Although I was thinking about not talking to Qiao Tu for three days, but at noon the next day, I couldn't help it, and it was strange to say, if I didn't have an awkward or cold war with Qiao Tu, I just didn't talk for 24 hours, and I didn't think too much, but when I made a fuss, even if I didn't talk for a few hours, I was not very happy.

What I couldn't have imagined was that at noon the next day, I received a short message on my mobile phone, it was Qiao Tu's, and I haven't read the text message yet. My heart was already full of joy, I thought she still took care of me, it seems that she still can't let go of me, but what I didn't expect was that after opening the text message, it said: "Can you change your QQ signature and screen name?" Chenchen is old on my tuba, he should have seen your signature and screen name, just now he kept texting me, asking me who are you waiting for, are you waiting for me, he suspects that I promised you something, I'm almost annoyed now, can you change it? ”

Seriously, after reading this text message from Qiao Tu. I don't know how in my heart, I suddenly had an urge to give up, and I especially wanted to scold the street, as if there was something in my heart that was suppressed and wanted to explode, but in the end I was still controlled, I thought she let her change it, just like Gao Meng said≡ how happy I am, how to come, so it makes me too painful.

I didn't reply to Qiao Tu's text message, but directly changed the QQ screen name and signature, all of which were changed to blank, and let Zheng Hu get on my QQ number, and changed my avatar, and all the messages on the message board were cleaned up. (It seems that the current QQ can't change the blank screen name, but it used to be.) ）

I don't know what I was thinking at the time.,Anyway, I just want to delete everything.,Maybe there's been too much trouble lately.,I want to be quiet.,Look at the QQ on it.,It's a little comfortable in my heart.,As for Qiao Tu.。 I don't plan to go to her anymore, after all, people haven't broken up with Chenchen now, I want to make peace, so that I don't take advantage of it, and it will also bring trouble to Qiao Tu and make her resistant to me, it's better to wait quietly, if she breaks up with Chenchen in the future, I'll chase after her, as long as I'm willing to wait, time is not a problem.

Of course, I also have one thing that I am most worried about, that is, during this time, if Qiao Tu gives his first time to Chenchen, then it will be a big loss for me, if I am really together in the future, and her first time is not given to me, it is a pity to think about it, although I will not dislike her because of this.

In fact, after thinking about it carefully, Qiao Tu should not give Chenchen the first time, when the relationship between the two was very good before, she would definitely be, but now the two of them quarrel every day, Qiao Tu is not a fool, he will definitely not give it, if I think about it like this, my heart will be more or less steady.

But at this moment, I am in a particularly bad mood, and I am in a bad mood as a person. It's easy to show on the face, the black bear saw that I had something on my mind, and told me to go drinking at night, starting from this day, I was decadent for a long time, and I went to drink with these people in the dormitory every day, at first I drank pure beer, and then I started to drink liquor, sometimes I wanted to get drunk more thoroughly and more uncomfortable, I drank white beer, I think after drinking too much, I can make myself forget my troubles and pain, but my colleagues drank too much and talked more, and slowly told them a few things about me and Qiao Tu, they all felt that I couldn't wait like this, I have to take the initiative to contact Qiao Tu, I have to be thick-skinned, and I have to mess up Qiao Tu's life for her, so that her emotions will always be high or low because of me, so that feelings can be generated.

If I keep ignoring her, she will definitely wonder if I don't like her enough, and after a long time, she gets used to it, and the emotions in her heart will not be touched when she thinks of me, and if I chase after her, there will be little hope.

No matter how much the black bear persuaded me, I still didn't listen, I'm like this sometimes, once I decide to do something, no one can stop me, even after drinking too much. Everyone loves to talk nonsense, once I drank too much with the black bear, the black bear may see that I am drunk and dreaming all day long and think that I am not worthy for Qiao Tu, so he scolded me, and when he saw that scolding me didn't have any effect, he scolded Qiao Tu, saying that Qiao Tu was a bitch or something. What's good, I also drank too much, so I started with the black bear, the black bear is usually used to pretending to be in our dormitory, and he has always felt that he is the day of our dormitory, and everyone has to listen to him, so when I got up with it, he felt that his authority was provoked, saying that he had to convince me today, but he underestimated me too much, after all, I had practiced sanda, and he was beaten strong, and his teeth were broken.

But after the fight, I hugged each other and cried, and lit cigarettes with each other and said something more sensational. These words are normal, I can't say anything to kill me, but it doesn't matter if I drink too much, the black bear also said that I really didn't expect that my skills are so good, he can't do me, in fact, this is true brotherhood. The front foot fights the back foot, although the emotional things make me particularly painful, but the friendship between brothers still touches me a lot.

As for Xia Yu and Chen Yajing, the two of them have never talked to me again, when I was eating in the cafeteria, I also met Chen Yajing, but she didn't pay attention to me, in fact, this is a bit different from Chen Yajing's style, because according to her temperament, even if she scolded me before and broke down with me, she should have reconciled with me in a few days, and there were a few times when I took the initiative to show her favor with my eyes and wanted to greet her. She took the initiative to avoid it, obviously she didn't want to deal with me, I still felt embarrassed, maybe Chen Yajing still likes me, she can accept my reconciliation with my first love Xia Yu, and if I get along with Qiao Tu, she will definitely be unhappy. And I thought in my heart that Qiao Tu still slept with Xia Yu, this is a problem of being a person, which made Chen Yajing very disappointed, so it was like this.

Suddenly, I smiled bitterly in my heart: I tossed like this, what have I gotten so far? And what is lost?

As for my car, after repairing it, I am still in the school art building, I generally don't go far away, I don't open it, the money for repairing the car is indeed reimbursed by the insurance company, and I gave Brother Liu 5000 benefit fees, how to say it, although I took advantage of the insurance company, saved tens of thousands of dollars, but this thing is not glorious, I always feel that I don't know myself more and more now, compared with the previous me, I have changed too much, I am a little panicked, because I don't know if I go on like this is good or bad, will I go to the crooked road in the future, I wish someone could show me the way, but where is this person?

Let's talk about Sister Bai's side again, since the last car advertisement, she hasn't contacted me again, which means that my current source of income has also been broken, and Ji Mao has also looked for me a few times, and has been asking me why I haven't been working recently, something happened to his family, and he is in a hurry to use the money, and he especially wants to hurry up and make some money.

I was embarrassed to tell the chicken feathers that the life was broken, but I just told him that the TV station has been in a recession recently, and there is less work, and Sister Bai doesn't need to outsource the production for the time being, so she can only wait. As for Ji Mao's family in a hurry to use the money, I also took out 3,000 yuan and lent it to him, he thanked me very much at the time, saying that when I got back to take a new job, I would get paid to top my account, I just smiled bitterly in my heart, this money is estimated to not come back. Because he can't get outsourced work with me.

Time passed day by day, and the summer vacation was coming soon, this summer vacation, only I went back with Zheng Hu, because I didn't tell Zheng Hu about Xia Yu and Chen Yajing, so the day before the holiday, when he came to the school to look for me, he asked me what about Chen Yajing and Xia Yu, don't you plan to go back together.

I said she would take the train back. Don't take our car, Zheng Hu was stunned, he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say it, I guess he also understood that I must have had trouble with the two of them.

Anyway, the two of us just arrived at the highway intersection, and when I was about to get on the highway, Xing Junying suddenly called me, I was quite puzzled, thinking about what she was calling me for at this juncture? I guess there is something.

I didn't rush through the toll booth, but parked the car aside, answered the phone after finishing the matter, and as soon as I answered, Xing Junying said to me: "I don't know if I should tell you something, forget it, I'll tell you directly." I just saw your two beautiful girlfriends, what is it called Xia Yu or something, the two of them quarreled with someone at the intersection, I also know that you seem to be in trouble now, but I still want to tell you, I'm afraid that something will happen to the two of them, just call you! ”

I know that Xing Junying is talking about Xia Yu and Chen Yajing, the two should be going to the train station now, I asked Xing Junying where they met them, who is the other party, she said that at the intersection of the South Inner Ring and Wenzhou Road, there is a bunch of young people on the opposite side, and there is a taxi next to it, anyway, I don't know why I quarreled. She also pushes and pushes, she means, she is driving now, and there is no place to stop at the intersection, so she has to go home first, call me to see if I want to go over and help.

Although I've been messing with Xia Yu and Chen Yajing for so long, I can't think about it so much at this time. Directly turned around and went to the intersection that Xing Junying said, when I was on the road, I also called Chen Yajing, but no one answered, I don't know if she didn't care about it or didn't want to take care of me, it should be the former, after all, she has an accident now, if she sees me calling her, she will definitely answer it.

Anyway, when I arrived at the intersection with Zheng Hu, there were already a lot of people around, and indeed as Xing Junying said, there was no place to park, I was too anxious, and drove up directly from the curb of the road, because the curb was relatively high, I added a throttle, the power of the car was very sufficient, and the car jumped directly towards the crowd, and it was accompanied by the sound of the throttle, which immediately caused many people to exclaim, and then scattered and avoided.