When Xiao Tingzi first followed Ye Zao, he was just moved.

He was sent to the Ministry of Internal Affairs at a very young age, and he was stabbed and raised for a few months and began to work.

People are too small to do any good work with little strength. But the Ministry of Internal Affairs is a place of cannibalism.

Eunuchs have no roots and are not worth much. If you can't work, you don't have anything to eat.

Although everyone is a eunuch and there is an object missing, people are so strange.

There is nothing to sympathize with each other, but it is easy to bully the weak.

When Xiao Tingzi was recommended to see the dog, he was actually very happy, no longer bullied and scolded by the eunuchs who lived with him, and he was able to live in a room by himself and eat well, it was really like heaven.

At that time, the master was still a concubine, and he couldn't be called the master, only a girl.

When he was young, when he saw the girl's face for the first time, he thought that the girl was really beautiful.

It's better than Fujin!

The girl didn't dislike him for being small, nor did she dislike him for not being able to work.

After coming to the Jinyu Pavilion, he was very relaxed, and he grew meat in a few months.

Later, when the briquette died, he was very afraid that the girl would not want him, and if he returned it, he really wanted to die.

Fortunately, the girl was kind-hearted and did not ask him to leave.

It's no wonder that he didn't take a good look at the dog.

It was also at this time that he was ruthless and had to come out, and he couldn't call the girl unable to even raise a dog.

Later, everyone in the palace knew that he He Shouting was the No. 1 ruthless person, and he usually spoke very little. But if it is not good for the master, he will be extremely ruthless.

He can't control the thoughts of the masters, but after entering the palace, he pinched the thoughts of the minions.

As long as it is unfavorable to the master, whoever comes will be unlucky.

At first, Xiaoting was just grateful for his own thoughts.

When he realized that his mind had changed, Xiao Tingzi was already a thirty-year-old eunuch.

At that time, Miss Ye was already Concubine Chen's mother.

She has infinite scenery and constant favors, which is a world of difference compared to the concubine who was unstable at the beginning.

When the little pavilion perceives his own mind, he even looks down on himself.

Who is the master, that is the fairy of the nine heavens, how can a filthy eunuch figure it out?

He cursed himself like this over and over again, even if he liked it, he didn't deserve it, and he didn't deserve it secretly!

So, he put away these messes and only served his master.

But this kind of thing, Rao has the willpower, and he can't stop it.

The more time passed, the more he struggled.

Of course, he didn't think anything had changed, and later he tolerated himself and allowed himself to secretly like his master.

It is true that there is no change, he does not dare to take a second look, nor does he dare to do one more thing or say one more word.

The master prefers the palace maid to serve, so he retreats and only does the outside work well.

No one is allowed to be disadvantageous to the master.

Occasionally the emperor didn't come, and he was worried, how could he not come? The emperor is not happy, and the master is not happy.

He looked forward to it for his master.

He thought that the emperor had to come every day, so that the master would be happy and stand more steadily.

He didn't dare to analyze his heart, he felt that it was shameless to secretly like the master like this, and it was all inferior.

So he only hopes that the master can be better and better.

He even thought that a person like the master should accompany the emperor.

That's how you want to be spoiled.

If the master is a favorite concubine every life, he is even willing to be the master's slave for the rest of his life.

Be a rootless eunuch!

Such thoughts were crazy, but he himself felt that his heart was beating faster.

When the master gave birth to the ninth elder brother, he was born prematurely for no reason.

He is more active and serious than anyone else.

When the emperor found out, he rewarded him for his loyalty. But the emperor didn't know, he was just afraid.

I am afraid that there will be an enemy in the shadows, and I am afraid that the enemy will harm the master.

Later, the master finally became the imperial concubine and the biggest hostess of the harem.

He was also a lot more relieved, he thought, the master finally didn't need to bow his head.

The emperor is reluctant to bow his master's head.

Later, the master got old, and his peerless appearance was lost day by day.

But he thought his master was better-looking.

Fortunately, the emperor seems to think so.

He was very relieved to think that it was the emperor who cared about his master the most. The master is very happy.

Later, the master fell seriously ill, and later the master passed away......

Xiao Tingzi thought about it, and he was dead.

But he didn't dare, what if he died with him and was discovered?

Even if he is dead, he can't ask his master to leave a trace of bad place.

A eunuch, he is not qualified to die with his master.

Let's go a few years, and after a few years, forget about dying of illness.

After the death of his master, he remained in the Old Summer Palace. It was the new emperor who understood him for serving his master all his life and allowed him to retire in the garden.

He was indeed very well served.

The master is gone, and he can be honest and sad. He can miss unbridledly.

He had seen too many of his masters, and he remembered each one clearly. He can slowly recall.

He was glad he couldn't write a few words, and he was glad he couldn't draw.

So that he won't be exposed when he can't help it.

He uses his thoughts as pen and ink, redrawing the past in his mind scene by scene.

From the first sight of the master, to the last sight of the master.

If you don't eat or sleep, you don't have enough time. After all, he can recall from beginning to end, and from beginning to end.

I don't know what year or month, I don't know how many times.

After three years like this, he is already an old eunuch with white hair on his back.

Even though he's not that old.

He always reminded himself not to show the slightest. He is a eunuch, and even thinking too much is a blasphemy against his master.

But he couldn't help it, and he didn't sleep at night, recalling over and over what his master did and said.

Sometimes it's so clear that in what year the master wears and what he wears, he can think of it.

In the fourth year, he was gone.

Memories will break and then start from scratch.

Finally, I often remember the first time I met my master.

He died one afternoon, lying in a rocking chair in the courtyard.

When he was dying, he became clear. He couldn't think about his master anymore. I don't know if a rootless person like him dies, can he see his master?

I can't think of it.

The master must have gone to heaven, but he is like this, but he doesn't know which hell is waiting.

let out a long sigh and muttered in a low voice: "The little pavilion can't see the master, master, you have to live well......"

When I closed my eyes, it was a gust of wind that brought the jujube flowers in April to the ground.

No one knew that this old eunuch liked his master all his life.

The wind passes without a trace, and his liking is like this gust of wind.

It's just that...... Like this, in fact, it really deserves respect.

Even though, no one will respect his liking.

Who knows, he won't regret it. It's just a pity that after parting, I will never see each other again.

However, isn't everyone in this world the same, after really parting, they will never see each other again.