Gao Meng sent me such a text message in a good manner, I was quite surprised, I didn't know how to tell her, in fact, even I don't know if I like Qiao Tu, she is indeed the type I like, and when I look at her, my heartbeat will also accelerate, but it is a little different from when I liked Xia Yu before, and I can't tell.

I asked Gao Meng why she asked this, I haven't spoken to Qiao Tu, why do you say that I like her, Gao Meng said that women's intuition is relatively accurate. She could feel it from the way I looked at Qiao Tu.

I didn't want to admit it, after all, Gao Meng has liked me for so long, if I say that I have a good impression of Qiao Tu, how uncomfortable she is, but if I don't tell her, wouldn't it be a deception to her, and I also thought, after I told her, she would definitely be disappointed in me, and she might slowly give up on me.

This result is what I wanted.

So after thinking about it, I replied to her like this: "I'll be honest with you, when I first looked at Qiao Tu, I had that feeling of heartbeat, I don't know why, maybe I like her, but it's not the same as Xia Yu's feeling, I can't say it clearly!" ”

After a long time. Gao Meng texted me back, and she said, "Well, I know! ”

I know that Gao Meng must be sad at this time, although I didn't do anything to be sorry for Gao Meng, but I always felt very guilty about her, and I wanted to comfort her. But then I gave up, let myself hurt her completely, she felt the pain, and she would give up.

Gao Meng didn't go to class the next day, Shang Hairui may have discovered Gao Meng's abnormality, when he was eating in the cafeteria at noon, he told me that Gao Meng was quite abnormal today, just now he called Gao Meng, Gao Meng didn't answer, he meant that the person who could make Gao Meng abnormal was only me, and asked me if there was something wrong with Gao Meng.

After beating me to transfer to Gao Meng's class, Shang Hairui may be avoiding suspicion, rarely come to Gao Meng, sometimes deliberately hide aside when eating, Zheng Hu also mentioned this to me, I am also embarrassed, since he took the initiative to ask me about Gao Meng today, as a brother, I feel a little sorry for him, I told him the truth, he was a little stunned after listening, and asked me after a long time: "Then do you really like that Qiao Rabbit, or do you just lie to Gao Meng and let Gao Meng die?" ”

I thought about it for a moment and said to him, "I guess I really like it." ”

After hearing this, Shang Hairui seemed to have something to say to me, but in the end he didn't say it, sighed and left, Gao Meng didn't come for a day today, and came to class normally the next day, and it looked like it was no different from before, which made me feel more gratified, but within two days, I found that she was a little strange, she loved to run to Qiao Tu's class when she had nothing to do, and sometimes Qiao Tu would follow her when she went to the toilet. When she came home from school, she didn't let Shang Hairui or us go back with her, she said that she wanted to go back by herself, and at first we didn't know why she was doing this, until one afternoon a few days before May Day, when school was over. Gao Meng stuffed me with a letter, and when I opened the letter, I understood what was wrong with her abnormality these days.

She wrote a lot of content in this letter, but all of them are related to Qiao Tu, which said some basic information about Qiao Tu, such as Qiao Tu's family is in Shengli Community, she used to go to junior high school in Sanshui City, and she has never been in love, her personality is particularly arrogant, basically no friends, etc., she also said that in order to help me chase Qiao Tu, she deliberately took the initiative to approach Qiao Tu. also apologized to Qiao Tu for the previous violin incident, Qiao Tu was not very willing to deal with her at first, and later he may think that Gao Meng is very good, and said that Gao Meng is the most temperamental girl she has ever seen, so she chatted with Gao Meng a few days, that is to say. The two are now ordinary friends, at least they can talk when they meet.

And Gao Meng did all this, all for me, she said that since I like Qiao Tu, I should try to chase it, whether I chase it or not, I should try it. So that you won't regret it later.

Gao Meng really made me speechless like this, I don't understand that she obviously likes me, and after knowing that I like other girls, she still wants to help me chase others? Isn't she sick? Do you really like me so much that you're willing to give everything for me? As long as I'm happy for my good, she doesn't care about herself?

Seriously, it's fake that my heart is not moved. But this kind of love made me feel so terrible and heavy that I didn't dare to try to accept it at all, because I couldn't bear it.

What's more, I didn't plan to chase Qiao Rabbit, I just thought she was quite in line with my appetite and liked her more.

I sent a text message to Gao Meng that night, telling her that I didn't plan to chase Qiao Tu, and that I didn't have to deliberately approach Qiao Tu or anything for me, of course, if the two of you have become friends, and you think she's a good person, then you should be good sisters with her. Don't approach her just for me, anyway.

Gao Meng then sent me a text message back, saying that she just wanted to help me, maybe she didn't think too much, if there was something wrong, let me not take it to heart, I said I was fine, I was afraid that you would wronged yourself too much for me.

After that, Gao Meng didn't reply to my text messages.

Anyway, I just went to school with Zheng Hu the next day, and Chen Chong had an accident over there, he seemed to have done it with a man in the third year of high school, and when Zheng Hu and I rushed over, the battle was over, but he made an appointment with others the day before the May Day holiday. At the school gate, Chen Chong told me that if he won this battle, he would basically be considered a little famous in the third year of high school, and he would graduate from the third year of high school soon.

I said remember to call us then. He said that it was for sure, and in the next few days, there was nothing to do in school, maybe it was boring to stay in the studio, and I spent most of my time playing with Chen Chong every day, or going to the computer room to find Zheng Hu. Chen Chong's class is getting earlier and earlier, and it is estimated that it will be disbanded after the end of this semester, and I don't know who released the news, saying that after the first year of high school, vocational high school will become a vocational high school in the real sense, and no longer offer courses in general high school.

This is also us, here in this general high school district, the current three sessions are the last three, and as soon as the third year of high school leaves, there will only be only the first and second years of high school left, and there will be no more new students.

Of course, the school's decision doesn't matter to me, I'm here to mess around anyway.

I was going to go to the toilet after class that day, and Qiao Tu came out of it when I happened to pass by the music class, and she looked at me at the time, and immediately shouted at me, saying, "Classmate, your name is Tong Tong, right?" ”

Qiao Tu actually took the initiative to talk to me, and knew my name, which made me very excited, and I also understood that the reason why she was able to call my name was inseparable from Gao Meng, I said yes, my name is Tong Tong, what's the matter?

Maybe she was a little evasive at the door of the classroom, so she pointed to the place next to her where there were fewer people, and said, "Go over there and talk about it, I have something I want to talk to you about!" ”

When she spoke, her tone was a little unpleasant, which made me feel uneasy, and I vaguely felt that it was okay for her to look for me.

When the two of us walked to a place where there were few people, she said to me, "Did you let Gao Meng deliberately approach me?" The purpose is to get out of my situation, right? Gao Meng is a stupid girl, I hope you stop using her, and I'll tell you clearly, I won't like people like you! ”

I was dumbfounded after Qiao Tu's words, I thought that she had misunderstood me, I quickly explained, saying that I didn't let Gao Meng get close to her, it was Gao Meng who wanted this, and I had already told Gao Meng that I wouldn't let her find out anything about you in the future, it was your two business to be friends, I didn't chase you, it was my business.

Obviously, Qiao Tu didn't believe my words, she said: "Don't tease me, I can feel it, Gao Meng likes you, if you didn't let her ask me, would she be stupid enough to take the initiative to help the person she likes to chase others?" Isn't that Gao Meng insane, so this matter must have been instructed by you, it doesn't matter if you don't admit it, I won't like you anyway! ”

After speaking, Qiao Tu turned around and left, I was speechless, after being stunned for a long time, I actually smiled helplessly, to be honest, if it was according to me before, I must have lost my temper at her at this time, but at this time I didn't, I found that since I met Chen Yajing in junior high school, my attitude towards girls has really changed dramatically, from absolute indifference and rejection, to now tolerating compromise, it seems to be getting thicker and thicker, but such a change makes me feel very good, indicating that I have been growing.

Of course, the road to growth is not only about feelings, but also about family and life, and I think I really started to grow up after my father's accident