Chapter 148: Suicide

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But nothing happened all day, except for being fed dog food several times, and the day passed peacefully.

Late at night, Nan Xuebai hugged Ye Qingchen, her eyes were wide open, she was thinking, what would Ye Yeqing Chen look like tomorrow? In fact, she was very content, and Nan Xuebai smiled very happily. Although there was always a bit of sadness in that smile.

"What are you laughing at?" Ye Qingchen opened his closed eyes and looked at the smirking Nan Xuebai helplessly. was going to sleep, but Ye Qingchen couldn't bear it anymore.

"I'm thinking it's okay to be like this, even though I've become a gray-haired old man, I'm actually white-headed and old, right?" Nan Xuebai, who has a bit of a wonderful brain circuit, only thought of this, as long as he thought of being able to grow old with the man he loved, he couldn't help but smile at the corner of his mouth.

Ye Qingchen sighed, they are happy in the midst of suffering, right? Raised his hand and hugged Nan Xuebai into his arms, "It's late, let's sleep." ”

"Okay." Nan Xuebai obediently closed her eyes.

The tide was rising on the beach, and a woman stood on a high place, watching from afar in the depths of the moon, and slowly walked towards the woman.

"What are you doing here? It's getting late, so let's go back and rest early. ”

"In the middle of the moon, I saw Ye Qingchen and Ah Bai jumping down from here. Then it went blank and I had a feeling of uneasiness, always feeling that something was going to happen. "Either you don't know about it, and it's even more annoying if you only know half of it.

The picture Wu Yu saw was the same as what Xi Tao saw, so the mood was the same, worried and uneasy. There is also fear, they regard Nan Xuebai as a very important person, so they are so worried.

"If it's Nan Xue Bai and Wan · · In fact, living and dying together is the happiest thing for them. Yueshen didn't know how he said this, but he said it so naturally.

Maybe in his heart, Nan Xuebai and Ye Qingchen should live and die together.

If one of them dies and the other is alive and well, Tsukishen may find it strange. Because in the world of Nan Xuebai and Ye Qingchen, they are the most important people on the other side.

Yue Shen decided in his heart that if Ye Qingchen died, Nan Xuebai would not live alone, although he didn't want to admit it, he also knew that this was the case. Nan Xuebai will not let Ye Qingchen be alone on Huangquan Road.

"So, what can we do? Just watching them die? Wu Yu said that if Ye Qingchen didn't do stupid things, Nan Xuebai could still take care of him all the time. Although he is not conscious, at least he is still alive. ”

"How to stop it? The things that Ye Qingchen decided will not change, and I think that Nan Xuebai also knows Ye Qingchen's thoughts now, but she has no reaction, which shows that she has already thought of a countermeasure in her heart. Tsukishen sighed and continued.

"Instead of painstakingly stopping it, it's better to let Nan Xuebai and Ye Qingchen choose by themselves, what kind of life is good, no matter how bad the result is, it is their own life after all, and we can't interfere."

"So you just watched like that?"

"Or else? What can we do? After all, it's not our own life. Nan Xuebai and Ye Qingchen shouldn't want us to meddle in their world. ”

Xi Tao was speechless, no one likes their life to be arranged, and no one likes their decisions to be interrupted. What you want to do and what you end up doing, no matter what the result is, is ultimately a personal preference and choice.

There is no reason for others to interfere. Just like Xi Tao doesn't like others to interfere in her life, there are some things she already has plans for, and if someone interrupts halfway, she will feel very angry.

In the end, he sighed, which can be regarded as admitting Yueshen's statement. The worry in my heart has not disappeared at all, Niangniang, what should I do? Is there really no other way to find it?

Yueshen's theory was not wrong, but he thought of one thing wrong, that night Qingchen took the initiative to find Yueshen, and followed Yeqingchen all the way to the beach, and some words Yeqingchen didn't want others to hear.

"It's really been a long time since I saw the moon deep."

"It's been a long time."

"Can I ask you for something?" Ye Qingchen went straight to the point, and he didn't do much detour, because he knew that he didn't have much time.

"You say, if I can do it, I'll leave no stone unturned."

"Take Nan Xuebai and leave, no matter where you go, think of a way to make her forget me. Wu Yu should have a lot of methods. Ye Qingchen's voice was low, the moonlight was bright, even if there was no light and the moon was deep, I could see how sad Ye Qingchen's face was.

It didn't look like Ye Qingchen's expression at all, Yue Shen clenched his fists, "What are you talking about?" Ye Qingchen, are you really awake? ”

In that case, if you don't hear it with your own ears, you won't believe it, but it's also clear to say. Let Nan Xuebai forget him, did he choose to let Nan Xuebai live? In fact, whether it is life or death, Yue Shen feels that as long as they can be together, there is nothing to care about.

Whether it is Ye Qingchen or Wan Qi, they are all selfish people, and they are always unscrupulous in order to achieve their goals, as long as they can be with Nan Xuebai, they should not care about the distance between life and death.

But now, he wants Nan Xuebai to forget him? Let Nan Xuebai live alone?

As if hearing some joke, Yueshen whispered, "Ye Qingchen, are you joking?" It's not funny. ”

"Do you want her dead?" Ye Qingchen looked at the moon deeply, and there was calm in his eyes.

I don't want to want to, I don't want to, how could Yue Shen want Nan Xue to die in vain? But there are some things that he can't decide. "You shouldn't have made decisions like that."

"I want her to live, and if I kill myself, the idea of the same fate will disappear. All you have to do is make Nan Xuebai forget all this. ”

"I may not be able to help you with this, you can go to your brother for help."

"It's late at night, I guess he will not hesitate to let Nan Xuebai go to Huangquan with me."

"Why do you want to cling to life and death? It's not like you? Life or death, as long as we can be together. Yue Shen's fists clenched tighter and tighter, in fact, he really wanted to agree to Ye Qingchen's proposal, but he was afraid that one day Nan Xuebai would regain his memory, and he would be hated.

"If she also disappears from this world, then there will be no more feelings for me in this world, and as long as she lives, one day, I will return to her. If she also dies, I am afraid that I will not be able to protect her on the Huangquan Road, and I am afraid that there will be no place for me to miss in this world. ”

Where Nan Xuebai is there, there will be Ye Qingchen's thoughts and love to accompany him, if Nan Xuebai dies, his last bit of thought will disappear without a trace. That's really sad.

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