Chapter 422: Love
Remember, how could Zhongheng not remember the promise he made when Katerina was dying. It's just that it's so heavy that Zhong Heng doesn't dare to close his eyes, for fear of seeing the engineering beast controlled by Katerina find himself to settle accounts and tie him up and strangle him to death - not because of the future, but because of the past.
Katerina asked him not to do anything to be sorry for Jiang Allen, but he had already done it I don't know how many times, although it was only a last resort in extreme circumstances. And once you start something, you can't go back. For example, the loss of feelings, the breakdown.
Yes, in the later stage, they all became that kind of virtue, and there was no emotion between the four of them for a long time, but they were just venting in despair, and the day they saw the light of day was the day when this chaotic day came to an end. Since he came out, Zhongheng has been worried about this problem, but there are too many things to deal with as the leader of the organization before, and it has been delayed, until now he has to bring it up.
Although no one said it explicitly, he also understood that it would be impossible for Natasha and Condensation Frost to be with him in the future.
In the future, they may be able to continue to be friends with the final balance, and even friends of life and death, but it is impossible to go back to the past, and the events during this period will become the most unspeakable taboo in everyone's hearts. There is nothing here, it was originally a dewy love affair that was forced to happen, a long-term one-night stand, and it was divided when it was divided, but Jiang Allen was different.
Zhong Heng knew that she originally had feelings for herself, but he also knew that time would wear away everything, and he had done so many things to be sorry for her, would she forgive herself? Now, how much is left of the original relationship? How should I face her? Do you want to continue, or do you just break up as if nothing happened?
These are all things that must be faced after coming out, and there is no escape.
Nodding slightly, Zhong Heng didn't know what to say, and was silent for a long time. Even though there was no one around, he didn't dare to speak, but in the contact device, he quietly sent a message to her: I don't want to say more about the useless past, I just want to ask you a question.
"Do you forgive me for those things?"
He said: If you forgive me, we can continue to be together, and ...... I promise you, I will keep that promise, it will always belong to you until I die, no matter what happens, I will never let the kind of thing that happened before!
Zhong Heng is not a person who is good at expressing his emotions, and he promises very bluntly, but he is also very weak. After all, in this year of old people everywhere, ordinary people can still not take the agreement in black and white seriously, let alone them as evolutionaries. For these transcendent beings, the so-called constraints, morality, and laws are nothing more than a piece of paper, let alone a useless verbal promise.
The only thing that can work is probably only interests, so even Zhong Heng himself doesn't understand whether he can't throw away the so-called promise when he says this, or is afraid that Jiang Allen will leave him or even turn against him, resulting in the loss of interests between him and the harvest ants.
Like him, Jiang Allen didn't respond for a long time after the question was asked, and after waiting for a long time, a piece of information came out of the contact device: I understand what you said, and I understand what you did back then, those ...... It's over, just let it pass, don't mention it, it's just......
"Just what?"
After being silent for a long time, there is another question: have you really had feelings for me?
"I don't want to force you, so please don't lie to me as before," the message continued, "If you just agree for the sake of conscience and fame, and for the sake ......of agreeing, then it is better to part, because then at least we can be friends happily, and this is a torture for you and me!" β
This......
Here, Zhong Heng didn't know what time to answer.
Asking what is the situation in the world, Wen Qingfan's question, he has never thought about it, let alone knows the answer.
Before becoming an evolutionary, the final balance did not regard feelings as a necessity, but only as a dispensable concoction like playing games - it doesn't matter if you have it or not.
Anyway, if it doesn't come, he won't take the initiative to look for it, after all, there are so many things in this world that can be done and won't be boring. So, he never fell in love, and he didn't even like anyone, because there was something more obsessive about himβbugs, that attracted his attention.
After becoming an evolutionary, except for the small half month when he first used his ability to realize the artificial reproduction of ants and made a small amount of money, he never rested, and all kinds of pressures far beyond ordinary people fell on him, so that Zhong Heng had no time to think about this problem.
Zhong Heng doesn't know who he likes, who he should like, and even, he doesn't know what liking is.
"I don't know." He still said bluntly, "If you have to give you an answer, I can tell you, there is." β
Zhong Heng added: After all, we have been together for more than two years, even if it is a foreign object, we will be reluctant to lose it for more than two years, let alone a person? Perhaps, at first, I couldn't hold back under the pressure and coveted your beauty, but then I ......
He confessed: To tell you the truth, when you were almost killed by the submariner yesterday, my heart jumped to my throat, what if...... If you were one of the dead, I would be so grief-stricken that I would fall to my knees in front of the crowd and weep bitterly, regardless of my leader...... Well, or rather, it's not the doctor who was captured, but you, and I'm going to go crazy and desperate to find a way to save you...... Well, you know what I mean?
After saying a lot incoherently, Zhong Heng closed his mouth, while Jiang Allen nodded as if he didn't understand.
"I see......," she said, "Ultimate, whether you really did anything to me or not, but I know that you are a responsible person, a responsible person for everyone, not just me...... For that reason alone, you deserve my love, no matter what your reason......"
"So, so be it."
"What do you mean?"
Finally balanced or asked,
Allen Jiang: It's very simple, I don't want you to fulfill your promise, after all, my grandmother didn't say anything at the beginning, just "if possible", but ...... I hope you will grant me a new request.
"What?"
"Help me get my revenge!" She said hatefully, "Not only yesterday's hatred, but also the previous ones, whether it is the Japanese, the Americans, or the scales, the verdict, all of them, let these culprits pay the price!" β
"During this period, I will do whatever you want me to do, as long as you can help me avenge me in the end, even if you sacrifice my life...... And I, I won't suppress my true strength anymore for the sake of the childlike affection that Hypatia said about as before! β
"Final Heng, there are some things I want to tell you now, you see that I have a very strong strength, even a level 5 evolutionary can face it head-on, right? But I'm telling you now, actually, that's less than half of what I'm really hiding! β
With an expressionless face, Jiang Allen told his secret: Unlike you, who are all proud of their strength, I am actually very afraid of them...... You should understand that microbial templates, control cells, bacteria, viruses, these are not good things, as long as I want, I can launch a world-destroying Resident Evil!
"Even if the giver seems to have thought about balancing it out and making it very expensive to redeem these things in my store, it won't take a little more time...... So, I've been suppressing my own power, and I haven't developed anything other than controlling the flow of cell bases or making some painless modifications to myself, hehehe......"
Speaking of this, she let out a burst of laughter, a little eerie, but revealing all kinds of helplessness: When the giver saved my life and made me an evolutionary, I thanked it, but also hated it, because if I followed my path, I knew that I would inevitably go to the anti-human side in the future, such as creating those Resident Evil in the movie, and I didn't want to hurt anyone, let alone bring disaster to the world!
"So I've been running away before.,Since I became an evolutionary,I almost didn't add a little more knowledge related to ability.,Even had the idea of "don't have superpowers.,Just like I dreamed of being a simple ordinary person", I used the repair module to weaken my ability.,Otherwise, we wouldn't know each other when I first mission.,Because I can't go to the ...... at all" One by one, she began to criticize herself, counting down some of her own black history to "Final balance, I'm sorry, in fact, I think you should have found out, In the months before I went to this mission, you asked me to use my ability to cooperate with the research, but I was lazy, every day, it was Xu Yulin who was very busy, while I was watching Korean dramas, playing games, chatting about WeChat slip accounts, and only sometimes they shouted to cooperate with their ability to move a little......"
"They are actually very dissatisfied, but they didn't show it in front of me, and I also understand that they nodded to me because I was a strong man and were afraid of offending me, I thought, there should also be you behind me because my grandmother hurts me and is afraid that I will be angry, and tell them to take care of me, right?" She smiled a little and said, "Thank you, Zhong Heng, for understanding me so well." β
"I used to be so willful, naΓ―ve, I always thought that our world was like the world in Korean dramas or Hollywood movies, full of sunshine and beauty, innocent, and in the end it must be evil and invincible, especially we evolutionaries, use our superpowers to create a better life, enjoy the double harvest of love and career, and occasionally save the world without accident, and win the glory of all people......" As if seeing such a scene, she continued to laugh "What a beautiful dream this is, Even if I know that these are all made up by the screenwriter to deceive children, it is fake, and even I have seen a lot of the dark side of this world, I have been deceiving myself that they are real, and I have anesthetized myself in this way, but ......"
When he got here, his tone changed: "Hypatia is right, it can belong to anyone, but it can't belong to us!"
"Maybe one day, all evil will be wiped out, the world will be completely peaceful and there will be no more wars, swords will be forged into plowshares, and everyone, rich and poor, will live quietly under the blue sky and white clouds together, but not today!"
"In the future, I will no longer have those childish thoughts of the past, and I will no longer scruple about the so-called love of beauty or some other ridiculous reason to suppress my strength." The voice was calm, there was no shouting, but it shook people's hearts like an earthquake, "Because, as you said to the doctor, none of this can be achieved without strength, without killing!" Do you know what that means? β
Nodding, Zhong Heng understood the meaning behind it - the power of opening the forbidden means that she is no longer the current Jiang Allen as a human being, but an inhuman existence like Ai Science who no longer has a trace of humanity in his body, and even a monster like Ichiro Onizuka who no longer even has a human appearance equivalent to a biochemical aggregate, an alien, can no longer be with him.
This is a cruel choice, even Zhongheng himself is not ready to receive genetic modification to become a half-human, half-worm, non-human and non-insect like the Queen of Blades, Jiang Allen, who loves beauty, kindness, and sensibility, would actually make such a plan, which really surprised him.
However, this is also a helpless move - in the historical environment, it is true that the fourth generation of evolutionaries in the future world is the protagonist, but this is also an era of rising heroes and competing for hegemony, not to mention the end of the seal breaking that will come sooner or later.
Survival comes first in troubled times, and everything else has to stand aside in front of it, because at least, there is a way out after surviving, that is, the opportunity to get back by repairing the module, and if you die, there will be nothing.
Experience makes people grow, there is some truth, some people understand too late, and some people understand too early, and precociousness is always better than late and regretted
- Without strength, it can only be eliminated in this era; And in order to increase strength, people have to sacrifice a lot of things. For example, the appearance of a human being, and even the essence of conscience, feelings, and morality as the soul of a human being.
Otherwise, today's tragedies will always emerge one after another - in the final analysis, they are caused by the lack of order in this world, and the only way to avoid them at the root is to establish order, to establish their own order!
There is no other way.
"Okay, with all that said, I don't want to talk nonsense, it's time to say please......" she said, "but, before that, can you hug me one last time?" β
Nodding, the final balance that really understood what she meant did so.
In the warm embrace, Jiang Allen's hair was pressed against his nostrils, and there was a burst of hormonal stimulation. In her ear, her request, too, in a choked whisper, came intermittently:
"What if...... I mean, one day, when we have defeated everything, even the Giver who created us, and there will be no more worries about the reign of King, and that dream will come true...... At that time, if we are all alive, and I am not married, and you are not married, are you willing to let me be your queen? β