Chapter 165: Confession
Whose voice is this!
Magnificent, low, majestic, people have an invisible sense of oppression, but they are not very annoying, because Bai Rushuang can feel that the other party has no malicious intent.
"Eh, you don't have to care, I'm just a reflection in Mo Bai's heart, you can treat me as another him in Mo Bai's heart, or you can do nothing, but there are some words, you'd better listen to them."
Bai Rushuang nodded, feeling that this was a very magical thing.
"Mo Bai has a wound in his heart, and it is difficult to heal, this is caused by years of accumulation of his body into the dark, all along, he has always been a person, occasionally envious of couples, occasionally happy to be single, because his path is different from people, so when he sees those so-called worldliness, there will be no emotion, maybe what you think is moved, in his eyes is nothing."
The Prince of Nothingness added, "I'm not striking you. β
"I don't think so, you can go on and say, I'll listen very carefully." White as frost feels actually justified.
The Prince of Nothingness said: "Actually, don't have too much hope for this love, because even if you know what Mo Bai is thinking in his heart, maybe you will feel the most disappointed, I was born in nothingness, living in Mo Bai's heart, I know best what he is thinking." β
If you hear about it, you can be sure of it, if you confess, you won't succeed, right?
However, if she was about to lose before she started the offensive, then Bai Rushuang would be very unwilling, she asked, "Why?" I want to know why. β
The Prince of Nothingness said: "There is no why, I just advise you not to approach the person who has been obsessed with and scarred for many years, and do not imagine yourself as a saint who saved him, your warmth and love can only be exchanged for his words of 'thank you' and 'sorry'." In the same way, don't use others to heal your scars before they heal, how precious your feelings are, the same for yourself and others, because an injured person is the most sensitive to his own wounds, he will instinctively reject this kind of thing, if the heart is not opened, he will never accept you, so in the end, you will only suffer yourself. β
"Shouldn't a woman be kind to herself?"
Bai Rushuang's heart was cold, indeed, what he said was very right, but, but, ah, I was really unwilling, I was going to lose before I started, in this case, it would become a regret for my life.
I really want to cherish him and leave him behind, I really don't know where he will go in the future, the world is so big, and I don't know if there will be a chance to meet again, according to Mo Bai's temperament, he will never take the initiative to find others.
Alas, so sad.
As long as I think that I may never see Mo Bai again after today, I am super sad, for many years, except for the divorce of my parents, Bai Rushuang has never been so sad.
Mo Bai, you know what? You have become the most important part of my life, because I will be happy or sad because of your words, a face, and since I met you, do you know what my wishes are?
I really want to hug you from behind.
I don't want to be protected by you anymore, I want to help you share the pain, I want to laugh with you, cry together, get nervous together, go to the music festival together and go back to the hotel to make a dark day, everything, I just want to be with you!
"I don't want to leave him alone anymore, I want to be with him all the time, I want to be with him, even if we can't go to the future, but this time is worth remembering for a lifetime, I have always been an optimistic girl, I like to take risks, I am very bold, I have something to say, I decided to be myself, I want to tell him out loud that I really like him!" Bai Rushuang said the last stubbornness.
When the Prince of Nothingness heard this, he nodded slightly, but said: "Yes, you like him, the purest thing you like is that even if he rejects you, you will never complain about him, but he will not get close to you again." If he asks for you, you will still do your best, from now on you will hide your likes, no longer swagger, you will try to live well, and you hope that he will too, right? β
"Yes, I really like him, never so sure!"
The Prince of Nothingness said: "There are always so many people I think, I think you will do something, but sometimes the results are the opposite, but what can you do, you can only think about it in your heart, and slowly understand that I see that you are a descendant of the Bai family, I decided to help you, although your confession will fail this time, but you will still have a chance in the future, because I am him." β
Bai Rushuang nodded fiercely, put everything away, decided to say it, and left his state of mind.
At this time, the eldest lady complained: "Prince of Nothingness, you hit others hard before others of your girl began to confess, do you comfort girls like this?" β
"It's not like this king hasn't been in love, so I have to say this." The Prince of Nothingness said proudly with his hands around his chest.
"Then you're still talking about a fart, I thought you knew how much you knew about love, but I didn't expect you to intervene as a half-ass, do you know that this will make people feel that you are very powerful?"
"It feels like I'm powerful, hehe, because this king is omnipotent!"
The eldest lady is not afraid of heaven and earth, and in the face of SSS-level super dangerous people, she still disdainfully: "I think you have nothing to do." β
"Little girl, you're still young."
The eldest lady raised her hand in protest and said, "Miss Ben has lived for centuries, okay! β
The Prince of Nothingness said arrogantly: "But the existence of this king is tens of thousands of times that of yours." β
"Old age never dies."
"It's small."
"Humph!"
"Huh."
Finally, Bai Rushuang made up his mind.
It was nearly dusk at noon, and the crowd around had left, and above the bright world, it seemed that the whole world was tame, like an old-fashioned movie, where a man and a woman confessed when the picture was at its most beautiful.
Bai Rushuang looked at him very seriously, looking at Mo Bai's beautiful eyes, the black pupils at this time were no longer deep, but clear and transparent, as if they could bloom with shining light.
And Mo Bai seemed to realize something, and did not avoid her sincere eyes.
"Ink white."
"Yes."
"I like you."
"I, got it."
"I want to be with you."
Mo Bai was silent, he looked at his big eyes as white as frost, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he suddenly felt melancholy, but it was difficult to speak.
Bai Rushuang wanted to know the answer, and wanted Mo Bai to say it herself, she begged: "Can you answer me?" β
Mo Bai blinked his eyes and said bitterly: "Maybe the answer is not what you want, do you want to hear it?" β
"I think." Bai Rushuang affirmed: "I thought about it for a long time, I finally understood, I am also ready to realize, even if we can't be together, it doesn't matter if we can't be friends, but this is my only chance, I want to fight for it, because I really like you." β
Your chest is so warm, your eyes are so charming, and your shoulders can hold up my whole sky, I believe that you are my him.
Mo Bai sighed and said bitterly, "But I can't be with you." β
"I know, you're still not used to getting along with people, are you?"
Mo Bai shook his head and said, "No. β
Bai Rushuang desperately wanted to know why he was rejected, "Why is that?" β
"Because I like you too."
The sun is setting, beautiful, and the dusk is sprinkled on the shoulders of the two, their silhouettes appear very weak, and the beautiful picture makes people cry.
"I don't, is that why you rejected me?" The tears that were as white as frost were golden, because the soft light of the dusk was like an inky answer, which made me immediately weak, and I couldn't hold back crying anymore.
No matter how strong a girl is, there will be a sad hurdle after all.
When the eldest lady heard Mo Bai's answer, her heart was difficult to calm down, she thought that Bai Rushuang would definitely succeed, and Mo Bai liked her very much, but she still rejected her.
Although the Prince of Nothingness had expected it a long time ago, Bai Rushuang had moved him, and he felt that the success rate of Bai Rushuang would be at least fifty percent, but he didn't expect that this half of the possibility was turned into zero percent by Mo Bai's words.
I thought that my gentleness could give you the whole universe, I thought I could fill the gap in your heart with all my might, maybe I was too naΓ―ve, I thought that a miracle would happen, and when you said the answer yourself, I realized that you had already thought of the answer.
In the end, I thought I was strong enough, but I lost so desperately, give me a little less hope, hope will not become extravagant......
Mo Bai touched Bai Rushuang's head, and didn't help her wipe her tears, he couldn't give Bai Rushuang too much emotion and comfort, because this is a fact, and everyone has to face it.
He said, "That's a hard answer to accept, right? β
"I really don't understand, but you like me a little bit, don't you? But why did you reject me? I know I'm not that good compared to your friends, but I'm ...... But I ......."
Bai Rushuang cried, the strong and energetic young lady, who cried the saddest time.
Mo Bai's mood is also very low, he hopes that he will never see her cry again in the future, because in fact, his mood will also rise and fall with her, Bai Rushuang is a good girl in his own mind, because if she is together, she will definitely be more sad, she is very stupid, she is a fool to love, if she is really together, then the young lady will be even more sad.
"Later, you will understand that I rejected you today so that you will not be so sad in the future."
Because he saw his own path and the world clearly, Mo Bai had no choice.
"I don't believe it, obviously you like me too, we love each other, why can't we be together? Your so-called reason sounds more like an excuse, Mo Bai, can you please make it clear? β
Mo Bai shook his head and said, "Some words are inexplicable, if you continue to insist, it will seem very naΓ―ve." β
"I ...... Does my love for you really seem childish in your eyes? Bai Rushuang choked up: "I'm naΓ―ve, right? You think I'm a girl who will never grow up and will always need your protection, right? But I've changed, I want to be stronger with you, I want to catch up with you, I've been working hard. β
"I'm brave enough to face everything now, as long as you're by my side, I don't feel like there's anything to be afraid of, it's you who taught me how to fight ghosts, it's you who teach me how to be strong, but, but, ...... If I am denied by you, if I am not recognized by you, my strength will collapse with it......"
The dusk was red, poignant red, but it was very unpleasant, and the crimson shone on the earth with its last light, as if the film had been played to the end, and began to tremble with the moist eyes, and everything seemed blurry.
Mo Bai said very calmly: "Actually, in my eyes, you are really beautiful." β
Bai Rushuang looked at Mo Bai with sobs, she hugged Mo Bai's arm and pleaded: "Then don't you leave, okay?" β
It's about to end before it starts, this relationship can make Bai Rushuang lower her dignity, she sincerely pleaded with Mo Bai, even if she kneels down, it doesn't matter.
Because, no one can replace your place in my heart.
Mo Bai's expression was still one that didn't care about anything, and tears in Mo Bai's eyes didn't seem to move him.
But why do the white eyes look so gentle, will you stay?
Mo Bai paused and said, "You should know, actually, the girl I kissed for the first time was you, you are really a tenacious young lady." β
"I know that the memories that were modified by you have all been recovered, you are the black back, and I still remember the smell of your cigarettes."
"But I don't need to smoke anymore." Mo Bai said in a low voice: "A girl as good as you, shouldn't she find a better one?" β
"No, I don't think I'm good, if I'm good, why can't I even keep someone I like?" White as frost cried.
"Don't deny yourself, because you're the most beautiful." After speaking, Mo Bai looked at the dusk of the sky, smiled slightly, very sincerely, "You are like the sunset now, which makes me unforgettable, whether it is the first sight or the last sight, you are the most beautiful and unique." β
Bai Rushuang felt that the more Mo Bai praised her, the more she felt that Mo Bai would really leave, perhaps, this was a kind of comfort before parting.
This made her hug Mo Bai's arms tighter, and she cried, "Please, don't go......"
Mo Bai smiled strangely, full of a lot of hidden feelings in his heart, with a unique taste, he smiled: "I want to chat with you now, I won't leave, you can rest assured." β
"But I hope you don't cry and just sit quietly next to me, I want to talk to you a lot."
As long as it is Mo Bai, Bai Rushuang will become very obedient, obediently, she wiped away her tears, although her eyes were still rosy, she snuggled on Mo Bai's shoulder, listening to him say what he wanted to say.
"I remember the first time we met at the old clinic, and honestly, why would you go to such a horrible place?"
Bai Rushuang adjusted her emotions and said softly: "Li Xin and I both like to take risks, and when we heard that there was a very strange place there, we went." β
"When you saw me, would you be scared?"
"I'm scared to death." Bai Rushuang blushed and said: "However, I first felt that you should not be a ghost, because ghosts are not as handsome as you." β
"Who said it, ghosts can be transformed, if you have this kind of thought, maybe you will suffer in the future, because ghosts are also very handsome and handsome."
Bai Rushuang will fluctuate because of the little bit with Mo Bai, Mo Bai really didn't go, he was still by his side, holding his arm, it felt very real, it felt good.
She was very happy in her heart and said with a smile: "But I won't be moved by a handsome guy." β
"Do you know why I'm kissing you? After you regain your memory, do you blush? β
"I feel so shy." Bai Rushuang was like a little girl, sticking to the ink white, and said shyly in a low voice: "But I didn't dislike you, on the contrary, your mystery made me very curious, plus after contacting you, the opening of the yin and yang eyes made me believe that there is indeed such a thing in this world." β
"You're naΓ―ve, if I'm a bad person, wouldn't your first kiss be ......"
"Nonsense, you're not bad, you're good in my heart."
What a kind girl, young lady, you are also good in my heart, Mo Baixin said.
"I remember sometimes seeing you on the street, but I didn't say hello to you, you're busy broadcasting."
"Huh? Where is it? β
"The cinema in Wanda Plaza, and ...... Belch...... In a convenience store on Changwu Road...... I've also seen it in the park, and I've seen you doing morning exercises. β
"Then why don't you say hello to me?"
"Because I'm also shy when I look good." Mo Bai said shyly.
Bai Rushuang's heart warmed, and said, "You have been protecting me behind your back, right?" It's the same when you were in the third middle school, in order to prevent us from getting involved in the tricks of the Demon Sealing Society, you fought those two villains alone, and also, when you were in the curse dream, you also kept hinting at me, reminding me, protecting me, but I couldn't help at the time, you were very tired, right? β
"I'm not tired, because I don't want to see you die." Mo Bai paused and joked happily: "Because the young lady is not beautiful when she dies." β
"Nonsense, I won't die, I want to be beautiful at all times, especially in front of you, I want to leave a deep impression in your heart."
"What's the impression? Miss, you're suddenly getting weird. β
Bai Rushuang's face flushed, and he hesitated: "No...... It's nothing. β
Mo Bai smiled stupidly: "When were you most scared?" β
Bai Rushuang thought about it, and recalled all the pictures she and Mo Bai had experienced in her mind, including the scene of seeing Jia Coconut in the murderous mansion of the curse, the scene of being chased by Gangxiong carrying a kitchen knife on the street, and the scene of seeing Xiao Junxiong's ghost scream, and the scene of watching most people unable to answer the question and being squeezed into their heads in a different dimension, there are many, many more, super terrifying.
However, these terrible experiences, Mo Bai is by his side, so he will not feel afraid, on the contrary, the most frightening thing is when he loses you.
She said: "Actually, there is nothing scary anymore. β
"Hey, you've become strong." Mo Bai smiled.
"As long as you're around." Bai Rushuang said in a low voice.
Mo Bai looked at her under her shoulders, she was as beautiful as a fairy, and the faint body fragrance swept the tip of her nose, making people feel so comfortable, and they wanted to sleep in her arms.
He said, "Last time I was in another dimension, I seemed to be asleep, did you see me drooling?" β
Bai Rushuang sneered and said, "No, you are very quiet on my shoulder, sleeping very soundly, but I am very strange, you can also sleep in that environment, you don't know how surprised the people next to you are, looking at you like a monster." β
Of course, that's what makes you special, because you're different.
Mo Bai muttered: "Fortunately, there is no drooling, when I sleep at home, the eldest lady always says that I drool, so I don't believe it." β
"She's talking nonsense, she's naughty and mischievous, Mo Bai doesn't have it." Bai Rushuang said gently: "If you drool, I will wipe it off for you." β
"You're so nice." Mo Bai Dao.
Bai Rushuang said again: "Can you still lean on my arms like you did at that time?" β
"Is that okay?"
"Eun, yes."
Bai Rushuang held Mo Bai in his arms, Mo Bai also lay down comfortably, the dusk was not dazzling, it was very soft, a few small birds flew in the sky, it seemed to be very cheerful, so that the world was instantly quiet, the breeze blew, Mo Bai enjoyed this moment very much.
However, time is running out for them.
"Ink white."
"Huh?"
"You look so good now, if only I could hold you all the time."
Mo Bai's face flushed, and he said in a low voice: "Why do you suddenly feel like a mother." β
Bai Rushuang smiled: "I can also take care of you like a mother, good baby." β
Mo Bai muttered, "In this case, it will become even stranger. β
"You're not going to be shy, are you?"
"Well, I wasn't shy just now, but now I'm so shy." Mo Bai didn't dare to look directly at the plump chest, and blushed.
"Shy kid."
"You seem to know very well, it's because you've been independent from your parents since you were a child, so you know how to take care of yourself."
"Isn't this the same as you?"
"Yes."
"Mo Bai, look, the clouds in the sky don't look like two hearts?"
Mo Bai raised his head and muttered, "I can't see it at all, your chest is blocked." β
"Forehead......" Bai Rushuang cautiously withdrew her hand, for fear that Mo Bai would reject herself, she would love him well, and she didn't want to see him have any negative emotions, in fact, Mo Bai smiled the most cute.
Mo Bai hurriedly got up, and suddenly said very seriously: "Thank you, I won't forget today's events." β
"You...... Going? "Bai Rushuang hasn't reacted yet.
"Well, I will always remember, this is the memory you gave me."
After saying that, Mo Bai turned around and left.
"Ink White...... No...... Don't go ......" When Bai Rushuang wanted to rush up and hug Mo Bai's back, she found that Mo Bai was gone.
disappeared suddenly, so that Bai Rushuang chased after him with all his might, but ah, running aimlessly like this, he could never see his shadow.
After running for a long time and shouting for a long time, the mood instantly fell to the bottom, and there was no one in the empty halfway up the mountain, except for the road.
She fell to the ground, and immediately cried heartbroken, choking up: "Mo Bai...... It turns out that you still have to go...... Don't give me a chance...... I don't know why...... I'm a failure...... I'm so scared...... Will I never see you again...... Ink White ...... Can you come back......
"Ink White ......"
"Are you really gone?"
"I'm so scared ......"
"Please come back......"
"Obviously you like me......"
"I don't want to be alone anymore......"
"You said you didn't want to upset me...... But it hurts me so much now......"
"Really...... It hurts......"
cried until he was deprived of oxygen and couldn't breathe, but he still shouted Mo Bai's name in a tearing voice, hoping that Mo Bai could hear his voice, even if it was just a sound.
Can you hear me?
I'm calling that boy.
Hey, did you see my boy, I accidentally got him lost, can you give him back to me?
Bai Rushuang couldn't wipe away her tears, but she also stood up stubbornly, her eyes blurred with tears, she couldn't see clearly, she desperately looked for Mo Bai, crying out the man's name, calling don't go, but she couldn't get a response.
Maybe Mo Bai did something wrong, because, Mo Bai didn't know that he actually liked Bai Rushuang when he said this, but he still rejected her, which hurt Bai Rushuang's heart even more than all else.
A girl already thinks of you as her everything, so why would you do it, you don't know, when you leave, her whole sky will fall.
Do you think she can hold up the sky on her own?
The answer is no, love is beautiful, but it is also cruel, half heaven and half hell, just like the true meaning of this world, which is difficult to explore.
Fate is sometimes the same, the more you desire something, the more you lose something, although some people deny this, but, in life, isn't this a portrayal of reality?
In the midst of nothingness, the eighteen-year-old dusk drew a tear stain, showing a brief star in the sky, and no one knew who he was.