it's the same as color, it's just a branching change in the late symptoms of patients with doomsday syndrome. Dorothy didn't have an impatient expression, and said to him in a voice full of humanity, "Most people will become LCLs because they lack something in Takakawa's body. What only Takakawa has, and what other patients don't have, cannot be observed from the instruments used in the past, so no one thinks that Takakawa's particularity is the only special case. However, I have a new way of coloring, and I can try to find this thing from a new angle, on a new level. ”
"Oh, are you coming to the same conclusion?" As one of the researchers, Busakuo is not surprised by this conjecture, because "Takakawa's particularity" has always been one of the hottest topics in the hospital, and the key is that the original special medicine was made with Takakawa's physiological substances, and the people who had strange changes due to the injection of the initial special medicine were also the closest people in Takakawa's interpersonal relationships. After that, although other patients also had some special changes, in terms of uniqueness, they were far inferior to Takakawa and Ise.
It was not a strange idea to try to find out the cause of these special cases from Takakawa and the original special medicine. However, there has been no result, so it is impossible to prove its correctness, but it highlights the reliability, feasibility and success rate of the various research plans made by Dr. Ander using the color center.
"Our research has always been from this perspective." Dorothy replied, representing other researchers who don't know whether it's life or death, "We've got a pretty solid result. ”
"Oh?" As one of the patients with doomsday syndrome, what he is most concerned about is, of course, the in-depth study of the "virus", "However, theoretically speaking, Gao Chuan is not a special patient, let alone the first patient with doomsday syndrome. It has also been said that Takakawa's uniqueness lies only in the fact that he and Dr. Ender's team have made a deal that is more than worth itself. What really makes him special is the full treatment of Dr. Ender's team, he enjoys the highest priority among all patients with doomsday syndrome, so he is not as easy to be defeated as other patients physiologically, of course, his mental spirit is indeed tenacious enough, through some internal mechanisms, to overcome the problem of personality collapse that most patients have no way to avoid - he later, almost even the physical body is still continuously deteriorated, and his personality is almost completely changed, every time a serious deterioration occurs, His personality will collapse and then build itself up through some mechanism to create a new personality. ”