Today is Friday, and at 2 p.m., I didn't receive the recommendation for next week, and then I received a notice that the application for Sanjiang and Sanjiang's remuneration was not approved.

Everything was expected.

World Blade, 100 chapters, nearly 250,000 words.

In addition to the support in reality.

It took hundreds of dollars to operate, and so far there has not been a single tip, and 10 fans are my own trumpet; There is probably not a single real recommendation ticket; The collection that was added to the test water should have already been gone.

I don't feel any support and popularity, and a few other reader comments spray me.

Under cervical spondylitis, lumbar muscle strain, and neurasthenia, I stayed up until two o'clock in the morning every day and wrote for more than a month.

Overall, that's it.

I don't remember whether this is the 8th or 9th book I wrote on the street, but the number of words on the street before was 600,000 and 50,000. As for the manuscript that rots on the hard drive, more.

The long and tragic history, I am old, I have already known that the reality is cruel, there are no tears, no anger, and I can't bear to blame myself.

A young man who is full of ambition and has higher ambitions than the sky, has lowered his bright eyes, and only shows an old state of thought in front of people.

Because I'm not talented, because I'm too rubbish to write?

Maybe that's the answer, but no one wants to take it.

I really want to leave a little memorial here, so I won't shy away from saying anything.

Writing comes from inner loneliness, it is a kind of confession, even if only the sound of the keyboard accompanies me for the rest of my life, even if only the wind is listening, I still want to write.

But I don't want to say anything more, I just want to write quietly, write for the sake of writing.

At least in my mind, it's a wonderful and serious story.

When they live in the story, my soul lives.

Or, to put it bluntly, I have lost the enthusiasm and courage to open a new book, which is built on a framework of more than 5 million words.

In the end, I was curious to see how far I could write.

The desire of the heart is the other side of fate.

The above is remembered.

World Blade is just that. I am hitting it in my hand, please wait a moment,

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