What exactly do goth girls see in the collective human subconscious? Takakawa didn't know, but he knew one thing, she was convinced that she was different, and that difference was what she thought was the hope of achieving her goals. Moreover, what the goth girl said always made Takakawa think of her own situation, and felt that she seemed to be hinting at something, and he realized that the other party might see more things than he imagined, but when she observed those phenomena, how deeply did she understand the essence behind the phenomena? Have you already sensed the reality of the hospital and been able to look back from the perspective of the reality of the hospital and observe the apocalyptic illusion?

Takakawa thought that if she could observe the world from two angles at the same time in an unimaginable way, then in a sense, she would really be the same kind of person as herself.

Takakawa had never seen a mysterious expert like Goth Girl, who could go so deep into different perspectives to observe the apocalyptic illusion. And, assuming that her self-report is not false, how long has she really been around? How long has it been observed? And what has accumulated in these observations and actions, in constant attempts and failures? These are terrifying questions.

Few people can never fail once in their life, and most people can start again if they fail, but after all, they are limited by their lifespan and cannot continue to accumulate life experience. The mysterious expert in the image of the Goth girl in front of her, one of the three giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Cult, can already be regarded as the existence of a humanoid monster, for a long time, she must have failed countless times, and has seen too many inexplicable and incomprehensible situations, in the mysterious world, she has seen and experienced more successes and failures than anyone else - including Takakawa himself, because of the continuous death and birth of personality, each time is equivalent to starting over, therefore, those old things are difficult to preserve. Even the prosthetic Takakawa himself, which existed as a special circumstance, was not able to integrate all the memories of Takakawa in the past, but only had "impressions".

The only one who can unify all of Takakawa's memories and experiences is Super Takakawa.

However, the monster in front of him has already done this. Exists in a way that others can't understand, constantly experiencing the end of the apocalyptic illusion and rebirth, watching the changes in this world and digging out the essence of this world from reincarnation after reincarnation, in the deep dive of the collective subconscious of human beings again and again. Doom can't destroy her, time can't destroy her, failure can't destroy her, under the appearance of such a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl, how long have those hidden things fermented? What has become? Perhaps, there has been a complete qualitative change in her heart.

Her strength can be glimpsed just by her narration. If you believe her story, then you must consider such a problem: even something that she can't accomplish with such a powerful person and urgently needs help, no matter how he thinks about it, Gao Chuan doesn't think it will be an easy and beautiful thing.

"So, what do you want to do?" Takakawa grabbed the driver's hand, ready to sweep at any moment.

"I want you to take me to see the world, only you can see." The goth girl didn't have much movement, she had already put the cup back on the coffee table, leaning back in the chair, under the observation of the chain judgment, her body was completely in a state of static, not only did she not move, but it was as if even the activity of the cells had stopped, she was as stiff as if she was dead, however, the sound was still coming out, this was the first time that Takakawa had actually observed her anomaly, and before that, her detailed state was more like an ordinary person.

The driver's muscles were also very stiff, and he could stand almost because of these stiff muscles, otherwise he would have collapsed softly. As the Goth Girl narrates, the "Messenger" has a sensitivity that even Takakawa can't match when it comes to the anomalies that happen here. However, even if the fear on his face has not subsided, on the other hand, certain burning emotions have also grown.

He always looked forward to seeing the witch, just as a child believes in Santa Claus. Takakawa knew this very well, and he firmly held the driver with his hand to prevent the man from suddenly falling into an inexplicable emotion and thus committing dangerous acts.

"It's a witch, it's really a witch." The driver whispered to Gao Chuan: "It's exactly the same story I've heard, she has great powers, even if the end of the world comes, she can be safe and sound, and she can manipulate people's hearts." How long did you say she lived? She did say just now that she founded the Doomsday Shinrikyo Cult, right? I didn't expect that she had already left, and the Doomsday Shinrikyo had become what it is now, do you think she can't stand it, so she plans to help us? ”

"Do you always think of things as rosy?" Gao Chuan looked at him in surprise.

The driver was a little embarrassed, and defended: "If she is an enemy, we will only suffer more, right?" Whether it's a friend or foe isn't something I want to do, so I'll think a little better. After a pause, he asked again: "Mr. Gao Chuan, are you not afraid at all?" ”

"It's kind of scary." Takakawa acknowledged his fear and the reluctance to see her as a member of Shinrikyo and put her in a hostile position, "But there are things she can't do on her own. ”

All along, the extremely dangerous situations that Takakawa encountered were often mysterious phenomena rather than specific individuals. Therefore, those individuals who really frightened Takakawa would be classified by him - the most secret triumvirate of the Doomsday Shinrikyo was already considered such an individual, and according to the feeling, Takakawa put her on the same level as the final weapon.

The two of them only heard the Goth Maiden say in a wandering sigh-like voice, "I have not been able to let others see the world as I see it, but I hope you can let me see the world you can see." As she said this, her voice changed to a whisper: "I had a dream that when I opened my eyes, I saw a yellow sea in front of me, and I seemed to have become a drop of water in the sea. I look at the sea from the perspective of a drop of water, the yellow sea formed by the collapse of giants, and we are born from the corpses of giants that have turned into seawater. I saw that you ascended, returned to the appearance of a giant from this sea, and then sank again, becoming a different color from this yellow sea. Outside this yellow sea, in the depths of the sea, what is there? I've been dreaming about it for so many years, and I'm going to see it. ”

Accompanied by her murmuring, Takakawa seemed to hear the sound of gurgling liquid, and felt a floating sensation in the water, as if he had become a part of the water, flowing through different places, and then suddenly woke up at a certain moment. Before he knew it, his back was already drenched, and he couldn't tell whether it was his own sweat or whether he was really soaked in some other water.

However, he could imagine what the Goth Maiden had said, the story that seemed like a prehistoric myth, was implying it. If "LCL" is used instead of "yellow sea", "doomsday syndrome patient" is used instead of "giant", and "LCL carrying personality" is used instead of "a drop of water", then isn't what the goth girl sees exactly what "the doomsday syndrome patient who has become LCL can observe the reality of the hospital"?

Theoretically, the personality that exists in the LCL cannot directly observe the LCL, nor can it go to the hospital through the LCL, just as human beings cannot directly observe the way in which self-consciousness is carried by this body, and in this world, it functions as part of its own existence and interacts with other aspects.

Gao Chuan once heard such a sentence:

-- We are like an unimaginably large eggshell, we are the yolk and the white, and even part of the eggshell, and together we make up the egg, but we don't know if we are an egg, what the general outline of the egg is, where it is placed, and what the outside of it looks like.

Gao Chuan couldn't help but think: in a system that is so strict that it is impossible to add, when the existence of every thing is inevitable and necessary, and the state in which every thing is in time is also inevitable and necessary, in such a world that seems to have redundancy and can make mistakes, in fact, when those redundancies and mistakes have inevitable and necessary meanings, what can human beings, as one of the extremely small individuals, know about this system? I guess it's limited to "doing your job".

Is a person's growth an act of breaking free from bondage, or is it an act that is macroscopically planned, must be achieved, is so strict that it does not allow any change, and has extraordinary and necessary significance for the entire world system? In a person's life that seems to have a chance of changing, is there really a possibility for him to change, and not just a number of chances?

Is it possible that in such a complex and rigorous system as the world, someone must become "a certain person"? And not by the will of man himself?

Since the "virus" has penetrated deep into the body of patients with doomsday syndrome and is the root cause of the doomsday illusion, why can a goth girl who is a member of the doomsday syndrome and is just "a personality in the LCL" make such observations? And is her observation an indispensable ingredient in the operation of a rigorous and complex system for the apocalyptic illusion, and even for the "virus"?

If the "virus" must be regarded as the most indispensable core part of the "Doomsday Fantasy", then what kind of situation is the "virus" that ordinary people, mysterious experts, and special people, such as the Goth girl in front of them, can observe in the "Doomsday Fantasy"?

The more I think about it, the more absolute, and it is simply impossible to deal with the "virus" - because it has already penetrated the existence of the doomsday syndrome patients, as if it has become a part of its form of existence, and without it, will the doomsday syndrome patients be cured, or will they completely collapse, and even the LCL cannot do it?

Takakawa couldn't help but have the illusion that the goth girl in front of him seemed to exist to make him understand this. She can see things that others can't, and those things pass through her system of thought to reach a confused conclusion. And now, she easily threw that question aside.

These doubts are trying to shake their will to solve the "virus". These questions are turning what used to seem good ideas into ideas that look bad and immature. If these doubts are solved, new questions will arise. It may be repeated like this, so that people will never find the "best and most appropriate method and time", and will always be in a "relatively wrong and bad situation that will only be discovered at the last minute".

"I see, you want to go outside." Takakawa stared at the goth girl who seemed to have fallen asleep and said, "But I can tell you that the situation outside is not as good as you think, your questions will not be answered even outside, and you will not be as strong as you think now." There will be less you can do than you can do here. You will taste true despair, a despair deeper than the coming of the end of this world. ”

"I've been around for a long time, long enough that I can use life and hope as a bargaining chip to see things I've never seen before." The goth girl's body was motionless, only the voice echoed in the room, she was obviously sitting in front of the two, but it made people feel that she had left, "I will help you, Takakawa, you can do what you want." Because, when you came here, I already felt that everything you do, whether you volunteer or not, will achieve my goals. ”

"Is this a witch prophecy?" Takakawa asked quietly.

"No, it's inevitable." As he spoke, his voice faded.

Gao Chuan and the driver waited for a long time, but they didn't see any movement of the goth girl in the chair, she looked like she was dead, and she snuggled up in the wide seat, as if she was listening to something, as if she was waiting for something. The driver stepped forward, as if to get a closer look at her, but was startled by the voice behind him. It was a loud opening of the door.

The door on one side opened, but neither of them knew where it was going. Then there were footsteps, a series of footsteps, as if they were marching through the door, and were lined up on either side of them, but they could not see them—there was nothing but sound, and they could only distinguish their position by sound, and when the footsteps stopped, the room remained elegant and empty, as if there were only two living people. (To be continued.) )