326 And in him there was a beast

When I found her, I told her that Ye Chengshu had married Gu Lingse. And she, who is still stupidly making friends with Gu Lingse, is Xiao Nai.

And gave her advice, asking her to continue to pretend that she didn't know anything, do her best to help Gu Baobao fight the lawsuit, and the person who made friends with Gu Lingse was still Xiao Nai.

"You should have noticed that Ye Chengshu was deliberately avoiding you and not meeting you. So Lawyer Yao, if Ye Chengshu wants to avoid seeing anyone, then you basically have no chance to meet him. And if you want to meet Ye Chengshu again, there is no other way. You can only make friends with my Lingse, and through Lingse, you can come into contact with Ye Chengshu. There is no other way. That's all I have to say, as for how to do it, Mr. Yao will consider it himself. ”

At that time, Xiao Nai only said such a thing. And after thinking about it, she knew that what Xiao Nai said was true. Making friends with Gu Lingse will not only give you the opportunity to come into contact with the Chengshu, but also make it convenient for you in the future. There's always something convenient with their 'friendship', isn't it?

Therefore, according to what Xiao Nai said, he pretended not to know anything, and continued to make friends with Gu Lingse wholeheartedly. Looking at it now, the results are really good.

Because of the relationship between them, Gu Lingse always felt a little sorry for her. This is a good thing for her!

After gathering his thoughts, Yao Xiaohan asked, "Xiao Nai, what do you want me to do, is it that simple?" That's it, often appearing by Chengshu's side and constantly pestering him, can the two of them be separated? ”

"Lawyer Yao, it is always difficult to guess what you women are thinking, but it is very easy to guess. Isn't it? The more Lingse loves Ye Chengshu, the more she will be honestly afraid, afraid of this, worried about that. And you, lawyer Yao, have to admit that you are very beautiful and charming. With such a rival in love as you by your side, I'm not afraid to think too much! ”

"As long as Gu Lingse thinks about it more, the relationship between her and Chengshu will inevitably have loopholes." Yao Xiaohan picked up the road from kindness.

"That's right." Xiao Nai's happy laughter came from the other end of the phone again, "What's more, there are so many feelings between you and Ye Chengshu that others can't compare." Just more than ten years of love between you and you are enough to worry about not sleeping. ”

"However, according to Chengshu's character, since he already knows that there is a femme fatale like you, there is a tiger eyeing him. He categorically wouldn't let Gu Lingse have doubts about him. Chengshu will break the worry in Gu Lingse's heart! I think that before tomorrow, the Bearing will confess to Lingse. You know, he's made it clear to me tonight. Between us, there is no longer any possibility. In our conversation tonight, Ye Chengshu will tell Gu Lingse word for word. Wouldn't your plans be ruined? The seeds of doubt cannot be planted! ”

"He went and confessed. There is more than one seed of doubt. Xiao Nai's voice sounded very relaxed, but also a kind of weird, "Lawyer Yao, I also said it." You women's minds are hard to guess and easy to guess. ”

"What do you mean?"

"Well, anyway, Ye Chengshu confessed his thoughts to Lingse, but Lingse is not him, how do you know what he thinks? What's more, didn't I still let Lawyer Yao pester Ye Chengshu and appear by his side every day. A woman's jealousy, tsk, is terrible. ”

What Xiao Nai said, Yao Xiaohan didn't understand it too much. But she understood one thing, Xiao Nai, she was very sure. Otherwise, he wouldn't have laughed so cheaply and been beaten so badly. She didn't want to know Xiao Nai's whole plan, and Xiao Nai would never tell her everything.

It's like a big machine running, and she's just a screw in Shaunai's machine. It's inconspicuous, but it shouldn't be small. What she has to do is to be a good screw to ensure the normal operation of the machine. So much for.

Yao Xiaohan pursed his lips, "I hope you are really as confident as you show in your tone." Shaunai, as you wish, this is our last call. We met later, like you said, nodding friends. That's it, hanging. ”

"Hey......" sighed helplessly, but mixed with a bit of irrepressible excitement, "Old Han, why did you say that this lawyer Yao hung up the phone so quickly." I don't have a word yet. ”

Professor Han glanced at Xiao Nai coldly, then lowered his head again to look at the experiment report in his hand, "Insidious." ”

was scolded, Xiao Nai was still happy, "I hope you describe me with wisdom." ”

"Villain!" Professor Han added.

"Oh, Lao Han, I'm about to fulfill my long-cherished wish, aren't you happy for me?"

Professor Han shook the experiment report in his hand, raised his eyelids slightly, and said coldly: "Although I don't quite understand where we are friends." But let's leave it at that. As your friend, I should be happy for you if you can fulfill your long-cherished wish, although I don't feel happy anymore. But let's take it as well. But Xiao Nai, if you realize your long-cherished wish and add it to the pain of others, I think this is a bad thing. ”

Xiao Nai snorted and laughed, "Hey, Old Han." You hold back for so long, and you hold back a bad thing? I thought you would say something like that. ”

"I don't have feelings anymore." Professor Han reiterated.

"So what?"

"I don't feel emotion."

"And then?"

"So whatever you're going to do, whatever you want. Just don't let me know. Han Mei tugged at the corners of his mouth, "My impression of Gu Lingse is not bad, if I see her, I will tell her your true face." ”

"That's it." Xiao Nai shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "You don't need to tell Lingse, Ye Chengshu will tell her first." ”

"You're not afraid?"

"Why should I be afraid?" Xiao Nai asked rhetorically, "In order to protect her, a person who begged to leave his hometown and give up his good future in order to protect her, now in order to get her again, even if he plays some tricks, so what's wrong?" Everything I have done can be understood and forgiven. ”

Professor Han frowned, knowing that Xiao Nai was wrong like this. But he couldn't tell what was wrong. There's no way, he usually doesn't even say much, let alone meet Xiao Nai, a person who is clever and can say that black is white? He couldn't say a word of rebuttal.

"What you're planning isn't a trick. That can be described as a conspiracy, right? Professor Han asked.

Xiao Nai nodded, "Well, it can be described as a conspiracy." ”

"In order to regain Gu Lingse, you even abandoned your conscience?"

Xiao Nai blinked meaninglessly, played with an amber pendant in his hand, and said with a smile: "Old Han, after leaving Gu Lingse, let alone conscience, I even abandoned my humanity." You should be clear about that. ”

Professor Han shook the test report and didn't answer. Xiao Nai's humanity is annihilated, what should I say? He was watching little by little how he had annihilated humanity. At the beginning, he was to live, later, he was to gain a firm foothold, and later, he was to get the right to live no longer trembling, and finally, he got the right, what he pursued again was to decide the life and death of others, so that others could live in his shadow.

During this period, Xiao Nai's humanity, conscience, and conscience were abandoned one by one. There are helpless, and there are also involuntarily. But there are many times in the middle, and Xiao Nai can completely stop. Because Elizabeth has a crush on Shaunai. But Xiao Nai refused, he didn't stop. He said that if he didn't pursue something, he wouldn't be bored in life.

So he made plans and goals for himself. Once you've completed one, you're moving on to the next. By now, Xiao Nai has become a man of great power.

"And now, your plan and goal have become Gu Lingse." Han Mei said calmly.

Xiao Nai hooked his lips self-deprecatingly, looked at the night outside the window, and said casually: "Old Han, this person, he has to pursue a little, no, it's a thought." Pursuit, that's for aspiring people, and I, can only be described as thoughts. You say, if this man doesn't even have a thought, what's the point of living? My thought is Gu Lingse. ”

"Maybe it's not your thoughts, it's your obsessions."

"Whether it's obsession or thoughts. Anyway, I had to get her. Otherwise, my life would be dark. ”

"But what you did was to turn Gu Lingse's life into a batch of darkness. If she were someone you love, you wouldn't see her like this. ”

"Old Han, I've thought about it carefully. If there had to be a person between me and Reiq who was dark, then I didn't want to be me. Do you understand? The world of Psychic is dark, and it's okay, I'll help her find the light again. But if my world is dark, then no one will help me find the light, my light, only her. ”

"I don't understand." Han Mei said honestly, "I don't have any feelings, I can understand one thing." Like, is possession. Love is happiness. You only have possession and no love for Gu Lingse. ”

Xiao Nai shook his head and smiled, and didn't answer again. After so many years and so many things, although he has always told himself that he loves Gu Lingse. But now, he himself can't figure out what this feeling is. Maybe what Han Mei, an emotionless person, said is true. He has become an obsession with Gu Lingse now.

Whatever, anyway, he wants to get her. It's that simple.

"Old Han, are you hungry? Going for a bite to eat? Xiao Nai opened the topic openly.

Professor Han pressed his arm in the void, "Wait for me for ten minutes." I read the report and find out what went wrong, so we went to dinner. ”

"That's still the same, look at yours, I'll complain a few words?"

"Whatever you want." Han Mei's answer was a little indifferent and unkind.

But Xiao Nai has long been used to it. He doesn't need someone who can give him advice, he just needs someone to talk to, and he doesn't have to say anything, just listen to him.

"Old Han, I have always had a beast in my body, and I am very hungry. No matter how much you eat, you still feel hungry. I've tried to feed him with power, women, wine, and money, but it doesn't seem to work. He still repeats in my ear every day, that he is hungry, hungry, and crazy. I asked the beast what I should give you so that you don't go hungry anymore. He replied, Gu Lingse. So, I came back to Jiangnan Province. I want to try to see if Gu Lingse can really fill that beast. Guess what the result is? ”

Han Mei: "......"

No one cared about him, and Xiao Nai didn't care, and continued to say to himself: "The result is obvious. Gu Lingse can indeed fill the hunger of the beast in my heart. When I saw Gu Lingse for the first time, the beast in my body calmed down. He doesn't go crazy foraging anymore, he sleeps quietly inside me. But once he couldn't see Gu Lingse, or knew that she was already married to someone else, the beast would go crazy again, and it would be more ferocious than before. I can't control it at all. ”

"Wait." Han Mei suddenly sighed and looked at Xiao Nai's wrist, "These injuries were left by you who suppressed the so-called beast?" ”

Xiao Nai raised his wrist and raised it in the air, smiling differently and bewitchingly, that handsome face, for some reason, also looked very ghostly at the moment.

He took off the watch from his wrist, revealing deep and shallow scars on his wrists.

"This?" He nodded, "Well, that's right. When the beast went berserk, I couldn't control him. I don't know exactly what I did. ”

Some of the scars are shallow and not clear, some are still scabbing, and some are brand new. It is not difficult to show that Xiao Nai's self-harm has been going on for a long time.

Han Mei flashed his eyes and said calmly, "Haven't you seen a psychiatrist again recently?" ”

"JOE is not in Gangnam Province."

JOE, PSYCHIATRIST AT SHAWNAI.

"It's convenient for me to be unprofessional, if you need a psychiatrist, I can introduce you to one."

"Nope." Xiao Nai shook his head in refusal, put on his watch again to cover the scar on his wrist, and said, "It took me almost a year to open up to JOE. It's hard to get a new psychiatrist. ”

"I'll find some time to contact JOE." Han Mei said.

"No need. I think when I have a psychic again, I won't need a psychiatrist anymore. ”

"You keep whining, I have three minutes left."

"There's nothing to complain about. It's that I've already determined that Gu Lingse is the antidote that can fill the hunger of the beast in my body. So, I had to get her. ”

"Go on, don't stop." Han Mei urged.

Xiao Nai smiled, knowing his quirks, so he had nothing to say.

Professor Han has a quirk. It's that every time he is stumped by a problem, as long as someone is babbling nonsense in his ear, he can find the fastest solution. This point was discovered by Professor Han when he kept complaining. Since then, Professor Han has no longer hated his arrival, but has been quite happy. Because he has countless complaints to make, Professor Han also has one problem after another to solve.

How to describe it......

A natural pair?

Therefore, he, a very wary person, and Professor Han, an emotionless person, can become friends.

"Actually, Old Han, if I can, I don't want to destroy the happiness that Lingse already has. But there is no way, she is happy, and I am still miserable. I've thought about it, I've been in pain for too long, and I don't want to grieve myself anymore. What I want, I have to get. Gu Lingse, can't escape! ”