Chapter 451: Conflict of Consciousness

Before I could finish my words, a thought crossed my mind, and this thought not only shocked me, but also shuddered.

"Is it the vanity that really disappears......?"

"Yes, the Void has always been able to read the memories in my head, and it wouldn't be strange if the current 'I' was 'him', could I be the Void? The one who really disappeared was 'me'?! ”

"No, it's impossible, even if the Void knows my memories and consciousness, it is impossible to have affection for my parents......"

"How is it impossible, he knows the memory of 'me' and naturally understands the emotions of 'my'. He's been in 'me' for so long, how can he not understand......"

"So...... Who the hell am I...... Is it a void, or is it a void ......"

Contradictory thoughts kept popping up in my mind, as if there were two people debating in my mind. But I can clearly feel that those two people are "me" myself.

The more I thought about it, the more confused it became, panic, pain, fear, these negative emotions kept coming out, and a chill quickly spread from my back.

I lay flat on the stone bed with my eyes wide open, staring directly at the leader of the Yang Shi in front of me, unable to say a word.

Seeing this, the leader of the Yang Shi also seemed a little overwhelmed, he seemed to think that I was frightened to learn that I was going to become a vegetative person for the rest of my life, so he hurriedly comforted me and said, "Shen Xu, you calm down, I know that you can't accept this matter for a while. I'm just telling you about the possibility, maybe I can find a cure for you? ”

"Besides, the current situation in Yangshili, I don't think you know it without me telling you...... I need your help...... So, it's not what I want to see you like this ......"

Looking at the Yang Leader's mouth constantly opening and closing, I knew what he was saying to me, but at this time I couldn't hear a word, only an unfamiliar voice kept echoing in my ears: "Who am I, who am I, who am I......"

After a long silence, the leader of the Yang Shi saw that I didn't say a word, so he was about to turn around and leave, he sighed and said, "You have a good rest, I won't disturb ......"

Before he could finish speaking, I couldn't stand the thought in my heart that was almost driving me crazy, and shouted hysterically: "Shut up! Shut up! I know who I am, shut up! ”

The leader of the Yang Shi was stunned by the sudden shout, and after taking a few steps back, he calmed down again. He looked at me and slowly opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but he was not heard when the words came to his lips.

After a moment, the leader of the Yang Shi hesitated for a moment and said, "Shen Xu, have you thought of something, what makes you so painful, tell me." ”

I couldn't think anymore at the moment, my brain was in chaos, and I just said incoherently: "I am me, I can't be wrong, I am ......"

Seeing this, the leader of the Yang Shi frowned, and he turned around and walked to the table where the medicine was placed, with his back to me, as if he was getting something.

After a moment, he turned around, holding a bottle in his hand that had been filled with transparent liquid, and said to me: "Shen Xu, you must be too tired, I'll help you get a tranquilizer, you can rest well......"

Looking at the leader of the Yang Shi who was walking towards me with a syringe in hand, for some reason, I felt in my heart that he wanted to harm me, so I desperately tried to struggle to get up. However, as soon as I twitched slightly, the sharp pain forced me to stop.

"What do you want to do, you don't want to hurt me! I am the God King...... At this point, my sanity was close to collapse, and I could no longer control my mind at all, but I just put together the words that came to my head into sentences and said them out of my mouth.

The leader of the Yang Shi ignored my resistance, he pointed the needle at my arm, and pierced it at once, and at the same time said with a sad face: "Don't worry, I won't hurt you, just let you calm down......" After saying that, I watched him gradually push the potion in the syringe into my body, but I couldn't resist.

After the potion entered my body, I immediately felt my restless emotions gradually calm down, and at the same time, my body slowly became lighter, and as a wave of sleepiness hit, I unconsciously closed my eyes and fell asleep......

……

I slept deeply, and I don't know how long it took, but I slowly woke up from my sleep. I don't know if it was because the leader of the Yang Shi injected me with a tranquilizer, and at this time, the pain in my body actually subsided a little, and the original manic mood in my heart was calmed down, but the doubts that made me conflicted did not disappear.

Lying on the bed, I looked around, and there was no one in the room, except for a candlestick with a dim candlelight on the wall beside it.

"Hey, anyone?" I was so hungry and thirsty that I wanted someone to bring me something to eat and drink.

My voice echoed through the room for a few moments, and although no one answered, there was a rush of footsteps.

After a while, I saw that the man I had met before entering the underworld, Wang Bin, was standing at the door with a candlestick in his hand. He looked warily at both sides of the door, then crept in, then turned back and carefully closed the door.

He walked up to my bed with a candlestick in one hand and something like a lunch box in the other, and said, "Lord Shen, are you okay?" ”

I looked at his cautious appearance and felt a little strange, so I asked, "Why are you like a thief?" What happened? ”

He lifted the things he was carrying to the candlelight and whispered, "I have wanted to visit you since you came back, but the second master refused to let you, saying that you were suffering from a strange illness and were afraid that we would be infected, so I never came." After that, I saw that they hadn't given you anything to eat or drink, so I was going to get some food and secretly bring it to you, but ......."

Hearing that he was endless, very verbose, I interrupted: "Okay, okay, I know, you can just tell me the point." ”

Wang Bin smiled and said, "Well, look, I just secretly brought you food, it's still hot, I'll feed you some......"

As he spoke, Wang Bin put the candlestick in his hand on the table beside him, freed his hand, and slowly opened the lunch box. Suddenly, the aroma of the food wafted out, and my mouth instantly overflowed with saliva.

"Thank you so much......" I thanked.

"This little thing, you see that you are polite, if you hadn't protected me before, maybe I would still be being bullied now......" As he spoke, Wang Bin picked up the hot meal with chopsticks and was about to feed it to me.

At this moment, only to hear a "bang", the door was pushed open, and the person who entered the door rushed to the bed without saying a word, raised his hand to knock the food in Wang Bin's hand to the ground, grabbed him by the collar and lifted him up, and said sharply: "I guessed that you would not be obedient, and it was so...... This is your own ......."

"Second master, I was wrong, I was wrong, please let me go, I just want to get Lord Shen something to eat...... Wang Bin begged bitterly.

"One bite at a time, Lord Shen, what do I say, it seems that you don't take me seriously, okay!" As he spoke, Er Ye took out a bright knife from his arms, and without saying anything, he raised his hand and stabbed it into Wang Bin's left eye......