158 Vicky said goodbye in her own way
Seeing Xiaowei's small body out of sight, Zhan Yixiao's heart was extremely painful, and he said to himself over and over again that this was the best choice for both parties.
"Mom!" Xiaowei cried so much that she threw herself into Su Ruolan's arms, "Mom, I'm so sad, why doesn't Brother Yixiao want me anymore and want to drive me away?" ”
Su Ruolan gently hugged Xiaowei and patted her back, it seemed that Zhan Yixiao had made a choice, "Xiaowei, he doesn't want you, it's just a temporary separation, Uncle Yixiao has his own things to do." ”
"It's not an uncle, it's an older brother." Xiaowei raised the tear stains on her face and looked at Su Ruolan stubbornly.
Looking at Xiaowei's serious and amazing persistence, Su Ruolan was a little frightened, and said softly: "Brother, it's brother." Xiaowei, we'll leave tomorrow. We have our own things to do. ”
"Mom, will I see Brother Zhan Yixiao again in the future?" Xiaowei looked at Su Ruolan expectantly, "I know that my brother has something to do, I won't bother him, he may be in a bad mood now, I'll wait for him to be in a good mood before coming to him." ”
"Will definitely see you again. Mom believes that as long as there is this miss and each other in their hearts, there will always be a day when they will see each other again. Su Ruolan looked at Xiao Wei, who was so tired from crying that her eyes couldn't move, slowly helped her take off her clothes, let her sleep well on the bed for a while, and flicked Xiao Wei's bangs, "Sleep, when you wake up, everything will be fine." ”
"Well, Mom, I believe in you, and I also believe that Brother Yixiao will not want me, and I will become more well-behaved." Xiaowei is still a child after all, she closed her eyes, she was still a little sobbing and choking, slowly breathing evenly, and fell asleep. Su Ruolan sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the little girl's pure face, and couldn't help sighing.
A wall separates several people. Outside the wall, Zhan Yixiao slowly slid down the edge of the wall and sat down.
Seeing Xiaowei tears falling like rain and staggering out, she couldn't rest assured after all, so she chased her out. Outside the house, hearing the conversation between Su Ruolan and Xiaowei, my heart hurts, but there is nothing I can do, she is still so young, there are infinite possibilities, life will always encounter a lot of wonderful, why be with yourself such a person who has no future, time is long, she will meet playmates of the same age as her in the future, she will slowly forget herself, and she will forget that there was such a New Year's friend.
Thinking that Xiaowei's memory might not even have any impression of himself in the future, Zhan Yixiao couldn't help but hold down his heart, it was really strange that he actually felt the feeling of distress again. Could it be that the pain is beginning to be illusory? It's been a long time since I had an emotional stir, and I thought that all the feelings would be like the words in the book, but how did it become more and more distinct, this kind of pain and torture seemed to be like the rain that I had lost for a long time in my previous life, like the gospel of the Holy Lord.
Zhan Yixiao was surprised to find that this kind of pain was really becoming more and more real, not like imaginary, and he even had to bite his lip tightly to restrain birth.
Oh no, could it be, it's going to start changing again. Zhan Yixiao immediately stood up and walked quickly to his residence.
When he arrived at the door, he ordered the subordinate zombie captain: "If I don't open the door, don't let anyone in." ”
Then he pushed open the door and hurried in.
The body began to heat up, swelled, how long did I not feel the blood vessels in the body flowing, how it was about to boil, about to explode. Zhan Yixiao used all his strength to fight against the heat in his body, and he had no time to care.
Xiaowei has never wished that it would be dark all the time, so that she would never be able to reach the next day, not have to leave with her mother1, and never really say goodbye to Zhan Yixiao.
However, no matter how mutated the world is, the sunrise and sunset still go on normally.
When she begged Su Ruolan to take her to Zhan Yixiao, Xiaowei hoped in her heart that Zhan Yixiao could keep her and not let her go, after all, he was a very important relative in her life, maybe more important than her relatives, but she was too young to understand what it meant to be more important than her relatives.
"Brother Yixiao, are you in there?" When he arrived at the door, he was stopped by the loyal zombie captain, unable to communicate fluently, it was just a one-word pronunciation: "No, no." ”
"Brother Yixiao, I'm Xiaowei, I'm leaving today, I'll see you before I leave and say goodbye. You come out. Xiao Wei said loudly to Zhan Yixiao's door.
There was no movement inside the door.
"Brother Yixiao, don't you really want to see me again, I'll leave, just see you one last time before leaving." Xiaowei repeated again loudly.
There was still no movement inside the door.
Su Ruolan stood beside her, looking at her daughter's stubbornness and persistence, a little distressed, but she didn't stop it, although Xiaowei was only a few years old, she had experienced more things in the world and was relatively precocious, Su Ruolan believed that she understood what she was doing. Even if she couldn't understand the deep meaning inside, Su Ruolan still wanted to give the greatest tolerance and respect within her ability.
Xiao Wei stood at the door of Zhan Yixiao like this, from the first rays of sunlight shining on the earth in the early morning, to the sun in the middle of the sky, to the sun and shadow slanting westward, to the branches on the moon, to the moon hanging high, to the light and shadow interlaced again.
Xiaowei, who didn't sleep all night and stubbornly stood at the door and waited, finally said in a low voice, "Mom, take me away." ”
Su Ruolan and Qin Zhihan also didn't sleep all night, standing behind Xiaowei the whole time, although they were distressed, they still gave the greatest silent support. Hearing Xiaowei's words, he was still very relieved to wrap her in thick clothes and left with her in his arms.
Xiaowei, who was nestled in Su Ruolan's arms, seemed to have grown a lot overnight, but she was sad in her heart, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.