Chapter 5: A Night of Spring Dreams: Twenty-Five, I Want Forever

My sister and I were lying in the dark, and although we were exhausted from walking for the past two days, we already felt like we were going to fall. But now that it has fallen, it seems that the tired energy has passed. The two of us didn't feel sleepy at all, you looked at me and I looked at you in the dark, our eyes sparkled in the darkness, and we both felt that we were full of energy now.

Ah Mei put a hand on my shoulder and stared into my eyes.

Even though it was in the dark, I still felt like I saw a bottomless darkness in the depths of her eyes. In the darkness, there was another little light, which shimmered in a wonderful shape. But the light was still faint. When did I begin to recall the dim light in my memory? Where exactly? I remember it, but I can't remember the place or time. I just remember that there was a sound of the wind, and there was a thin stream of music floating in the wind. Darkness, only darkness, a little dim light in the darkness, like a reflection on the water, and like a little fire that passed away in an instant. The dim light leaped for a moment, then returned to darkness. It's like making an inscription with your last life. After the light was gone, the last traces of the light lingered in my heart. I closed my eyes and saw that the light was like a wandering soul, constantly searching for its own support in the darkness. I held out my hand, but couldn't touch anything. And that little bit of light will always stay where my fingertips are about to touch.

I felt a tightness in my chest, and I hugged Ah Mei tightly, letting Ah Mei stick to my chest.

"I hear your heartbeat." Ah Mei said. "It feels so good!"

"Do you think we can stay like this for the rest of our lives?" Ah Mei said, "Will you get tired of being together like this?" Or one day, will you get tired of being together like this? ”

"No, it won't." I put my hand on my sister's back and said. "You don't have to think nonsense, it will make people nervous, you should relax yourself, think more about the present, there is a saying called live in the moment, grasp the present, and it will be solved in the future."

Ah Mei stopped talking. But gradually, her body began to writhe slightly. So my palm writhed along it, like an agitated fish, swimming around her body. I felt her shiver erupt in intense tremors under her fingertips.

I felt an extreme euphoria that I had almost never felt before; This excitement is boundless, just like every nerve and every blood vessel in the whole body is occupied by this excitement. At this time, Ah Mei, I don't know where a force came from, my arms were like an iron ring around me. At this moment, it was as if a candle illuminated my body and mind, and all of me became transparent and melted away little by little in her heat. I felt like I was going crazy. She also seems to be a crazy machine, trying to melt her whole life into my life. I feel like we're in a wrestling game, we're all doing our best; Crazy action, crazy gasps, crazy squeezing. It is as if we are going to crush each other in this madness, crush each other into powder, squeeze and digest all of each other.

Finally, I felt that something was floating, and I tried so hard to grasp it, and I tried my best and carefully to approach it, with all my spirit, all my strength. When I touched this thing, I found that my eyes were brilliant, brilliant. At this point, my body, my senses, and even my thoughts were gone.

All that's left is the light that touches the floating thing.

Ah Mei didn't make any sound, but her face was like a mirror, and I could see what was flowing from the bottom of my heart on it.

In the dark, Ah Mei suddenly screamed "ah".

"What's wrong?" I was a little stunned.

"Go and turn off the lights."

"But the lights were hung outside the tent, and they weren't brought in?"

After a long time, Ah Mei told me that just now, there seemed to be a light shining in the depths of her body. It was as if her whole body was covered in light, and the feeling was indescribably beautiful, as if her whole being was about to melt.

Ah Mei said that at first, she just saw a wave of light, which seemed to come from outside the sky and instantly overwhelmed her. Then, wave after wave of light poured towards her, and all the light poured into the place where it could not be illuminated, where it gathered, where it shone brightly. It illuminates her whole body. Ah Mei said that this is not an illusion, but a reality that dissolves into another reality, like a drop of water dissolves into another drop of water. It was a light, winding, dancing sensation, in which they penetrated and dissolved each other, without a concrete object, not even her.

After listening to Ah Mei's description, my heart suddenly rolled with a wave of heat. I certainly understand what that means. I reached out and hugged my bare shoulder, and she put her head on my arm and pressed the tip of her nose against my neck. Ah Mei didn't move, as if she was just testing the temperature of his body with the tip of her nose. I gently hugged Ah Mei, feeling the clear breath and temperature that permeated Ah Mei's body, and suddenly felt a warm current rise in my chest.

At this moment, there was a deathly silence all around, no heartbeat could be heard, no breathing could be heard, everything was gone without a trace. At this moment, I had a real feeling of touching death in my heart.

Then, I felt my sister's arms weak, but reluctantly holding me, as if she wanted to keep this moment, forever.

We lay dead like were. When my weak palm inadvertently swept over Ah Mei's cheek, I felt the tears in my palm.

I silently spread my arms and almost unconsciously hugged my sister in my arms. Ah Mei lay in my arms, her hands around my waist desperately, like a drowning person grasping a life-saving straw. I didn't expect that girls would have such a lot of energy. Ah Mei's shoulders kept shaking slightly, and she cried silently. Her tears and snot made a mess of my chest. I gently stroked my sister's back and said some comforting words that I didn't know why. Knowing that the pale and empty comfort was useless, I could only keep one position and wait for Ah Mei to stop crying. But Ah Mei didn't seem to stop at all. I had no choice but to close my eyes and sink myself into the darkness for a while.

I don't know how long it took, Ah Mei finally stopped crying, reached out and took me into her arms, so that my face pressed against her smooth breasts. Ah Mei said that she wanted to be with me forever.