Chapter 399: Start over after crying
"What's wrong? Because of the war? β
Shen Fu took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, turned around and saw Emilia wanting to speak and stopped, sighing slightly in his heart, there is a lover from the second dimension is not as perfect as originally imagined, there is also communication and run-in under the sweetness of love, Beatrice has skillfully climbed onto the bed, took out a book from the bedside and opened it to read quietly. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"PhewβI do care about this, war, and since Parker said I had that talent before, I think I could also help a little, whether it's fighting or healing."
Slowly exhaling a breath, as if she had finally said what she wanted to say in her heart, Emilia's originally tangled facial features stretched out, and her blue-purple eyes looked at Shen Fu with expectation.
"Help... Help!? β
Hearing a completely unexpected request from Emilia's mouth, Shen Fu's eyes widened unconsciously.
"This is a war, no matter what, there will be a war in which innocent people die Oh, do you really want to help? Although it is true that your talents are all in combat, a place like the battlefield is too unsuitable for you no matter how you think about it. β
That's right, although Emilia herself has never admitted it, but Shen Fu knows very well in her heart that her kindness is close to the level of the Holy Mother, and she can't ignore the strangers who are oppressed in front of her, and she will also think about helping others when she is in danger, even if she has hurt herself, she can laugh at it, although Shen Fu is fascinated by this kindness, but a place like the battlefield must be extremely cruel to her.
"Don't think I'm so vulnerable." Emilia pursed her lips, then stared at Shen Fu in front of her, "I really don't like war, but I don't blame myself for being a general... Lovers, not to mention that since you only have the talent for fighting, if you can't even overcome this, won't you be able to help anything? β
Emilia is actually very aware of her weakness in her heart, and every time she has done this before, she will add trouble to Shen Fu because of this, and other people, whether it is Kurxiu, Estes, or even Firut, can help him, but he can only occupy a loving self, but he can't do anything.
"Didn't I say that a rescue team should be formed? It will be very busy when the war is over. β
Shen Fu's tone softened unconsciously, he already understood what Emilia meant, all she was thinking about now was how to help him, and yes, it was impossible to let her always accept her care with peace of mind.
"Not enough... It's just that it's definitely not enough......"
Emilia hung her head and pressed her hands against her chest, as if there was something heavy there.
"I'm uneasy, I've been upset since I knew what you liked, I knew my feelings, I... I have never had such a happy experience in my memory, but with happiness comes a panic like a miser, wanting to bury it in the depths where no one can take it away, wanting to put fences around it, everything I want to do now is to satisfy my own selfish ......"
The girl's words had already brought a crying tone, and Shen Fu saw crystal droplets of water dripping on the ground, this is really ...... For the first time in my life, I made a girl cry.
He already understood a little that Emilia was like a poor man who thought he had nothing, so he faced the bleak life with an indifferent optimistic attitude, until one day he suddenly found that he had obtained valuable wealth, but he found that he had no ability to keep his wealth at all, and suddenly became a victim of gains and losses, and could no longer be as free and easy as before, and now it was just a sudden outburst.
"I can promise you the rest... But on the battlefield with their lovers...... Kursius is different, I am rational enough to make sure that I will not be disturbed by my friendship with her, but with you, I am not sure that I will not be affected by you......"
Shen Fu almost spurted out a mouthful of old blood, what were he talking about, did he say that she would only drag her feet...... However, you really can't bring it, and if you bring it over, you will definitely share some of your energy on her, not to mention that the battlefield is a place that requires cold-blooded and cruel treatment, and Emilia will only arouse the soft part of his heart.
"I'm really convinced of you stupidity, of course I'll hug it first at this time!"
Beatrice's subtle but somewhat angry voice came from her ears, Shen Fu suddenly reacted, one hand wrapped around Emilia's shoulder, and the other hand gently pressed her head against her chest, feeling the whimper slowly decrease, and after thinking of the wording in his mind, he said softly:
"I'm sorry for causing you this uneasiness, but Amilia, in my heart you have always been noble, beautiful, and have an indomitable heart, I know that you are such a girl, so I can't help but want to help you bear it, I want to protect you in the palm of my hand, but now it seems that it has caused you trouble...... However, I still prefer a lover who can rely on me well to a partner who can help. β
Shen Fu's love for Emilia accounted for most of the emotions he wanted to protect, but he really didn't expect that he would occupy such a heavy position in her heart, and this fact made him even more distressed.
"Cunning... It's so cunning... And it's not fair... I'm the only one who can't live without you or something...... It's so unfair. β
Emilia in her arms didn't know when she stopped her tears, but she was still leaning tightly on Shen Fu's chest and was unwilling to part, she really attached great importance to this emotion, and the person who lost everything would cherish the happiness in her hands even more.
"So you have to work hard, I've been looking forward to the day when you shine, and I won't be able to do without you then."
It seems to be done, Shen Fu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, he was really not good at comforting, otherwise he wouldn't have been single before, but it turned out that Emilia in love was like this, which had never appeared in the original book, and it seemed that the only thing she could really like was herself. After discovering this fact, a knot that had been pressed in his heart for a long time finally fell, and the reason why this bond could be established was not because of what he did, but because he did those things himself.
Well, I'll definitely try.
In the place where Shen Fu couldn't see, the girl made up her mind, Parker once said that the only thing that hindered her from recovering her memory was that she had been unwilling to face the cruel past in her heart, but she now has a future to start over, whether it is asking for help from a witch who hates herself, or participating in a trial, as long as she can get back her strength as soon as possible, she will try.