Chapter 40: Suicide
This is probably the worst day Liu Dayong has ever experienced in his life, even worse than the day he saw Xiangyun girl board the long-distance bus.
On the day Xiangyun left, the whole sky was gray, as if it had lost all its color, but today it was already dark, and even the meaning of life had been lost.
The talisman had been taken off, and there were no restrictions, but Liu Dayong seemed to be caught by some invisible force, and he still stood in place for a long time.
It was as if he had been punched hard in the chest, he only felt stuffy in his chest, unspeakably uncomfortable, but he couldn't cry, he wanted to yell loudly, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something and he couldn't make a sound.
The mind is also very chaotic, empty, just muddy, aimless.
Liu Dayong's mind is simple, it turns out that in the village, even if he is teased by those middle-aged village women, he will blush.
His wish is also very simple, as long as he can look at the person he likes every day, he is already satisfied, this wish has been overfulfilled, but he didn't expect the result to be like this.
He once made a vow in his heart to protect the person he liked for the rest of his life, but now... He was confused.
All the sweet dreams were shattered in an instant when they were within reach, and I am afraid that there is no crueler fact than this.
For some reason, he suddenly remembered that Senior Sister Xue, she was really a vicious woman, not only ruined Xu Ziyan, but also ruined him, is this her revenge on these 'mortals'?
Unconsciously, before coming to a stone house, Liu Dayong looked up and saw that he had returned to his door.
The door was open, and there was some movement inside, obviously Xu Ziyan had returned.
Liu Dayong hesitated in his heart and didn't know how to face it.
"Bastards, men are bastards!"
Hearing the sound of smashing things from inside, as well as the sound of swearing, he silently turned to leave.
It was night, and the sky was pitch black.
Liu Dayong didn't know where to go, and remembered that Uncle Zhang in the east of the village said that where there is a family, it is home.
But now, in this cold sect, does he still have a home?
Faintly moved some suicidal thoughts, now it is time to be grounded, and there are sect disciples patrolling the mountain gate.
If you are caught in the absence of special circumstances, you will inevitably be punished, mistaken for an intruder, or even killed on the spot.
Liu Dayong even looked forward to meeting the Night Patrol disciple and being punished or killed to get rid of these troubles now.
Unfortunately, along the way, he didn't run into anyone.
I don't know how long it took to walk out before coming to a well.
The surroundings are covered with moss, the ground is slippery, and the wellhead is black and hollow, which is a bit scary to look at.
Silently glanced at the sky, is this providence?
'If I die, will that person shed a tear for me?' Liu Dayong smiled, the corners of his eyes were sour, and his smile was bitter.
I don't know if it's a flashback before he died, Liu Dayong stared at the well and recalled many things.
There is family, there are friends.
At nightfall, it was so cold that he froze and stiffened, and he couldn't stop shivering.
Holding the edge of the wellhead with both hands, looking towards it, it is bottomless, but it should not be a dry well, as long as you jump, you can solve all your troubles.
"Anyway, if you don't save enough 300 spirit stones, you will die sooner or later, jump down, it's easier to jump."
A voice in my heart said lightly.
Another voice was roaring: "Commit suicide for the sake of a woman, what about your ambition Liu Dayong?" ”
Ambition.
Originally, Liu Dayong didn't quite understand the meaning of this word, but at this time he suddenly understood.
'No, I don't want to die!' ’
Liu Dayong roared inwardly and stood up straight.
Unexpectedly, the stiff body got up too quickly, which caused calf cramps, slipped, the center of gravity of the body leaned forward again, and the hands were violently propped up to the edge of the well.
"Help!"
He didn't open his mouth for a long time, opened his mouth suddenly, and poured a large amount of cold air into his mouth, and could only make a hoarse and faint cry for help.
Knowing that it was impossible for anyone to appear in such a remote place, Liu Dayong still did it subconsciously, he was unwilling.
It turned out to be this way of death, he closed his eyes, and he was greeted by a pitch-black abyss.
One meter... Two meters... Five meters... Ten meters... It seems like there is no end.
He could feel the cold water close at hand.
Suddenly, the momentum of the fall stopped, and Liu Dayong only felt that his feet were entangled in something, this feeling was not unfamiliar, similar to when Senior Sister Xue tied him up.
'Could it be that Senior Sister Xue came to save me?' ’
An incredible thought popped into his mind, how could this be?
didn't have time to think about it, Liu Dayong had already been lifted up a little bit.
With a final pull, he finally landed on the cold, slippery ground.
Ignoring the pain of falling, he suddenly raised his eyes and saw the slightest shadow of Senior Sister Xue, which was clearly the figure of a bald man.
"Fang... Brother Fang... How are you? ”
Liu Dayong looked at the rope magic weapon in the man's hand, and then looked at him, and said in surprise.
"You said this, I snatched it after I knocked that woman unconscious, I didn't expect it to come in handy so soon."
Fang Nan smiled lightly, and as if he were wielding a whip, he twitched the magic weapon twice, crackling the air.
Robbed? Liu Dayong didn't believe that how could a vicious and terrifying person like Senior Sister Xue be stunned and snatched away by a new disciple like them who had just started for a long time?
'Brother Fang must be comforting me...' Liu Dayong said secretly in his heart.
"I'm glad I heard your cry for help, otherwise..."
Fang Nan didn't continue.
Originally, after Tan Fei left, he planned to go to Liu Dayong to repay the money, but he didn't expect some accidents to happen, so he used stealth and breathing techniques, followed him all the way, and saw everything in his eyes.
The combination of the two spells is extremely effective, and it is difficult for the foundation monks to see through it.
In the end, he knocked out 'Senior Sister Xue' from behind, snatched her spiritual weapon and storage bag, and came to look for the lost Liu Dayong, which led to the current scene.
In fact, no matter whether Liu Dayong committed suicide or accidentally misstepped, Fang Nan planned to save him, the only difference was whether to consider giving him a qualification for the entrance examination.
If a person begs for death, his heart is already dead, even if he is alive, he is just a walking corpse, Fang Nan can save his life, but he can't save his heart.
What is rare is Liu Dayong's self-help, he asked for help, which means that he doesn't want to die, so there is still hope.
After Liu Dayong couldn't stop thanking him, Fang Nan asked him what happened.
Urgently needing someone to confide in the pain in his heart, Liu Dayong poured beans into a bamboo tube and said what happened intermittently.
After hearing this, Fang Nan smiled, looking a little contemptuous.
Liu Dayong thought that he was laughing at his stupidity and deservedness, and it would be the same to make fun of him if someone else changed him, and Fang Nan was his savior, what right did he have to be angry, so he could only be bitter in his heart and bow his head silently.
But I heard Fang Nan disdain and said:
"What is this? Today she doesn't ignore you, tomorrow you let her can't stand up to you, it's over. ”
This sentence was like the first ray of light in the endless night, which made Liu Dayong's dim eyes brighten up instantly.