1925 Ritual-derivation
- These madmen!
Everything Sha observed, and everything that was felt from this observation, sketched a picture of evil madness in its consciousness. This is its imagination and its nightmare www.biquge.info even though it has not dreamed for a long time, and its existence and physiological mechanism no longer support such activities as "dreaming", but the feeling of dreams left by the time when it was born as a human is still germinating in this huge body that transcends the material composition of common sense. The corpses, the blood that flowed, the traces left by the cleansing of these substances, no matter how tiny, even if they were broken into atoms or atoms, or even into the state of immaterial atoms, they were still there—Sha had understood that these traces could not be erased, and would not disappear with the passage of time, but would only transform into another form of existence, one that became more and more malignant.
A mystery that her own powers could not handle was in keeping with the fact that this deep trace continued to work, constantly changing, and it all seemed to be distorted by external forces, but it also seemed to be part of the laws of the world. She can't stop it, and she doesn't know who can stop it. Even if his plan goes well and he transforms himself into a new repeater, can he stop all this from the source with the power of the repeater? For example, turn back time and stop the madmen of the Doomsday Shinrikyo from choosing to die in this way. Sha couldn't answer because it couldn't even turn back time, and it wasn't clear if anything else would happen if it did.
None of the changes in this world are independent, one's own choices and behaviors, the choices and behaviors of others, are such complex gears that they bite each other so that even the butterfly effect can only explain its surface, but cannot penetrate into its essence. However, the power that dominates the frightening, maddening thing in front of us is like the gears themselves working. Everyone can only adapt, not change, at least at such a critical time, a decisive moment, no one can make it all work the way they want it to.
The chain of Honkai will sweep the world that anyone can observe, even if the world that everyone can observe is different, but this Honkai will definitely appear in front of them in a way that everyone can know and feel.
――It's too late!
Sha's consciousness reverberated with this voice, like the voice of the self, and like some underworld being speaking. The tremendous stimulus, without any emotion, directly spread through all of Sha's senses, kicking her out of this nightmare and hallucination.
The night of Valpurgis, named "Sha", was shaking in all directions, as if bones were broken, blood vessels were blocked, nerves were torn apart, and the matter that made up this huge body was decaying, shattering, and exploding in its own way, and in the blink of an eye, the overall operating efficiency was reduced by 20 percent. Sha doesn't feel pain from this kind of injury, but being hurt is a real thing, and Sha's control over the dead soldiers has created a certain amount of confusion, and the huge army, which was still in order, spreads out in all directions like beads with broken threads.
There is no chance to stop the Doomsday Shinrikyo from using their own deaths to outline the complex, vast, and wicked rituals of the Governing Bureau. Sha was sure that she hadn't been there in the first place, but when such a sure thought came to her mind, another thought that seemed to be a Jedi could fight back came to her.
- No, no, it's too early to give up, there should still be a chance.
"Sha" ignored the chaotic army of dead soldiers, and observed this war from her perspective, whether the dead soldiers could effectively cause damage to the life of the body, and whether it could hinder the reproduction of these life forms, it no longer mattered. The outsiders who cooperate with the physical life are creating an even more terrible consequence, as Father Sissen has long warned about, the seemingly low-key and inactive Shinrikyo of Doom has the courage and ability to swallow the whole world, the entire Ruling Bureau, and the bones.
What the Elemental Beings are doing only seems to be beneficial to them in the near future, but it is simply a highly effective catalyst for what the Doomsday Shinrikyo wants to do, enough to destroy the Elemental Beings that have benefited from it. No, even the physical beings did not have time to translate the benefits they had obtained into their own strength, and their reproduction was such a difficult thing that it would take definitely not a month, or a year, but longer, but the rest of the entire ruling bureau would not even take a week...... No, not even three days left.
As long as the Doomsday Shinrikyo has completed their rituals...... Once the Doomsday Shinrikyo has completed their rituals...... Something terrible is going to happen, and everyone's future will be interrupted by this terrible thing.
- The end of the world, the end of the world is coming!
These thoughts swelled in Sha's consciousness like nutrients, and they brought about sounds that drove consciousness mad and shattered illusions. "Sha" wants to have full control over every detail of her own conscious activities as she did in the past, but she can't do it, as if she is born with this kind of uncontrollable soil. It didn't know why, but it felt that its own existence was stranger to it than it had ever been, and so was its own consciousness, like, like-
There has long been a virus that has become a part of its own existence, and without this part, not only the material, but even the spiritual self will disintegrate, reconstruct, and become another new essence, a new existence that has nothing to do with the present self. There is a very explicit symbolism: death and rebirth.
"Sha" doesn't want to die, instinctively doesn't want to become another new existence that has nothing to do with her current self, and she is not sure whether the seemingly nonexistent and image-like "some virus" will quietly infiltrate it in the process of rebirth and reconstruction. And even if you want to refresh yourself in such a radical way, you can't do it yourself - who can? The conscious destruction of one's own existence is not simply the destruction of the soul in the material and occult sense, but the complete self-destruction and reconstruction of the essential self-awareness of "who I am, where I come from, and where am I going".
So, I had to give up. "Sha" realized that this path was not going to work.
However, excluding this more essential path and focusing only on the actions of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Religion, more ideas burst out, as if the inspiration of the Doomsday Shinrikyo was to complete the ritual in the process of assisting the physical life, and from this connection, the reproduction plan of the physical life itself is an integral part of the ritual of the Doomsday Shinrikyo religion, so why is this so?
The simplest answer is that there are not enough ritual sacrifices in the Doomsday Shinrikyo religion. These madmen need to make a fuss about the number of people in order to complete the final ritual. Sha remembered the classic ritual features of the Doomsday Shinrikyo that she had learned from Father Sissen: life, death, children, toddlers......
- It must be the case that the newborn born of the physical life, and all the physical life of the present day, are all sacrifices! It has nothing to do with whether they are human or non-human, but simply a symbol of "oldness" and "newness". Therefore, not only physical lifeforms, but almost all lifeforms except low-level security guards, will be sacrificed to this ritual.
In this Authority, death is so fierce, so frequent, and yet so closed, that the madmen of the Doomsday Shinrikyo have chosen it as a natural place of ritual.
Therefore, in order to break this ritual, it is necessary to stop the war, to prevent the death of more lives, whether it is the enemy or one's own people, once they die here, they will definitely be drawn as part of the sacrifice by the people of the Doomsday Shinrikyo people.
"It's so hard...... It's too hard......" Sha muttered to herself, a conclusion that seemed to her to have the most plausible logic, but, in terms of results, could not be realistically achieved. This is because this war is not about interests, but about ideology and the form of existence, which is itself the only result of the accumulation of contradictions to the limit. Not to mention, there is also a conspiracy behind the scenes, which has created a general trend to extinguish all obstacles. Moreover, this conspiracy is not only promoted in the Ruling Bureau, but also destroys the homes of those who come from outside.
Everything feels so irretrievable.
The road also seems to have been blocked.
Sha continued to think. She had to take a step back and deduce more from the perspective of the difficulty of reproduction of physical life: even if the physical life had really begun to reproduce, and it was not necessary for these newborns to grow into adult bodies to be used in the ritual, then the total number of physical lives during this breeding period, plus the number of Doomsday Shinrikyo madmen who had killed themselves, would be enough to support this terrible ritual?
"Sha" could only have a premonition from a crazy intuition that the completion of the ritual would bring terrible disasters, but she couldn't imagine how terrible it was, and the more she imagined it, the more terrible it became, as if there was no end. However, because of this, Sha couldn't help but think about the opposite, what kind of sacrifice was needed to complete this terrible and endless ritual? The weight of the Primal Life and the Doomsday Shinrikyo alone is not enough to support this scale, no, even if you count the known number of lives in the entire Ruling Board, it should not be able to support this scale.
"Must ...... There must be more death...... "Sha desperately rummaged through his own memories for the source of death, not only from his perception of the Governing Authority, but also from what Father Siessen told him of the world in which he lived. Those unfamiliar names have all become objects of suspicion. But there are only three objects of direct suspicion: Cyberball, New Sense Gospel, and Nazis.
They are doubted, and it has nothing to do with where they stand, but because they encompass so many living beings and mysteries.
For some reason, the New Century Gospel is gradually becoming weaker in Shah's sense of these three objects, as if a force has crossed it out of this list.
Cyber Balls and Nazi ...... It must be these two, or maybe one of them...... "Sha" thinking.
In order to distinguish between the two strangers, Sha had to find a reason to support his ideas from the completely different characteristics of the two. Suppose that the ritual of Shinrikyo itself does not mind which of the Netballs and the Nazis is their own and which is their enemy, or what ideals they have, what positions they stand on, and what significance they represent, but the ritual is driven by a conspiracy and is dominated by the consciousness of the madmen of Shinrikyo who are bound to occupy a disproportionate proportion of the process.
What is the most important thing about the ritual that has already begun? What is the most important thing about a plan that is already being implemented? "Sha" looks at it from his own experience, and there are only two: fast and stable. Even if the people of the Doomsday Shinrikyo are insane, they will consciously make a trade-off between "fast" and "stable", and keep the whole ritual process on a relatively fast and stable fast track to the limit of what they know they can do.
In this way, the one that is most suitable for the ceremony, the most convenient for the ritual to digest, and the one that occupies a larger part will become the preferred choice.
"It's a Nazi." Sha said to herself, "It must be a Nazi." ”
Father Sissen had told it that the Nazis were part of the Cult of Doomsday Shinrikyo and that they had amassed a large force to storm the homes of outsiders with the momentum of confrontation with the whole world. This fact fully satisfied the ritual needs conceived by Sha, and the Nazis, from number to quality, from characteristics to meaning, were enough to meet the conditions of a relatively fast and stable ritual process.
-- So, is the next step for the Nazis to enter the bureau?
Sha thought so, and suddenly, a huge vibration spread through its perception. Just like a bubble has been punctured, external pressure and internal pressure produce convection, not only in material convection, but also in data. Fragile temporary data hedging spaces are being formed and shattered, giving rise to strange phenomena that cannot be described in any language. The security network has been partially breached, and from the extent that Sha can feel it, it is like the Ruling Bureau has been pierced, and the murder weapon is deeply rooted inside, creating some kind of chemical reaction with the Ruling Bureau itself, like a ...... It's like-
will become a whole.
At this moment, "Sha" had already understood, as she had assumed a few seconds earlier, that the Nazis were coming. His own speculation was verified, but in terms of time, it was too late.