I started writing the book at nine o'clock as usual, and I wrote half a chapter, and when I thought of the decision I had made, I suddenly felt the urge to find someone to talk to.

The development of this book is my first book, from the time I was bored after the senior year to start writing, to now it has been nearly a year and a half, more than 400 days, and I have also become a white-collar dog and an exam dog, although I have always been a single dog, but this book has indeed accompanied me through the most critical period.

As far as the results are concerned, in fact, as a science and engineering man who is lagging behind in the college entrance examination, the first book to write this result, no, even if it is only half of the development results, there is nothing to regret.

And I know very well that the development can have this achievement, not because of how well I write, but because I rushed to a good time, Chen Rui, chairman of station B, said, "In fact, this generation of young people, post-90s, post-00s, they are very patriotic." "This is what I feel the most when I write this book, as far as I am concerned, I have lived without worrying about food and clothing since I was a child, my academic education has been smooth along the way, and the future is full of expectations, it can be said that I live in a very good country, and such a country is also loved by young people from the bottom of their hearts.

But it's a pity that as an author, I obviously can't control such a subject.

If I still have a relatively clear idea in the previous world, then in the world of slashing red, even I don't know where my thoughts are, and I have the intention to write something different in each world, but I can only extricate myself in the entanglement and chaos, and it is about that time that writing books every day has become a burden, a burden for manuscript fees, and a burden to force myself to write for income.

This is especially true after I get to work, and I feel that writing time after work is far more tiring than sitting in the office.

By the end of the day, my mindset in the book had completely collapsed.

No longer trying to figure out how to shape characters, no longer trying to conceive a plot, even if you write a work you like very much, you will have a feeling that you don't know how to write that love, so you just have to get by, mixed with the number of words and full attendance, watching readers go away one by one, and don't care, comfort yourself in your heart, find all kinds of excuses, too busy and have no time or anything......

Actually, I know very well that my mentality has changed, at the beginning of writing a book, when I was typing with two fingers, I pondered the language word by word, and the feeling of pondering the plot all day long was completely gone, and now although ten fingers are tapping fast, when I sit in front of the computer, my head is blank.

That's why I've been saying that I'll write until no one reads it, because I know that I'm writing for the readers, not for myself, and if there's really no one left, then the eunuch, I won't feel sorry for it.

Then, I slowly discovered that there were two hundred and thirty-two readers, and no matter how bad and chaotic my writing was, it never changed.

No, it's not that there hasn't been any change, it's about two hundred and fifty, and it's gradually going to be two hundred and thirty-two now.

This is an automatic subscription for readers.

I'm well aware that the vast majority of them don't read my books anymore, but are still automatically subscribed.

Maybe it's because of my promise, they think, as long as I subscribe and prove that I'm still there, I'll keep writing.

Thanks, really.

I know that the vast majority of you won't see this single chapter, but I still have to say thank you.

I always believe that a book, a network, how many people read piracy, how many people read the genuine version, in fact, has nothing to do with anti-theft, what copyright awareness, does not have much to do with it.

If you like it, you're willing to spend it, that's all.

So even if you don't read my book anymore, I know very well that you like my book.

I'm sorry to say so much, although I'm a gentleman, but sometimes I'm always so emotional that I'll be shy, let's get to the point:

There will be no update today.

The release of a new book on May 2nd, or 3rd, is an attempt at whether or not I will continue to write.

The development meeting will end in May.,That's what the editor said.,It's best to finish the old book in the month when the new book is released.,So,I don't care about the full attendance in May.,If you can't write, I won't force myself to write.,I'll do it well.,Try to come up with the best state.,To finally portray those characters.,Emilia,Betty,Nini,Estes,Rheinharut......

Regarding the new book, the beginning is just a little bit of me.,Relatively simple.,Occasionally, I fantasize about the scene or plot where I'll steal the fun alone.,So it's still very interesting to write.,As for the middle and late stages...... That's a test of your ability to be an author, ahem.

Above.

Well, probably not many people read such a long single chapter.