Chapter 12: Self-Destruction

I don't know how many days have passed, my dreams are muddy, and in an instant, there are swords and swords, and in an instant, it is the days that my grandparents and I spent in childhood.

Sadness is attached to the human heart, constantly absorbing the power of life, and every slight change in it will cause the whole person to convuls, and this pain will migrate over time, coming deeper and deeper than one time, deep, and deep into the bone marrow.

For many days, I couldn't cry anymore, my eyes were dry like a desert, and I looked in the mirror and saw the red blood under my eyes crawling all over my eyeballs, and they were mourning a terrible story.

Angelica and Yunjian stood outside the door day and day, eating, drinking, and lazing, for fear that I would not be able to think about it for a while.

How long has it been since I hid in my room alone? Grief drains the brain from thinking and organizing one's thoughts. Hatred, resentment, anger, infatuation, the monstrous anger in the chest is also dragged by sadness, and the days are mixed in a trance.

I can't tell if it's one day, late at night, I woke up from a deep nightmare, staring at my eyes in the dark, and the small voice of Angelica in the corridor was heard very clearly, she was crying!

"Yueqing, I know you're uncomfortable...... I'm also uncomfortable......"

It squeaked and cried, paused and said, "My black cat's body was damaged before, and I thought I wouldn't survive this catastrophe." But you found a fox body for me, and at that moment I vowed to live well, so I have been working hard to cultivate the spiritual root and strive to fit in with this body...... I miss my ancestors too, woo, but I know that I should cheer up and avenge their grievances......"

Angelica spoke very chaotically, and fragmentary voices reached the room. For the past few days, it has been guarding the door, never leaving half a step.

"Angelica, don't cry, the night wind pill has given Yueqing several pills, her body will be fine, but she is too sad, she is moved, when she gets better, we will avenge the deceased together!" A deep voice sounded outside the door, and it turned out that he had never left.

The night is as cold as water, very lonely, a few days ago I took the night breeze Rin to give me the pill, the body and bones feel much stronger, along with the mood has also calmed down, hearing that the people who care about themselves are so worried outside the door, I feel very guilty, and I secretly make up my mind.

Roll over and sit up, turn on the light, take out three copper coins from under the pillow, and throw them into the air.

Get a Gu hexagram, the main hexagram is a Xun hexagram, and the hexagram is like the wind. The hexagram shows that the malpractice has accumulated for a long time, and it is necessary to rectify the malpractice and control the chaos. Gu hexagram under the single hexagram for the wind, on the single hexagram for the gen, the two single hexagrams combined with the wind and the mountains, whirling and evil, prosperous and declining, everything must be prevented before it happens, in order to be conducive to the big rivers and rivers, with the change of events, and finally the world is governed, long and safe.

Gu Hexagram ...... To put it simply, it means to be bewitched, but now the situation is confusing, who is bewitched, and who is bewitched? There is no clear answer in mind. Tossing and turning to the dawn, looking at the time, it was almost time, secretly made up his mind, got up and opened the door.

Yunjian and Angelica were asleep in a daze, probably half-asleep and half-awake, when they saw me open the door, they couldn't help but be overjoyed: "Yueqing, so early, you woke up?" Yunma's voice was hoarse, and it was obvious that he hadn't rested well.

"Go to your room and rest, I'll be fine." With his left hand, he stroked the angelica that ran up to his shoulder and rubbed against me, and whispered to Yunjian: "Don't burn your body, Senior Brother Yunjian." ”

He smiled brightly, his face was full of happiness, and replied, "It's okay to be good, I'm fine, didn't you say that my growing boy is in great health." As he spoke, he sneezed hard, and he quickly covered his mouth and laughed heartlessly.

I was amused by him, moved a little emotion, pursed my lips and smiled, and said to him, "Okay, go to sleep, rest well, we still have a long way to go." ”

Seeing that I seemed to be really well, Yunma happily got up from the ground, said yes again and again, and disappeared at the end of the corridor with the quilt in his hands.

Turning around and closing the door, the seal cut off the sound in the room, and the angelica on his shoulder asked with a little worry, "Is it really okay?" ”

I took it off my shoulder, this little thing has lost a lot of weight recently, and it seems to be worrying it when I hold it in my hand, and I need to give it more meat another day.

Put it at the end of the bed, sit facing each other, and say solemnly: "Angelica, I just divined a hexagram and got a Gu hexagram, which is the most complicated, which also shows that we are now bewitched, maybe right and wrong are not clear from black and white." ”

"What we have experienced recently, it is really strange, it stands to reason that when something happened to the ancestor, you have a sense, but it happened that we went to Kunlun to find Qianyu, and we were trapped in the formation, and our six senses were weakened. The most unusual thing is that we escaped without any hindrance! Angelica said thoughtfully, frowning his little brow. It seems that after the cultivation of this little thing, his mind is much clearer, unlike before, when he was in a trance all day long.

"Yes, there must be a demon when things go wrong, so ...... Angelica, I'm ready to ...... I sealed my lust and needed your help, and now the only one I can trust is you. With a consultative but unquestionable tone, he said to Angelica.

This little thing was so shocked that his eyes widened, and he looked at me with watery eyes: "Yueqing, why bother, it doesn't have to be like this, if you seal your lust, you will no longer be able to love and be loved in the future, and people's spiritual roots are the most exquisite, this lust is not sealed if you want to be sealed, and you can solve it if you want to." ”

"Angelica ......" I looked at it helplessly, although this little thing was stubborn, but the most towards me, so patiently told it: "I thought that the future road is to practice in the six gates, to solve problems for the common people in the world, who knows, over the past few years, not only failed to protect others, but let themselves fall into one mystery after another, all this must be related to the book that the ancestor gave me, but I didn't notice it, and it also led to the murder of the ancestor, and I didn't know it." If this continues, I'm afraid you and I won't be able to protect you. ”

Angelica was silent and didn't speak, thought for a while, and said slowly: "Okay, but you have to promise me, no matter what, you must not risk yourself!" ”

"Okay, I promise you, let's get started." I have already made up my mind, and it is more important to protect the people around me than the desire for love.

Lying flat on the bed, closing my eyes tightly, urging the spiritual root, forcing it out extra, Angelica squatted on my lower abdomen, cast a spell to seal for me......

When I woke up again, it was already halfway through noon, and Yun Ma and Ye Feng Rin were playing poker in their room. Although Ye Feng Rin is the oldest, he is also the most fashionable, he knows a thing or two about everything outside, and he will try the recent popular gameplay, food, and clothing, and bring it back to the bureau to share and have fun with everyone.

When the two of them saw me wake up, they dropped the poker in their hands, ran to the side of the bed and asked me in unison how I felt.

"It's much better, let's go practice if there's nothing to do!" Waving his hand, he said to the Night Breeze Rin.

The clouds and the night breeze stared at me in disbelief: "Yueqing, you...... Although I worked hard before, I didn't work so hard! You're just getting better, so you're going to practice? ”

I nodded, lifted the quilt, and carefully covered the angelica sleeping next to me, this little thing probably rested after keeping my spiritual consciousness stable. I got out of bed, put on my shoes, and walked to the palace.

I saw a lot of fresh faces along the way, both young and old, and it seems that another group of old-timers have returned to Liuyamen to report.