Chapter 125: Lin Shaoge's Confession

Lin Shaoge's confession——

Me......

From the beginning, it was different from others.

Never forget. There are 100 articles on strategy and 300 articles on the art of war, Lin Shaoying and Lin Shaohua have studied hard for seven or eight years, and they have roughly memorized it, and if they want to apply what they have learned, I am afraid it will take another ten years. I read through it when I was five years old.

When I came across a word I didn't recognize, I asked the two of them.

They were young and very tolerant of me at the age of five. Even if I don't think so, I will respond to my needs and answer all questions. Although the words are not steady, there is no meaning of joke.

So when I found out one hundred and eight inconsistencies and thirty-six clerical errors in the book, I didn't think it was necessary to tell them.

Because even if it is inappropriate, it is enough in this rough and wild world. Why bother them with more troubles, thinking that they are inferior to five-year-olds.

Everyone's strengths are different, aren't they? It's just that many people don't find out where their strengths really are in their lives.

Older up, I realized that the bigger difference I was from others was that I could bypass the process and get straight to the result. Whether it's for things or people.

This is also known as intuition.

When others get clues, they still need to touch the melon, but I know where the melon is, and even its size and color, from the moment I get the clue, they will be presented in front of me. Then I can work backwards and I can export the process very easily.

It's the same with people. I will easily know the other person's kindness or malice, or some more complex emotions, as long as he can arouse my interest, a little thought, I can know why this person likes me, why he hates me, why he wants me to die.

Such a life......

It's really boring.

When I was younger, there were many women who made me want to move, and I knew that if I was more intimate with them, something interesting would happen.

However, my gut tells me that if I do that, there will be a lot of trouble down the road.

I'm afraid of trouble.

Those careful thoughts that can be seen through at a glance, and the small calculations written on their faces, are complacent, thinking that everyone else is stupid...... Well, it is true that many men, when they meet women, will become fools, such as Lin Shaohua.

So that day, how boring it was, after listening to the words of the old mother in the house, I would like to meet them in charge. If it's a young woman, hmm...... It's going to be fun.

This is the first one that I don't see through at a glance.

Whether it is a teenager who has eaten human flesh in an ice cave for ten years, or a major general who has returned from passing through the death Gobi and carrying yellow sand, or a rebel leader with a heart like a needle, or more and more strange people, the first moment I see them, I can roughly deduce the road they have traveled and the things they have encountered in recent years.

But this one, I can't see through it.

He asked me to call him the second master.

His temperament and his experience are very different.

He made me amused, I was happy, happy from the inside, so I smiled at him.

He is like a mystery, a treasure, and the more I get in touch with him, the more I want to delve deeper......

Well, I already knew she was a woman.

It's the person I want.

So when the opportunity came, I made a quick decision and turned her into my woman.

So it was. No wonder Lin Shaohua was confused by Shen Wei's stupid woman. So it was.

It's true...... It's beautiful.

Is this love?

I seem to have become a fool too.

Suffer from gains and losses.

She laughs, and I'll laugh with her. She didn't smile, and I was sad, afraid that I wouldn't be good enough to disappoint her.

We've been through a lot together.

I didn't take good care of her, and with me, she suffered a lot.

It turns out that I am not omnipotent.

People like me never bother to use those shady tricks, because there is no need for them. But for her sake, she has to change this arrogant problem.

Only by incarnating into darkness can you walk freely in the dark night and protect the people you want to protect......

I thought that I had made a huge concession to fate, and that it would reward me for the smoothness I wanted.

Unfortunately, life doesn't always go my way.

Wuqi Town.

The more clues, the more irritated my heart became.

The first time, I hated my instincts.

I don't want to face up to what I can see in front of me, I want to care, it's just an illusion.

I looked for more clues and wanted to prove it wrong.

However, the further I went, the closer I got to it.

My heart trembled a little.

I was impatient, and I couldn't maintain my apparent calm anymore.

I never imagined what the future would be like without her.

Shouldn't I start learning to adjust to the state of mind after losing her?

Take precautions before they happen.

It's better than when everything comes suddenly, showing an embarrassed look and making her see the joke.

She, without me, may be better off.

I can give up some things and make some deals with Xuanyuan to go evil, so that she who has left me can spend the rest of her life with her sweetheart in peace.

Sweetheart? At that point, I don't know if she'll think of me once in a while. At least for now, I'm still her sweetheart......

Why would I want to let go?

Because of pride?

How can a person like me be like the fish in the market, put it there and let Qing choose?

No, if the person who picks is her, I am willing to wait for her, willing to accept the good or bad results.

If the person who will hurt and hurt is me, I can bear it.

If it's her......

I can never forget the first time we met, her tone was light - "There is no one, I always need him to know my whereabouts...... There is no such person. ”

If not nothing, but just forget about him for the time being?

That time, she woke up from a nightmare, so desolate, so desperate. [Note 1]

It's because I've forgotten important people.

This person...... How could it be me? At that time, I didn't already know that it was her past, and it had nothing to do with me.

I thought I could play with my fate. At this moment, pushed by fate, step by step, towards the truth, every inch of my heart is torn apart......

How can you say these things to her? She remembered a moment later, and to me, it was to steal a moment of time that did not belong to me.

How did I become a despicable thief?

Slow down... Slow down......

The secret that has been hidden in the Wuqi Mountain for twenty years is no longer understandable.

Xiao Er, you shouldn't know how to use medicine.

At this moment, what a selfish hope I have, you and I, instead of taking the antidote, left here unconsciously like Xie Tanning and continued to live an ignorant and happy life.

How I wish I could be a little more selfish and stop reminding you......

Xiao Er, how lucky, when you should be stupid, you have always been so stupid, I can even hope that you will continue to be stupid like this, don't wake up.

But you'll wake up eventually. Before everything happens, I will be ready, I will be sober and sensible, I will not hurt you, I will not embarrass you.

If my love becomes a bondage to you, then I will let go so peacefully that you even think ......

I have never loved......