Chapter 76: Redemption

"The power in your body is multiplying your own fear, you are too afraid to face reality, so you breed this power, you want to escape, so you will awaken this power, am I right?"

Zhou Fan was very different from before, he gained the same aura as the Xuanyin Ghost King, and if this power was grown in the near future, it would be out of control.

Everyone could feel the deadly threat, Zhou Fan had completely fallen, even if he turned into a hellish Shura, he would not hesitate to do so.

No one can understand his pain, he is an ordinary person, but his life has been changed because of what Mo Bai did, which makes him extremely painful, and the more he shows pain, it proves that he has attachment to his original life.

"Don't talk nonsense, I'm not running away, I'm not afraid, it's because of my jealousy of reality that I get another way of living, I haven't changed, I've just found my truest self."

Mo Bai sighed and said, "This is your own sacrifice of everything. ”

"Do you think you're amazing?" Zhou Fan roared: "I live in this world, most of what I hear is sarcasm, you don't know anything, you are only good at interference, never encourage each other and want to trip others, I already hate you vulgar human beings, I am tired of your way of living." ”

Mo Bai said: "If you die of depravity in the future, your indifference and grief will torment you for eternity." ”

"Am I going to die? Haha, don't laugh, after I die, I will also be reborn in another attitude, that new attitude is the most perfect existence in the world, you can't understand it. ”

"In a person's life, he will be born three times, the first time, when your breath weakens, your palms become cold, your soul is separated from your body and set free in heaven; The second time, when you enter the ground, your relatives and friends say goodbye with tears, although you are gone, you live in their hearts; The third rebirth is the dedication and effort of your life, secretly changing the world, silently influencing the trajectory of other people's lives, and the existence of the past has endless value. Mo Bai looked at Zhou Fan very seriously and said, "However, you didn't have it once." ”

Zhou Fan said disapprovingly: "Rebirth? No, you're not a so-called rebirth, it's just a ridiculous spiritual sustenance, and the real rebirth is only understood by me! ”

Bai Rushuang said: "You have gone mad, what will your parents think if you do this?" ”

"When my parents looked at me in a different light, I had already lost my feelings for them, and I could only change if I put everything aside, and you can't experience that feeling at all."

Mo Bai said: "I can understand this feeling, because I once lost my parents, but you are happy, in this world, there is nothing happier than being surrounded by family affection." ”

"But I can't feel this kind of happiness, my relatives are indifferent to me!"

"There are some things that you can't see with the naked eye alone." Mo Bai said: "When I was a child, I was beaten by my father, I cried while eating, I ate a bowl of white rice with tears, in order to show my backbone, I didn't touch the dishes on the table at all, and after eating, I hid in the room to be wronged, suddenly, I heard my parents outside the door quarreling, I quietly climbed behind the door, and heard my father say to my mother, 'Why don't you add meat to your son?' So, since I was a child, I have understood that feelings are not just a matter of looking at every move on the surface, but more of the friendship hidden in the heart. ”

Zhou Fan was silent for a while and said, "You say this is meaningless. ”

"When people were young, they just wanted to grow up quickly to get rid of the shackles, but when time flies by, people grow up and experience all kinds of society, and now they just want time to slow down and accompany them well, because every gray hair they have is only because of you."

Mo Bai said to Zhou Fan very seriously: "Have you ever thought carefully, if you take this step, you will never be able to turn back in the future?" ”

Everyone heard Mo Bai's words, and people could understand this feeling, Zhou Fan's fall was because he was no longer nostalgic for this world, and he was abandoned by people, and he had a kind of revenge against this world, perhaps, he would take refuge in the Xuanyin Ghost King in order to pursue his power in the future.

However, Zhou Fan said that he couldn't experience the slightest friendship, but it was actually against his heart, and no one knew how much his parents loved him.

Zhou Fan was silent, Mo Bai knew that those words had actually entered his heart, Mo Bai continued: "Once upon a time, I also thought about buying a big house and making a lot of money to let my family know that I was competitive, although I can't achieve the desired results now, as long as I work hard, everything will be fine." ”

"In the eyes of outsiders, I always lack a little politeness, but my parents never compare him with other children and me, when I was an adolescent, I often used my fists to fight against shame in order to fight for breath, and when I grew up, I realized how ridiculous my face was, I learned how to think from my father, and my mother encouraged me to start from me, and I didn't need to pray if I wanted to win the commanding heights, and I didn't need to pray except for hard work, and I didn't need to look backwards with my family's instructions to complete my goals."

When Bai Rushuang heard Mo Bai's words, her heart was also touched, family affection is really a very strange thing, it does not exist by her side, but it can always change everything about herself.

Mo Bai lost this relationship five years ago, but no one understands the importance of this friendship better than him, and to be honest, he has a different opinion of Mo Bai now.

Previously, Mo Bai said that he was an emotionless monster, but Bai Rushuang didn't think so, it seems that it was really as he guessed, Mo Bai was not emotionless, but hid this emotion in his heart.

Now, Mo Bai is working very hard to save Zhou Fan, who is drifting away, so she also has to do her part.

"Zhou Fan, come back, we are friends!"

Li Xin also said: "Senior, don't forget everything we experienced together at the beginning, you used to smile, but your smile is not like this." ”

"Don't forget your original intention, young man." Brave keyway.

In the depths of my heart, with the constant stinging of my breath, I, am I asleep?

I tried my best to scream, but in the end there was nothing that kept me alive, and for those of you who have never experienced such pain, it seems easy to put these feelings behind you, but it's impossible.

I'm sure nothing looks too normal to look at.

Am I escaping reality?

Maybe yes, but I just want to disappear from the air I breathe, I hate the world, I think everything is empty, in my mediocre life, the best has not yet appeared, but now the worst has come.

I'm bored, it's not that I'm afraid, I just don't care anymore and don't care anymore.

In fact, sometimes I wish I could comfort myself by saying that I was just lost here, believing that I would find my way out soon.

But when I opened my eyes, and looked at the lies in front of me, which were multiplying and feeding me, I decided to resist, I tried to regain my resolve.

I hid in my mind, playing the scene of my escape from the sea of misery again and again, but after one time and again, I realized that I had to shed more blood for my success, saw through the world, and every desperate shot tried to make me fall, and the way people lived had lost its meaning in my eyes.

My choice is also a choice!

At this time, Zhou Fan couldn't hear everyone talking, and the change in his eyes was terrifying, like the fear of being swallowed by darkness, turning into a force itself.

He interrupted everyone's 'lies' and said word by word: "If I kill all of you now, then this will be the last time we will see each other, right?" ”