The words touched my father's memory, this big man in a high-end suit, the first cigarette was extinguished, and the second one was lit, and it didn't matter whose relatives were sitting under the buttocks, anyway, he collapsed on the stone platform in front of the stone monument, and in the dark night, there were not so many scruples.

It can be said that since he was born, this is still the most time that his father has spoken to him in Lin Xiaochuan's memory. My father was always in an office, and when he came home, he seemed to occasionally remember that he had to go to work, and when he came back, the chair was not hot for three minutes, and then he closed the door again, and he didn't know where he went.

"Mama Li, where did my dad go again?" By the time Lin Xiaochuan leaned on the edge of the window and looked out of the house, his father's figure had already disappeared from the line of sight.

"Busy earning money, kid, otherwise, how can you provide for your brother and sister to live in such a big house and go to such a good school." Aunt Li said with a certain tone of hero worship. Perhaps, Lin Xiaochuan, who is only about eleven or twelve years old, still can't understand the meaning of "a man must work hard outside to be truly alive".

"I don't want money! I don't want to live here! I don't want to go to school either! I want my dad! ”

Every time Lin Xiaochuan lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong, and said these words, Aunt Li would touch his little head, and then send him to play with his sister.

"You're still young and sensible! You'll understand when you're older! ”

However, at this moment, Lin Xiaochuan thinks that he has grown up, and his father and mother can't cope with the things he faces, but he can completely bear it, which is a kind of self-proof.

There was a time when Lin Xiaochuan was sure that what Aunt Li said was right, adults always know more than children, and since this is the case, what adults say is always more credible than their own.

With this mentality of trying it out, Lin Xiaochuan has been suffering, waiting, waiting for the day when he finally grows up.

As the years of youth passed little by little, with the accumulation of his life gradually enriched, as Lin Xiaochuan began his junior high school career, he gradually formed his own unique understanding of the world.

When he realized that he could also be assertive, he was surprised and disappointed to find that Aunt Li's words were not really equivalent to the words of adults, and the so-called adults' opinions, especially at the level of treating children, also had an element of special means of coaxing children.

You're still young and ignorant! You'll understand when you're older! Lin Xiaochuan thought, Aunt Li herself doesn't necessarily believe this sentence, this is a typical way to coax children, and it is not the real opinion and opinion of adults.

Adults are indeed more thoughtful than children! However, this superiority is often exploited and distorted, and the correct formulation of this sentence, or a more rigorous one, should be that the thoughtful views of adults are indeed more thoughtful than those of children! The reality is that adults' opinions are often misused to the point where adults talk as they please, and there is no way to think about it deeply. If you have to tell the truth bluntly and unabashedly, it is that behind the previous sentence, there is actually such a sentence that people don't like and don't want to accept: The nonsense of adults is sometimes more nonsense than the nonsense of children!

Realizing this, Lin Xiaochuan began the painful journey of his life. It's as if you bought a ticket to an ocean going to North America, but were directed to a large freighter bound for the Cape of Good Hope in Africa, and you were about to arrive in Madagascar.

"Father...... Kiss! Sixteen-year-old Lin Xiaochuan was crying by his sister's stele, as if he had come to the world from his mother's womb the day before.

"You...... Loved ...... I...... Is it? You...... Loved ...... Younger sister...... Is it? Lin Xiaochuan sobbed, and even because his emotions were too intense, he kept hiccuping, so that he couldn't speak clearly.

The father, who was smoking, turned his head and wanted to see his son's face in the night-shrouded sky. However, Lin Xiaochuan buried his face on the side of his sister's stone monument, and even though the moonlight was bright, the shadows were still dark.

The father does not refuse his son to cry, at least he can cry, which shows that it has not yet reached the point of no return.

Love, fathers love their children, rightly so! Lin Xiaochuan's father wanted to blurt out like this, but for a while, memory preemptively occupied a decisive position, and he suddenly understood why his son asked this question, so he was speechless, he wanted to say the word love without hesitation immediately, but he didn't have the courage to say it several times.

Love, I love, why don't I love, I want to love, I've always loved you, these are all on the lips, my father didn't say it.

In the end, the question has passed its expiration date in a flash, and it is tantamount to self-deception to answer it.

Three died, and his father completely switched from offense to defense, and he no longer had the ability to control the scene.

"Ogawa!" These were the first words that my father said, "My father is also a human being, and he is a flawed person, and I don't seem to be a good father!" ”

When Lin Xiaochuan heard this, he finally heard this sentence, and he even felt for a moment that the great man who stood condescending on the top of the mountain was about to prepare to walk down from the mountain and be grounded.

He waited for this sentence for a long time, this sentence can almost explain the incomprehensible reality, can open the iron lock of necrosis in all lives, and can connect all the dead ends in life that cannot be followed.

Lin Xiaochuan's heart, like a prison under the sea, finally shot into the sunlight through the thousands of meters of water.

"No one is born to be a good father, especially for me, and I am not fully prepared."

"But that doesn't mean I don't love you, I love you and I love Xiaomei......"

"I'm afraid it's a little late to say this!"

The big man extinguished the second cigarette again, and for a moment, just like his own son, or rather, at this moment the father began to imitate his son, and also sat quietly by a stone tablet, looking not at a corner of space, but into the depths of time.

However, the guys on the supermarket side are still immersed in a sea of joy.

"Shan'er, do you eat apples?" "Eat!"

"Shan'er, where's the dragon fruit?" "Huh...... This one is not delicious! ”

"Shan'er, why don't we buy a durian and go back!" "Don't do this!" Shen Mengwen almost rushed to answer, listening to the word durian, as if she had already smelled a foul smell, and stretched out her fingers in front of her nose.

"Ladies and gentlemen, are you alright?" Because of the things bought by the three girls, a trolley could no longer fit it, so Peng Xuesong naturally took on the responsibility of pushing another one, and at the moment he was holding milk in both hands, almost driving the trolley with his neck.

Yang Zixia looked at the scene of the squad leader being enslaved like this, she was not worried when she didn't buy so many things at first, but now she was afraid that Cedar would not be able to bear it, so she suddenly ran away, so it was too difficult for the remaining three girls to carry these things.

"Right now! Right away! Yang Zixia smiled sweetly at Cedar. Cedar, who has seen her skills, is already more or less resistant, and probably understands the subtext of her facial expressions. Of course, as Peng Xuesong himself, boys are irresponsible in front of girls? Inexistent!

By the time the three girls each carried a full shopping bag in their hands, and Peng Xuesong carried two mountains in both hands, it had been an hour and a half since they had just stepped into the supermarket.

"Wow! Today is really a happy and happy day! Standing in front of many supermarkets, Yang Zixia looked at the crowd of people coming and going in front of her, and let out a long exclamation that resounded through the universe.

Hearing that the three girls were very satisfied today, Peng Xuesong was finally relieved now, and he could be regarded as living up to the important task entrusted by Lin Xiaochuan.

"Thank you for your hospitality!" The three of them took a taxi, and rushed back to the school non-stop, downstairs in the girls' dormitory, Yang Zixia expressed her gratitude to the model worker on behalf of all the girls.

"Don't thank me! If you want to thank Xiaochuan's mother! "Cedar is a helper to the end, sending Buddha to the west, and helping the girl transport the goods downstairs.

"That's right! Lin Xiaochuan's mother is such an amazing character! Don't forget to say thank you for helping me! ”

"Lin Xiaochuan's mother is very good! Lin Xiaochuan is very bad! Peng Shan finished the identification of the two people on the side.

Hearing Peng Shan say this, Cedar looked like a big brother, and reached out to rub Peng Shan's head again.

"Don't say that, Shan'er, Lin Xiaochuan is very good, especially to you!"

"Not good! Not good! Although Peng Shan believed anything that came out of Cedar's mouth, she still had some reservations about this sentence.

"That's good!" Cedar saw that the task here was also completed, and he should take this opportunity to go home once, give the time to his peers during the day, and leave the time for his parents at night.

"I'm leaving, see you tomorrow!"

The cedar walked away, not far, and waved back.