Explosions, a series of explosions, explosions produce light, sound, wind and a variety of substances, complex vibrations are like weaving a delicate suggestive melody, particles in the melody intermingle, give birth to a simple structure, and in a very short time reproduce this structure, extend to a wider space, when the scope of the structure expands to a certain extent, the structure appears complex, it is like a certain pattern, a certain totem, it is full of life force, but it is also like a toxin that will destroy the structure of life at any time. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoMany things that contain positive meanings such as "promotion" and "growth", and those that contain negative meanings such as "exhaustion" and "hindrance", are wrapped up in an invisible force that makes them interact with each other in a more complex, incalculable, and difficult to observe every detail. As a result, more concrete changes have emerged, constituting some peculiar phenomena and producing some results that can be experienced first-hand.

Father Sissen glided in the air less than a meter above the ground, his body lying flat, his neck bent towards his chest, as if he was looking at something, but the female monster was missing in the direction of his gaze. Father Sissen's feet drooped and almost dragged him to the ground, but there was an invisible force that held his body and made him fly back as if he were gliding without resistance. In less than a second, the various phenomena produced by the ritual have spread to a diameter of fifty meters, and the strong aggression can be felt even by an ordinary person, and will definitely give birth to goosebumps for it, and this change is far from the end, with the passage of time, the effectiveness of this ritual will be further enhanced, and because of the influence of the bracelet-like critical weapon, it is twisted in a direction that is not friendly to Father Sissen himself and the female monster.

This was not a simple ritual, and it was impossible for Father Sissen to do it until he went to that room for the last time in a trance to hear Father Edward's last words. Even less than a second ago, he still had doubts about whether he could complete the ritual, and more strictly speaking, doing such a ritual was just a decision made in less than a second, like a flash of inspiration.

It was a very strong intuition, the trap laid by Father Sissen, its expected effect was far lower than the effect shown at this time, but at the moment when the female monster was about to break the air pressure Rubik's Cube, an impulse surged from the darkness, so that at that moment, Father Sissen seemed to have become a puppet of some existence, and was guided to complete the current ritual - the moment Father Sissen made the action, he felt that all this was not just made by "himself", but an extremely complex will, and he from it, Father Edward was felt.

In that moment, Father Sissen's thoughts, the emotions in his heart, the movements of his body, and the voice of the darkness were in agreement. If he were to describe it, he would say that it was like a mission, a calling, a destiny, an indispensable plot that had befallen him. It was a difficult situation to describe, but it was so harmonious that there was no need for hesitation at all, or rather, he didn't think too much about it from feeling to act, everything was going according to that guiding feeling.

It was also when he instinctively put it into action, a word suddenly popped into his mind: hero.

He felt that only the meaning of the word "hero" could explain his impulses—a strong will, very unified, strong, like a diamond—whatever color the diamond was, black, pink, white, and other colors of the spectrum—something which, from Father Sissen's point of view, could be described as a "hero's will", pushed him hard at the level of consciousness.

It's like summoning a hero. And after feeling this impulse in himself, and understanding the decision he made when he gave up his rational thoughts and changed from being a member of the Doomsday Shinrikyo to being a human being, Father Sissen also had a feeling that he had really become a hero, perhaps delusional.

If you are your past self, you will definitely laugh at it, because, from the perspective of his values, what he is doing because of impulsiveness is definitely not a heroic thing. His position and starting point were very different from what he understood to mean "hero", but even if he judged it rationally, Father Sissen could not suppress the excitement of his heart.

The weight of the excitement can only be described in this sentence: when there is more fear in one's heart, the degree of this excitement is high. The two intense emotions grow in direct proportion.

Father Sissen felt as if he had gone mad, that he was not fighting soberly, not strictly by his own "self-will", but he could not deny that he was strong at this moment. Far stronger than I imagined, those parts that I thought were weaknesses in the past, are flaws that will only be exposed when I am irrational, as if at this moment, all of them are insignificant, because this strength overshadows these weaknesses and flaws from another level.

Intellectually, Father Sissen felt that he was inflated. He admits that there is no conflict between himself as a member of the Truth of the Doomsday Cult and his own self as a human being, but there is indeed a contradiction between the thoughts and actions of the two. In his observation, most of the followers of the Doomsday Shinrikyo will abandon their position as human beings, and through some means, from material to ideological, abandon those contradictory factors, and turn themselves into the purest "believers". He had also thought, even little by little, approaching the inhuman direction, and prosthetization was the concrete manifestation of this tendency, but Father Edward, who existed in a trance, did not give him any choice, breaking this change, like a tough father using his own way, with his own thoughts, with his own most incomprehensible violent means, to force his son back to what he considered to be the "right path".

It was unbelievable that even though Father Sissen was already in middle age, he still had the same thoughts as a child, he didn't want to complain, he felt that it was all too sudden and too incredible, and that he still had such emotions in his heart. Obviously, Father Edward himself is also using the power of 999 disguise to change himself from a human to a non-human, to practice his own ideas, which must be hopeless in the eyes of others, but now he is using that inhuman power to forcibly pull his godson back from the inhuman road.

Fr. Sissen even considered whether Father Edward regretted his choice. However, the next moment he gave birth to such an idea, he denied it. Father Sissen was conflicted, he had no idea what his godfather was thinking. In his last moments, Father Edward's words and decisions were full of contradictions with his own past life, as if he were deliberately trying to leave this contradiction and make Father Sissen himself contradictory because of it.

Even so, Father Sissen was able to feel the godfather's love for him and his unhesitation when the other party made this decision.

What happened between Father Edward and Father Sissen was like being buried in the dirt for a long time, and it only came to fruition at the last moment of his life.

That strong sense of destiny always came to Father Sissen's emotions.

Father Edward's contradictions, like the inheritance between father and son, came to Father Sissen, and made Father Sissen feel that behind Father Edward's contradictions, there are also more contradictions, but these "contradictions" are not derogatory, nor are they spurned by those contradictory people themselves, on the contrary, they themselves chose this "contradiction", just like at the last moment of life, they agreed that this "contradiction" is the most precious legacy.

One pass two, two pass four, four pass eight...... On the boundary between man and inhuman, once stepping into the realm of inhuman, but at the last moment of his life, with a terrible will, a superhuman self-torture, he returned to the side of humanity - this process, continuing in Father Sissen, he felt, very clearly, strongly, impulsively, this transmission.

When Father Sissen's back finally hit the ground, as if a sharp stone had struck him in the spine, the intense pain and numbness that spread along the nerves to the limbs. He forcibly swung his body and rolled on the ground, and as he tried to get up, the burning pain from the magic pattern on his right wrist was even higher, as if it had ignited something in his body, and the flames burned along the veins and nerves to every corner of his body, as if every pore was breathing fire.

Father Sissen felt like he was burning, but this burning was both painful and powerful. Since it is different from the power at the time of prostheticization, it is not a power that I have been exposed to or possessed in the past. This burning power is echoing with the magic pattern, with the critical weapon, with his consciousness, with his own impulses, and with the huge matrix-like ritual circuit formed by the air pressure cube around him.

All this is harmonious, a harmony born from contradictions, a harmony that exists based on irrationality. This harmony allows Father Sissen to feel his inner fear and at the same time to be fearless - yes, the contradiction between fear and fearlessness, in this moment, also gives birth to harmony.

Where is that monster called "E"? Father Sissen lost sight of the trap the moment it exploded, although, logically, it shouldn't have been. The power of the witch VV and the Three Couriers materialized the monster, in a way that prevented it from revealing the weirdness that might make people helpless. To put it simply, it is to turn a "monster that no one can deal with" to a "monster that may be defeated", which is a change in the concept of "strength and weakness". Father Sissen felt that the monster, after being affected by this change, should not still be able to act "completely unobservable".

In other words, regardless of whether the female monster is injured in the trap or not, when it acts, even if it cannot be directly observed, it should be intuitively felt by the mysterious expert.

However, Father Sissen did not see some kind of change in the monster hidden behind the explosion, nor did he have a clear feeling, as if the monster had not existed in that place in the first place—it did not exist? By the time this thought crossed Father Sissen's mind, his body was already moving in a chill that was at the heart of it.

Countless chains intertwined across Father Sissen's body, some of which were clearly material and some that were not, were woven into the armor that enveloped his body, and were subjected to a violent impact. Father Sissen felt the chains snap and the power of a fast-spinning drill, and he drilled into his body. Every muscle of his body was trying to slash the impact, but it was impossible to be completely harmless, and Father Sissen's body had been beaten to levitation, and before the second blow came, a spider-silk thread had stuck to his belt, and another stuck to a corner of the sand in the distance.

The elasticity of the spider silk pulled him backwards, and the place where his body had been suspended before appeared an annihilating material reaction, a distorted and hollow phenomenon visible to the naked eye, tearing a piece of the ritual matrix apart.

Father Sissen only felt pain, but, as Father Edward said, this physical pain did not cause more harm except that his spirit was in a kind of trance like going to heaven for a while, but on the contrary, the continuation of this pain also became the force that pulled him back from heaven to earth, and continued to amplify it in his body - perhaps an illusion, but Father Sissen really felt that he was suffering more and more from moment to moment.

Father Sissen endured the pain of being beaten, the pain as if he was spontaneously combusting, and the pain accumulated bit by bit, as if it were a bit of strength. The more painful it is, the more powerful it becomes, and the boiling emotions and strong impulses interrupt the unconscious thinking that emerges on its own, so that the thinking cannot form a chain link, cannot continue to go deeper, and cannot become a clearer thought.

All this is like a dream, in a dream of an inexplicable contest - in this dream, the enemy is so strong, and he is not weak, he should be afraid, but he is not afraid, because it is in his own dream.