596 Disappointment and Hope

The opening day was August 15th, on this day we also hired a lot of college students, let them send us flyers, the leaflets have our company's introduction and production business, and there are activities, that is, small work or something, we can make it for ten yuan, what does it mean, it is a small work within a certain range, we do not evaluate and price, all ten yuan. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

This trick really attracted a lot of people, but it was all small work, such as making banners, designing flyers, editing and sorting out some videos, etc., although the work was small. But it's more trivial to do, the first few days of opening can make a few of us tired enough, and we can't make any money at all, but even so, I am still quite happy in my heart, because this kind of busy days make my life very fulfilling, and it can make me forget about Su Ya for a while.

However, after the event time, the company became deserted again, but there were some sporadic businesses, but they were all small businesses and did not make much money.

In fact, our company's positioning is a three-dimensional advertising company, undertaking some large promotional videos, corporate image videos, etc., but after the event, the work is basically low-end work, this kind of work can be completed in ordinary advertising companies, I think if this situation can not be reversed in time, our store will definitely not be open for too long.

At this time, Hu Niu also suggested that I contact Sister Bai to see if she could give her some work, after all, the early stage of the opening was more difficult, so I would do a few jobs to get through it, and then I rejected Hu Niu's proposal, because I just want to rely on my own ability to make a big company now, and I don't want to rely on Sister Bai. I'm going to show her that I can still get up without her help.

Chen Chong may have seen that my business was bleak, and later asked me to make a promotional video for their bathing center, he knew what he was thinking in his heart, so he said to him: "What kind of promotional video is your bathing center, it is not a regular bathing center, and you are not afraid of getting into trouble when you publicize it." I know you mean to help me, but I understand it, and I won't make you the promotional video! ”

Chen Chong didn't agree, he said: "What do I want to do with the promotional video, that's my business, you have to treat me as your customer now, what are you doing with other people's customers, let you do it!" ”

I said if you give alms to your brother here. Then forget it, obviously look down on my brother, this is in my own opinion, is it not to help me, Chen Chong said that everyone has been brothers for so many years, and it is not once or twice to help, why not now, I said that you are completely unnecessary, and you can't help me with a job, at most I can make a sum of money, after earning this money, the most important thing is to solve the problem of the source of customers, if you can help me solve this problem, then it is the right thing to help me, simply give me money hereI don't need that.

Chen Chong's temper is also bad, anyway, I want to make a film, I said if you do it, go find someone else to do it, anyway, I won't do it for you, and then this guy was also angry enough by me, so he said that when I go back, I can't clean it up.

Soon September will come, September is also the beginning of the school season, which has to make me think of Su Ya, maybe the company is more idle, so when I am fine, I go to Su Ya's school, and then secretly look at her at the door, sometimes I can see the basketball king waiting for her at the school gate, and after Su Ya came out, the two left happily. As for Su Ya's QQ space, the problem has long been canceled, and I can continue to enter her space, and I can see her talk and message board, and it can also be seen from this, she and the basketball king are getting closer and closer, I feel that it is only a matter of time before the two fall in love, as for the space of the basketball king. I didn't go any further, because I was afraid of causing Su Ya's displeasure.

What to say, I know that the two of them are going to come together, but I still refuse to give up in my heart, but I don't interfere with others, I think that Su Ya may be in the relationship now, the fantasy is more beautiful, and she is still in a relatively arrogant posture in this regard, so it is completely impossible to talk to me at this time, maybe she will fall in love a few more times, and then she will slowly like me, of course, I also have a risk waiting for her like this, that is, Su Ya may still be in love now, if she falls in love a few more times, it is estimated that it will not be. That's probably a pity for me.

Of course, some people may want to ask, if Su Ya is really not in place by then, I will still like her as always, and ensure that my feelings for her will not change, the answer is that it will not change, because what I like is her person, not her place, I also respect her current love life, after all, people are still young, and there is still a long road to go, I am willing to wait for her.

In mid-September, when I was looking at QQ space one night, I found that Su Ya posted a statement, and it was like this at the time: "From today onwards, I am no longer alone!" ”

The meaning of these words is also obvious, indicating that Su Ya is not single now, there is an object, I can guess with my toes, this person may be the basketball king, this time I really couldn't help it, and went directly to the basketball king's space, the basketball king almost also sent a similar meaning, and said that he would accompany Su Ya to grow old together, in the message board of the two of them, there are so many sweet messages, these messages I almost dreamed of, but unfortunately, if it's not mine, it's not mine.

As for my mood at that time, I can't think of any adjectives except for loss and discomfort, although I have long expected today's day, and I feel that I am ready to bear the arrival of this day, but when this day really comes, I find that it is too big a blow to me, far from what I can bear, I am also very curious about this matter, after all, I have not had any intersection with Su Ya, it stands to reason that my feelings for her will not be very deep, and I will not be so uncomfortable, but things are the opposite, I always have the feeling that we were lovers in our previous lives, but at this time she is getting along with someone else, this gap makes me unacceptable, but I will find comfort for myself, I think Su Ya is just lost for a while now. When she grows up, she will come back to me.

Seriously, I even feel that these thoughts of mine are a little scary, and I think it's a kind of disease.

But I can't help it.

The company's recession, coupled with Su Ya's partner, my mood has been extremely bad these days, and I felt too depressed in my heart later. I wanted to go out for a walk, so I simply bought a ticket and flew directly to Kunming, Yunnan, intending to travel here to relax.

This proposal was actually suggested to me by Gao Meng, and after she learned that Su Ya had a partner, she understood that I must be very uncomfortable in my heart, and I strongly suggested that I go outside to play by myself, anyway, when I arrived in Kunming. In the face of all the faces around him, as well as the unfamiliar environment, how to say this feeling, although I can still think of Su Yalai, it will still be uncomfortable, but most of my heart will still be filled with this strange environment, which can be regarded as alleviating my own pain, I think this is why many people who have fallen out of love will choose to travel alone to heal, it seems that there is still a little effect.

I reported a tour group in Kunming at the time, it was a group in Lijiang, Dali, and I played for about four days in total. I was impressed by the strange scenery along the road, so I took a photo and sent it to the space, with a sentence: A person's trip to Yunnan.

When I posted this photo, I didn't think much about it, and I didn't mean to show it, I just felt that the atmosphere at this time, as well as my own mood, seemed to be fixed in the surrounding scenery. I think I need to record it, it's that simple, but what I didn't expect was that just after I posted this photo, Su Ya commented on my news, she said: "Are you in Yunnan now?" ”

Originally, my mood had reached a low point, as soon as Su Ya commented on me, my heartbeat immediately accelerated, this guy banged, and the whole person immediately came to the spirit, I quickly replied to the people, saying: "Yes, I just came to Yunnan!" ”

Then Su Ya continued to comment that the place she wanted to play the most was Yunnan, and she wanted to go since she was a child, but unfortunately she never had the opportunity to come. I said no hurry, when you have a chance to come in the future, I will play in advance to help you refer to it, and if you come later, I can still give you advice.

After that, Su Ya didn't reply to me again, maybe my emotions had been mobilized. I couldn't calm down for a long time, and then I had the courage to take the initiative to chat with Su Ya, and I asked her: "Do you have a partner now?" ”

Su Ya only replied to me with a "grace", which means to admit it, I didn't know how to tell her at this time, so I had to bless her, saying that I hope they can continue to be fine, she replied to me thank you, and then the two of us didn't talk anymore, and my heart was cold again.

Anyway, Su Ya can comment on my talk, and also chatted with me for a few words, which already makes me feel very honored, and I also know that the place she wants to come to most is Yunnan, and I am in Yunnan at this moment, so I am thinking about taking more photos and transmitting more space, so that I can attract Su Ya's attention.

After our car arrived in Dali, I took a photo by the Erhai Lake, and then passed it to the space, Su Ya was also the first to comment on me, saying that it was so beautiful, anyway, I was beautiful to a beautiful place, or encountered something new and interesting, I would take a photo and then pass it to the space, I also built a photo album, specifically to pass on the photos of this Yunnan tour, and later came to Lijiang, when I went to Lashihai to play, I also rode a horse, because my horse's name is Ximenqing. I asked the tour guide to take a picture of me riding a horse, with a picture, called: "Its name is Ximenqing!" ”

After Su Ya later looked at this picture, she also took the initiative to ask me on QQ why the name of the horse is Ximenqing, which is also the first time in so long that Su Ya took the initiative to talk to me on QQ, which made me even more excited, I said that the name of the horse was given by the local people. There are many names, what Wu Dalang, Wei Xiaobao, etc., each horse has its own name, in fact, it has nothing to do with these people, just to attract customers, I also introduced to her this kind of horse also became Yunnan Yunnan donkey, the reason why it is called a donkey. It's because of my short stature, like a donkey, Su Ya also said that I was particularly interested in what I said, and praised me for knowing more, and said that she was particularly envious that I could come here.

What to say, in fact, all I know is from the tour guide, but the original words were copied to Su Ya, but I didn't expect this to arouse Su Ya's great interest, and I can be regarded as understanding what Su Ya likes, I guess she may especially like the feeling of traveling, like the kind of beautiful photos, or places rich in human history.

Anyway, I talked to Su Ya a lot that day, and she also told me about her dreams, saying that she wanted to be a food reporter, travel all over the world, and then eat all over the food, visit every corner, and say that this is her ideal life.