Chapter 4 Helplessness
The next day, Zitian was still awakened by the small alarm clock placed at the bedside as usual.
I still went to the basement full of all kinds of gym equipment and various weapons used in fighting, and began to exercise.
I still took a shower after the workout, and still threw my socks on the sofa casually.
The only difference is that when I just walked out of the gate of the community, I saw Li Yan smiling and chatting with the shop owner, the two were chatting with a smile, Li Yan pouted and frowned from time to time, as if he was complaining about something.
After Li Yan watched Zitian come out of the community, he immediately waved his hand happily to this side. Zitian put his hand on his forehead, don't think about it, this woman must have come over to wait for him to go to school together.
Zitian walked straight over, and before Zitian could speak, the shopkeeper preemptively said: "Zitian, you are really too much, let someone else come to the door to wait for you at the door so early, what if you encounter any danger along the way, Xiaoyan is such a good girl, you have to cherish it, be kind to your girlfriend, don't have a cold face all day long, Xiaoyan has sued me." ”
"Okay, Uncle Zhang, I won't be next time!"
He laughed awkwardly.
It's been four years since the Azusa family moved here, and the shop owner has always been like Azusa's uncle, and he usually takes good care of Azusa.
So Zitian just listened and didn't argue anything.
"Uncle Zhang, you are busy first, we will go first, we should be late later." After that, Li Yan took Zitian's hand and began to walk towards the bus stop.
Sitting on the bus, Zitian looked out the window, sniffed the faint unknown fragrance of Li Yan next to him, fell into memories, looked at the slowly beating scenery in the distance and said softly: "I may leave here in a few months, my parents may be missing, I can still contact them occasionally last year, but now I have used various methods and various ways to contact them, just as I was about to investigate, I was suddenly told by the military not to investigate, my parents just went to participate in the special operation, And do not inform the content of the action! ”
"I thought about it again, but I still felt that there was something strange about it, and if there was no news from my parents in another two months, then I would have to go to them anyway."
"Life and death are unpredictable at that time, it may not be the situation, maybe they will be abducted to Africa, haha, then I have to see how much I have and whether I can take out the terrorist organization."
Speaking of this, Zitian actually laughed, but the worry that flashed in his eyes could not be hidden.
"So, you're still far away from me, get into a good university, and marry a good man in the future. That's the best for you. ”
Zitian turned his head, looked at Li Yan in a daze, and said with a smile.
"You know, this is the first time you've smiled at me, I thought you really hated me so much, in fact, sometimes, I also silently asked myself, as a girl, what is it for following you like a leper dog."
"Until last night, I finally figured it out, I know many, many excellent boys, some are very handsome, their families are very wealthy, some are talented, and their manners are gentle, but I don't have that feeling like facing you in front of them."
"Sometimes I wonder if you shouldn't have saved me that day and left me to fend for myself!
In this way, I won't meet you, but I'm more afraid that if I don't meet you, then I may never meet the person I love again in my life. ”
Li Yan looked at Zitian with red eyes
"Anyway, I really, really like you. I've decided that I'm going to follow you wherever you go! ”
With that, he began to sob.
Zitian sighed, in fact, as a man, how could he be unmoved in the face of this kind of girl who is not only beautiful, has a cute personality, is very arrogant in some aspects, but is still the eldest lady.
It's just that Zitian doesn't want to hurt Li Yan, he doesn't know what he will face in the future, whether it is a terrorist or an armed force, in short, no matter what, he will clear everything and find his parents.
So before, he had always treated Li Yan with a strong attitude, hoping that Li Yan would give up, but Zitian didn't expect that Li Yan's so-called love at first sight would be so profound.
To be honest, Zitian didn't know how to get along with Li Yan, and he couldn't promise her to be her boyfriend, nor could he refuse her.
Just let it be! Maybe one day, Li Yan got tired of playing, and as soon as the novelty passed, he naturally left.
Unconsciously, the car had reached the nearest station to the school, and Zitian and the two got off the bus.
Standing on the side of the platform, it was the peak time of travel, so there was a lot of traffic coming and going on the road. Now on the edge of the road, Azusa waits for the gap between vehicles. And Li Yan stood quietly side by side with Zitian. Suddenly, Azusa felt her hand being grabbed by a petite hand.
Zitian looked down slightly at the two hands holding together, feeling the sweat in Li Yan's palms, Zitian did not break free of Li Yan's hands, firstly, because Li Yan grabbed it too tightly. The second is because he felt that Li Yan's hands were trembling slightly, and his palms were sweating a little because of nervousness.
Until he walked into the school, Li Yan's hand was never released. The male classmates who passed by cast envious glances, the teachers who came and went looked at the two in surprise, and the girls were whispering something with their hands over their mouths.
In short, many people witnessed this scene. Li Yan's cheeks were also a little red, but Zitian, his face didn't matter.
As mentioned earlier, this school recruits students with double standards, either your family is rich and powerful, or your academic performance is very good. Therefore, it has caused the management of students in the school to be very lax, you don't have to care about good grades, and teachers with poor grades don't dare to care, as long as nothing out of the ordinary happens, then teachers will not interfere in things such as falling in love.
Zitian walked in front, Li Yan followed closely behind Zitian, on the surface it looked like Zitian was holding Li Yan's hand, but in fact, Li Yan kept holding Zitian.
Walking into the classroom, not surprisingly, most of the eyes in the class were focused on Zitian and Li Yan, and many people's mouths became an O-shape, but it was Han Xiaorui, who raised the corners of his mouth and said with an evil smile: This guy is pretending to be around, and it is not that he can't resist our Xiaoyan's fierce attack,
Then he giggled.
Han Xiaorui is really happy, in addition to finding a boyfriend by herself, what else is more happy than her best friend getting her wish and being with the person she loves.
Li Yan sent Zitian to his seat before letting go of his hand and returning to his seat. As soon as she sat down in her seat, Han Xiaorui in front of her turned her head and made a grimace at Li Yan, and then turned around with a smile.
Li Yan also smiled, and his heart, which had been pounding just now, finally calmed down.
Class time always flies so fast, the time of the morning passes quickly, Li Yan looked at the book full of notes, slowly exhaled, pushed his black-framed glasses, turned his head to look at Zitian in the back row, and saw that Zitian was still slowly tilting his head on the seat and writing something on a piece of paper.
Li Yan quickly put away the books, took out two bento boxes from his backpack, trotted to Zitian's side, and put the bento on Zitian's table. This is the lunch she carefully prepared, because she ate with him yesterday and knew what dishes he ordered, so Li Yan also made lunch according to yesterday's ingredients, Zitian also closed a book in his hand that was already slightly yellowed, and opened the blue lunch box handed over by Li Yan in front of him.
Open the blue insulated lunch box, there are three meat dishes and one vegetarian dish, it can be seen from the presentation of the food that Li Yan is cooking his meals very attentively, wanting him to understand her mind.
In fact, Li Yan goes to the school cafeteria with Han Xiaorui to eat at noon on weekdays, because the school cafeteria has many types of meals and is also very nutritious.
And now, in order to cook for Zitian, she got up as soon as it was dawn. It took nearly two hours to get the meal ready, but he didn't know that.
Zitian fed a large mouthful of rice directly into his mouth with a spoon, chewing it in a big mouthful, although the food was already a little cold, but the taste was very good.
Since his parents left Zitian, Zitian can't remember how long it has been since he had eaten such a delicious meal, and while eating, he said vaguely: "Well, it's delicious!" ”
Li Yan, who was sitting next to Zitian eating, jumped up happily when he heard this.
"If it's delicious, I'll cook for you every day!"
Hearing this, Zitian's heart jumped, and some inexplicable emotions arose, including sadness, sadness that he hadn't eaten his mother's cooking for a long time, and also moved, moved Li Yan said that he was willing to cook for him every day.
There is even a slight emotion of joy and happiness, and perhaps a trace of imperceptible emotion that has never been experienced.
A faint sentence came out: "Silly girl! ”
Li Yan was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Zitian with a happy face, thinking silently in his heart, perhaps, this is the feeling when his parents fell in love, although the two did not do what each other did as a couple, and even Zitian did not say that he was willing to accept her, but Li Yan could still feel that Zitian had some perceptible changes in her. It already makes her feel very happy.
The lunch break lasted for nearly two hours, and after the two finished eating, Li Yan put away the two lunch boxes, and then fell asleep on Zitian's desk.
Originally, Li Yan usually didn't take a lunch break at noon, but now he gets up earlier in the morning, so he takes a nap at noon and is more energetic in the afternoon.
I don't know how long she slept, Li Yan felt that someone was shaking her arm, and when she looked up, it was Han Xiaorui
"Let's go, Xiaoyan, accompany me to the bathroom."
Li Yan looked left and right and asked, "What about Zitian?" Xiaorui, did you see him? ”
"Zitian Zitian, I know Zitian who is looking for you all day long, you guy who forgets his friends, your Zitian just came out of the classroom, I saw him standing in the corridor, if he didn't leave, I won't bother you, this love show, it's inseparable. What do you make my single dog think? ”
Han Xiaorui pouted and shook Li Yan dissatisfiedly
"Alright, alright, let's go."
After that, Li Yan pulled Han Xiaorui, walked out of the classroom, waved to Zitian and said loudly: "Zitian, Xiaorui and I will go to the bathroom." ”
Zitian, who was pondering, turned his head and nodded unconsciously.
Looking at the figure of the two women jumping away, Zitian touched his forehead, Wait a minute, why should I nod.
Class time is boring and boring, just like life, you need to constantly wander between trade-offs, and you will lose as much as you want.
People who study hard will lose time and gain knowledge, and people who play in class will lose time and get pleasure, and time will slip away anyway, and everything you do, isn't it all the same?
Yes, it looks the same, but once you are in some special moments in your life, you can recognize certain essential differences, which are the signs that are created for a person through the furnace of time.
After school, Li Yan and Zitian walked side by side, Li Yan said this and that to herself, such as which TV series she likes to watch is over, she was moved to cry, and for example, so-and-so in the next class collided with the teacher and was punished for standing in a class. Zitian also listened quietly.
A dull and happy day is easy for ordinary people, but for some people who live in darkness or light, this happiness is the most precious luxury.