Chapter 7 Diary
Maybe it's because Xiao Mo is abnormally absent-minded, or because Bai Yimei has something on her mind, in short, she didn't eat happily at this meal. Before leaving, he didn't even notify Xiao Mo, so he ran to the cashier to settle the account.
Looking at the coffee that Bai Yimei deliberately left for him when he left, Xiao Mo couldn't help but sigh at Bai Yimei's carefulness, and suddenly felt that this Bai Fumei Nizi was not so annoying.
It's just that a can of coffee isn't enough for him right now, because he needs to do a test to see if he's asleep even when he's in the heat of his spirits.
Xiao Mo then used his pocket money to buy two cans of coffee, plus two cans of Red Bull, which are not suitable for teenagers to drink, and some foods containing stimulants.
It wasn't until he wiped out most of these things that he ate and drank that Xiao Mo endured his stomach distension and returned to school.
I don't know if it's because he ingested too much stimulants, Xiao Mo not only didn't feel the slightest sleep, but his thinking also became active, and the whole person was in a very excited state, which made him scratch his ears and cheeks uncomfortably for a while.
In the process, in order to divert his attention and calm himself down from the state of excitement, he began to boredly flip through Su Hao's schoolbag.
This was the first time he looked through the contents of his schoolbag, although he said that he carried this thing back last night, but because he was all focused on Su Hao's memory, he forgot to open it to see.
If it weren't for the fact that he really couldn't listen to the lecture and didn't have a common language with the people around him, he wouldn't have thought about it.
Xiao Mo opened the zipper of his schoolbag, and then he opened his mouth and glanced inside. He found that the bag was almost empty, and there was only a notebook in it that he didn't know what it was used for.
Xiao Mo was not much surprised by the scene in the schoolbag, because Su Hao's desk and the desk were stuffed with a lot of textbooks and books, and the weight of the schoolbag was very light, so he had expected it a long time ago.
Not to mention disappointment or disappointment, Xiao Mo took out the notebook from his schoolbag with great curiosity, and then put it on the desk and looked through it.
When he opened the notebook, the first page was scribbled:
"This is my diary, a record of what happened in my day. If only this one were there in this diary. That means I'm a normal person, and all I feel is delusion.
Conversely, if there is a second part in this diary, it will be more. So...... It proved that my hunch had come true.
So. Be sure I won't see the second diary entry come out. ”
This first page is already clearly written. This is Su Hao's diary, and the date marked on it is a month from now.
Xiao Mo calculated and found that this was exactly in Su Hao's memory. His mother took him to the hospital for a visit, and was later diagnosed with mental illness.
In other words, Su Hao began to realize that he might have become another person a month ago.
Xiao Mo suddenly had a big guess at this time, but he didn't insist on verifying it immediately, but temporarily pressed it down and continued to look at the diary.
The second diary appeared immediately after, and there was only two days between it and the previous diary, which shows that Su Hao's wish has not been realized, and he does have some kind of problem.
"A very horrible thing happened today, and that was when I saw this journal and the one on the front page.
If it weren't for the exact same handwriting as mine, I wouldn't have believed that I wrote the diary myself.
Yes, I don't have the slightest impression of that.
I felt like I was having amnesia, but it was very strange that it didn't affect my life, what the hell. ”
Xiao Mo's brows furrowed very tightly, because the content of the second diary did not match the conjecture he had just born, and he did not hesitate to turn to the next page.
This diary entry was taken a week ago.
"I found out that I did suffer from some kind of mental illness, and although Professor Cheng confirmed my illness from the beginning, I didn't believe it very much, after all, everyone fantasizes that everyone will have a near-perfect self in their minds.
But believe it or not, anyway, I'm unknowingly losing my memory. Although these lost memories may seem unrelated to my life, in fact I do feel like I have missed many, many key points.
I told Bai Yimei about this today, and asked her to help me keep an eye on myself, but I don't know if this eldest lady will listen to me like this.
Fortunately, I have already thought of a way, even if she doesn't care, I have a way to know the truth myself. ”
Seeing this, Xiao Mo guessed that Su Hao should have seen a doctor a month ago, and then was diagnosed with similar schizophrenia, which is also a severe fantasy disorder. However, although Su Hao was faintly aware of his physical discomfort, he never thought of himself as a patient, until he found out that he had no impression of the diary he had written.
In Su Hao's diary, the most conspicuous word is "amnesia", Su Hao constantly mentions that he feels that he is having amnesia, and the fact that he has no impression of writing a diary also proves this. But he emphasized in his diary that the lost memories didn't seem to affect his life at all.
This is obviously very contradictory, since it has not affected him, how can he notice that he has lost his memory?
Or is there anything that can quietly disappear from his memory?
With such doubts and some expectations, Xiao Mo turned to the next page again.
This page was written five days ago.
"Well, I can't leave this notebook now, because I have a strong intuition right now that maybe I'm going to lose a memory in the next second.
Today, for example, I had completely forgotten about it, and I wouldn't have even opened my schoolbag if it hadn't been for the new review questions that the school had sent me back to take home. Thankfully, it reminded me.
Now the teacher asked me to go to the podium and help him distribute the review questions to the students, and then, whatever I was going to do next, I would write it down so that I wouldn't forget it.
It felt a lot like a European or American movie, but I had only fear, not any excitement.
Okay, I came back after sending the review questions, and somehow there were two more review questions, obviously 62 people. Forget about these things, I should think about what to do next, because I'm sleepy again. ”
This diary is very long, so seeing this, Xiao Mo didn't continue to read but stopped, because he suddenly felt that the number of people recorded in the diary was worth his determination.
He lifted his head, and counted them carefully, row by row, and the number he counted was thirty-two!
The number of people in the class is 30 fewer than what Su Hao recorded in his diary!
Xiao Mo didn't believe that the number of the two would be so different, because the class didn't look like a few people. Then he counted it twice, but each time it was 30 people, no more, no less!
Xiao Mo forcibly suppressed his shocked mind and continued to watch.
Just now, when I was about to fall asleep, my best friend Wang Yong secretly sent me a note, saying that skipping class and going to an Internet café for a while was "very scary".
It's true that I love that game, but if I skip class and get caught, I'm dead. I think Zhang Fan should not dare to go. ”
This diary is recorded here, and Xiao Mo did not hesitate to turn to the next one.
This diary was written four days ago.
"Oh my God! I couldn't believe my eyes, and yes, I can't describe how horrified I am now, because I seem to have finally realized what my lost memory is.
It's the size of the class, no, it's my classmates, and maybe it's everyone I've ever met.
Because I don't remember that there was a person named Wang Yong in the class, and I didn't know that this Wang Yong was still my best friend. and the one named Zhang Fan, I don't have the slightest impression.
Yes, I was shocked but I didn't believe it, I decided to check the size of the class, I don't think I'd ever play such a horrible joke on myself.
I was scared, I'm really scared now, the class was 50 people. But the record in my diary is obviously 62 people, where are those 12 people?
I just inquired around the class, and it turned out that no one knew Wang Yong and Zhang Fan. However, what made me even more creepy was that when each of them counted the class size, they all told me very strictly, and there were 62 people in the class!
But...... But why can't I see it!
Are they really human...... (To be continued......