The girl's eyes widened as if she were listening to something incredible, though she thought of the child in the boy's mouth, which was him.

However, the boy did not have the slightest fluctuation in his feelings, as he had expressed at the beginning, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, not his own.

As the child grew, his parents became less and less able to stand him, because the feeling of fear increased every day. Although they are trying their best to suppress it, they don't want to show it, they don't want their children to feel disgusted by their parents, because they don't want their children to be hurt.

However, as time passed, they could no longer suppress the disgust. And this child is also making them feel stranger and stranger as time goes by.

They rarely communicate, and if the parents don't ask, the child can't speak, and is as quiet as a mute.

Not only his parents could feel it, but also his relatives, his parents' friends.

So in the circle of life, no one likes this child, even if he is very good at learning.

Eventually, the child's parents couldn't take it anymore, so they wanted to send the child to school to live, but the child refused. He spoke clearly about his thoughts and the mixed feelings of his parents, and as a result, he was given an old house ready to be demolished and began to live alone.

At first, his parents came to visit him from time to time, but when they saw him, they didn't have that kind of family affection at all, they were all cold and strange. Of course, this emotion does not come from them, but from the child.

Or rather, in the eyes of that child, he never considered them his parents.

So over time, the child's parents stopped coming to see him, but only paid him a monthly living allowance. Tuition, after he achieved excellent grades every time, he was proud to hold a parent-teacher conference.

The child was gradually abandoned and forgotten by his parents.

However, from the bottom of his heart, the child does not feel that his parents are sorry for him, but he feels that this is the growth environment he needs. He didn't have much emotion for his parents, it was a completely unfamiliar feeling, so strange that he felt that this body belonged to him at all.

He had only borrowed it temporarily because of an accident, and he might hand it over again one day. And then completely became an outcast of fate.

Ever since he had his memory, every day and every night, there seemed to be a voice in his heart that kept reminding him and warning him that he was superfluous, and that the qiē he had was robbed and did not belong to him.

No doubt he didn't believe it in the first place. But with the enrichment of "experience" and the increase of "experience", some things that he didn't believe in gradually became a reality in the river of time.

He discovers many secrets that most people don't know. He wants to know the world better than anyone else, and at the same time, he also knows better what kind of being he is.

He began to be miserable and confused. Struggle, even despair, living in fear of being replaced every day.

He could not seek the warmth of family affection. Because he knew that it was not his own, and of course, no one would give him warmth. So he began to think about rebelling against fate, thinking about making his own existence real, and making his existence independent, rather than "borrowing".

It's just that he never made up his mind, or rather, he didn't have a reason for him to stick to it.

If no one cares, no one cares whether he has zài or not, so why should he prove that he has zài? This is undoubtedly tantamount to looking for boredom, even if he proves himself, even if he changes his fate, he will still live the same life as he is now.

So, he became desperate, and became accustomed to a meaningless life in despair.

Until the appearance of a person, he ignited the idea of rebelling against fate. Because he didn't want to make a wedding dress for someone else's rabbit, he didn't want to sink in the dark abyss with her.

He felt that his presence was the meaning of his existence.

Therefore, he wants to fight fate for her and reclaim the one qiē he longs to have. ”

The more the girl listened, the more uncomfortable she became, and although the story sounded a little difficult to understand, she felt that this must be the story of a teenager.

After a long time, the girl suddenly asked the young man with red eyes:

"Is that kid you?"

"Hmm." The boy nodded in acknowledgement.

"Am I the one who makes your life feel meaningful?"

"Hmm." The boy still nodded his head.

"Although I don't understand this qiē that you encountered, I believe you, even though I am stupid.

But I believe that this world is beautiful, and no matter who you are, there will be someone who likes him and loves him. No matter what happens, she will support him without hesitation to walk with him and share the burden for him.

Everyone is not an outcast of fate, because if fate takes away one thing from you, it will compensate you for another, and if you feel the value of loss, then you will feel that fate is unfair. If you feel that what you have received is valuable, you will feel that your destiny is heavy.

My dad used to tell me this, and although I didn't quite understand what it meant, I thought it was a lot. Our encounter is the compensation given to us by fate.

So Su Hao, you are not alone at all, because ...... I will always be with you.

No matter what happens. ”

The boy looked at the girl stupidly, and the expression on his face immediately became complicated, and then gradually became firm, as if he had made some kind of determination.

"And will you always be so good to me?"

The boy asked expectantly.

"Will you be with me forever? No matter what happens. ”

"Of course!" The young man replied with great firmness, and when he had finished speaking, he added:

"Unless I'm dead."

"Crow's mouth, hurry up and say this kind of unlucky thing next time! ”

After listening to this, the girl pulled the young man's ear fiercely, and the young man covered his ear again and screamed in exaggerated pain, which also made the girl "giggle" and laugh......

The sweet picture gradually dissipated, and Bai Yimei also fell asleep in the memory, with a happy smile on her face.

To love is to live a lifetime, and she doesn't want to leave herself with regrets.

Xiao Mo didn't know how long he had been asleep, and when he woke up, he saw Bai Yimei sleeping soundly on the back chair, which also made his heart rise a little bit again.

I wanted to wake up Bai Yimei directly and ask her why she came into his rest room, but after hesitating, he didn't do it in the end, but picked up his quilt and gently covered Bai Yimei.

Naturally, he didn't do this out of any unusual affection for Bai Yimei, but just because of her dedication to Su Hao. Bai Yimei is not wrong, and there is no grievance between them, to put it bluntly, she is just a victim of his struggle with Su Hao.

Her love is pure and unique.

Raising his wrist and glancing at his watch, the time had come to more than eight o'clock in the morning, but when he walked out of the corridor, he saw that it was still gloomy outside, and it was not sunny at all because the time came to morning.

There is no doubt that this is a bleak black world. All you have is despair and death that makes you struggle in it. (To be continued......)