In the afternoon, I casually made him some food, but now Xiaogu could not eat anything, I used a cotton swab dipped in water to smear it on his lips for a long time, fed him nearly half a glass of water, and then sat aside.

When I sat on the sidelines, the moonlight shone on my body like water, and I don't know why at this moment an unprecedented pain enveloped me, this pain was so sudden, but it made me feel so pertinently. In the midst of this terrible pain, I suddenly felt an unforgettable hatred, even if it had blurred the target and the sender, but it was still so strong, that pure emotion drowned me like water, and in such a sea, something suddenly appeared in my mind that I had never imagined before.

A tear slowly flowed from the corner of my eye.

How can I ...... Don't hate?

How can we be so generous in forgiving those who have hurt us?

This little girl didn't know that she knew that her life belonged to this family from birth, so when she encountered such a terrible fate, her first choice was not to take revenge on this family, but to silently swallow all the bitter water into her stomach, and in the long years, she gradually chose to forgive the family, and because of this, she still lived quietly by the lake after accumulating a certain amount of strength.

However, she never imagined that her life would take a second turn, and just when she decided to forgive the family and her own parents, she witnessed the family come to the place of her death to apologize uneasily. I don't know why, it seems that after she died, the family fell into the middle of the road, and the family fortune of the originally rich side plummeted and deteriorated, and I don't know which charlatan warlock they believed in the rumors, they thought that the dead girl took away their fortune.

So at that time, they went to the lake together to pray for the girl's forgiveness, of course, to say this, it seems that the heart is too kind, because at least the premise of this is the matter, that is, they have recognized their mistakes, but they did not expect that these people do not think that they have done anything wrong, and the reason why they came is only to pray for the gradual recovery of the rich family, and not to feel that they have really hurt this poor girl.

At this time, even if the girl was not aware of the terrible treatment she had suffered, the fetus in her womb could not bear it, and the slightly conscious fetus only knew that these people had hurt their mother, and out of the instinct of protecting the mother, he imposed a small punishment on these people.

And at this moment, those people panicked, and went to ask a practitioner, that is, what they called the Great Immortal, to deal with this girl. The girl didn't know how much they had to pay for this great immortal with real skills to indiscriminately name her a demon and defeat her directly.

At the moment of dying, I don't know why, this girl suddenly felt a despair that she had never felt before, this despair was not her alone, but the silent cry of all girls like her in that era, they didn't know that this era was wrong, they thought that this was their fate, but even so, such a heavy fate also made them cry night and night, and because of this, this girl gained an unprecedented amount of power, this force is too huge, Let her directly cross the legendary step of becoming a powerful ghost, and directly become a trial model without any consciousness.

In fact, this matter is also the only favor of fate to this girl, such a painful memory, if you can forget, it must be God's grace, but even if she can forget everything, forget love, forget hate, forget all emotions, but seeing all this, I can't do this.

Unforgivable.

I really can't forgive these people.

And what I didn't expect the most was that in this group of people, I actually saw a face that made me feel familiar, and it was Ma Xu's face. Ma Xu played a mediocre and lustful middle-aged man in it, although the age span is very large, but out of that original hatred, I still easily recognized that this person was not someone else or someone else who looked very similar to him.

I don't know why, since Ma Xu and I changed lives, I can feel that there is an indescribable connection between myself and him.

It's like a drink, stuck in two cups, we're both containers, and my fate is a fluid in a container that is constantly turbulent, and this liquid is changed to another container, but because of that similar taste, we can still find each other.

I looked at Ma Xu, looked at these mistakes he made, and knew that some people's selfishness was not a personality that was cultivated in this life, this is an innate, selfish and indifferent that grows slowly in the bones, no matter when, Ma Xu is such a person, I am not in the mood to mark myself in a high moral position to sanction Ma Xu, but I know that no matter what happened before, now he owes me a life, and before, he owes that little girl a life.

Because I knew the origin of my model trial, it was at this moment that I suddenly came to my senses. It was also at this moment that my tryout got my own name.

Its name has only one word, and that is resentment.

Resentful resentment.

Seeing these scenes that made me extremely resentful, I don't know why there was no fluctuation in my heart, and at this moment there was an indescribable coldness surging in my heart, which contained an indescribable hatred for Ma Xu.

I suddenly came to my senses.

I really didn't expect me to be able to see Ma Xu again, whether it was before or after, I and my body test model have an inseparable relationship with him, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have fallen to this point, whether in public or private, he is my enemy, and it is the kind that cannot be resolved.

I didn't expect that since I left the unknown place, my first reunion with him was actually in my tryout.

At this moment, I also made up my mind.

No matter who it is, I must fight with Ma Xu to the end, if he can choose to be evil, then I can also choose not to forgive, I have no obligation to make him happy, since he doesn't know that he is wrong, then let me tell him how wrong he is, I am not a very generous person, just like the sentence I have always said very much -

Forgiveness is God's business, and all I have to do is send him to God.