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Time passed inadvertently, and Zuo Ze stood mechanically at the door of the classroom until the English teacher called the office after class; Zuo Ze stood in front of Teacher Li, looking at his chattering mouth, his mind was blank, his memory began to be lost, and his body became stiff.

"Zuo Ze, what the hell are you thinking! I'll talk to you again, call your parents to come to school tomorrow, it's only the first year of junior high school, you have a tendency to fall in love, do you still want to study? Teacher Li looked at Zuo Ze, who was stunned, and finally slapped the table and shouted.

Zuo Ze obviously knew that all this was a dream fantasy, and kept reminding himself that it was all fake, but his body was like a puppet pulling the strings, he nodded, and involuntarily said, "Got it, teacher." I won't be like that next time. ”

As Teacher Li shook his head and sighed, Zuo Ze slowly walked out of the office, and a person wandered in the playground like a ghost, mechanically going to and from class, and the day passed like this.

The traces left by the memory after junior high school in Zuo Ze's mind gradually decreased with the passage of time, and Zuo Ze resisted weakly, and the effect of [One Serious Harm] had emerged, but unfortunately Zuo Ze didn't know.

A week later, when Zuo Ze woke up, he had completely regarded his memory as a dream, reality and fantasy were converted into each other, the real became fake, and the fake became real. Zuo Ze went to school ignorantly, just like before, in order to attract Xiyue's attention, he changed his tricks to die, the only difference is that Xiyue never ignored him at the beginning, but now there is a hand of God controlling all this, and [Double Change] is coming as promised.

"Xiyue, do you want to go to the park to do your homework together after school?" Zuo Ze asked, leaning on her desk with a dead face; Xiyue nodded shyly and whispered, "I know, don't do this, the classmates are watching us." ”

Zuo Ze jumped up when he heard this, and said loudly, "I like Xiyue, which of you has an opinion?" Everyone in the classroom was stunned by Zuo Ze's words, Xi Yue's face was even more flushed, and she ran out, Zuo Ze looked around at the classmates, and proudly chased Xi Yue out of the classroom, leaving the discussion of the classmates behind.

Every morning, Zuo Ze got up early, went to buy breakfast for Xiyue, and then ran downstairs to her community to wait for her to go to school; Between classes is inseparable from Xiyue, the school's teachers see that Zuo Ze's academic performance has improved, as if they have turned a blind eye to the two of them who have fallen in love, and for a semester, Zuo Ze feels that he has fulfilled all his wishes if he has God's help.

[Double Change] subtly affects Zuo Ze's thoughts, all the things he once regretted have been made up, what is Zuo Ze not satisfied with?

Of course, Zuo Ze still has ideas, desire is like a balloon, it begins to expand infinitely, and in the end it will only kill itself, the irrepressible thought in Zuo Ze's heart, and finally tasted the forbidden fruit during the winter vacation of the second year of junior high school and Xiyue.

"Xiyue, are you cold?" Zuo Ze invited Xiyue to his home to write his holiday homework today, but he deliberately extinguished the iron stove for heating, and asked with bad intentions.

Like a pure lily, Xiyue nodded ignorantly, rubbed her hands and said incomprehensibly, "Your house is so cold, I'm almost freezing." ”

Zuo Ze smiled and pulled Xiyue to the bed, wrapped her in the quilt, then put the homework on the small table, and said proudly, "You see that this is not cold, right?" ”

When a girl runs into a boy's bed, the rest is .......... (Harmonious society, please make up for it)

The purpose of [Double Change] has finally been achieved, the strongest feelings in the world are love and hate, in order to completely destroy Zuo Ze's self-will, he is tempting him to slide towards the abyss step by step, there is nothing more suitable than destroying the crystallization of love.

The natural arrival of [Triple Love] and the sweetness of the forbidden fruit made the two people who tasted it for the first time unstoppable, and the final result naturally ended with the discovery of Xiyue's pregnancy. When 15-year-old Xiyue was found pregnant by her family, Zuo Ze, the initiator, could not escape being questioned by Xingshi.

"How old are you to do such a shameless thing? Zuo Ze, you just wait to enter the juvenile detention center! I'm going to take you to court. Xiyue's mother said angrily.

Zuo Ze's mother said apologetically, "You are angry, the child is still young, the matter has happened, for the future of Xiyue, I think we should solve this matter privately, otherwise it will not be good to spread the impact, what requirements do you have, we must try our best to meet them, this is all our parents who have not educated their children well........"

In the dispute and noise between the parents of the two sides, Xiyue seemed to have no idea what was going on, and Zuo Ze stood opposite like a prisoner, and could only comfort her silently with his eyes. Zuo Ze clenched his fists, and the powerlessness of things out of control enveloped his heart deeply.

"For the sake of Xiyue's future, this child must be defeated!" Just like the court's verdict, Xi Yue finally had an abortion in the hospital, Zuo Ze stayed with her until Xi Yue was pushed into the operating room, Zuo Ze looked at her pale and scared little face, tried his best to squeeze out a smile on his face, held her little hand, and said softly comfortingly, "Don't be afraid, it'll be fine in a while, I'll be here waiting for you to come out." We still have a long, long road ahead of us, and nothing can separate us. ”

The red surgical light kept on, and for some reason, Zuo Ze felt a palpitation, as if he was about to lose something.

"Oh no, the patient is bleeding profusely and is in critical condition!" When the nurse told the news, Zuo Ze's brain was messy, and he felt that the whole world was like an illusion, and his eyes were blurred in vain, but he recovered instantly, Zuo Ze shook his head vigorously, ran to the nurse, and begged her to save Xiyue.

When the operating light went out, Zuo Ze waited for the verdict of fate with apprehension. The doctor walked out slowly, shook his head regretfully at the parents on both sides, and said with a sigh, "We did our best." ”

The heart-rending wail was called out by Xiyue's mother, Zuo Ze stood in place like a fool, the voice in his ears suddenly became so distant, and he felt that this world was becoming more and more unreal; Zuo Ze was not woken up by her mother's slap and rushed into the operating room like crazy.

The white sheet covered Xiyue's face, Zuo Ze trembled and stretched out his hands, gently opened the white cloth, and what greeted her was her empty and silent eyes, pain and nostalgia intertwined on her flowery face, like a picture scroll of black humor.

Zuo Ze knelt beside Xiyue in pain, tears blurred his vision, only the bright red blood was clearly visible, and it couldn't be dissipated, and the pain and guilt ate away at his heart.

The Four Grave Sins began.