Accompanied by Qian Wanting, I staggered a little, unlike the deserted street, we talked and laughed along the way, and soon arrived at the place where I lived, she wanted to accompany me upstairs, of course I couldn't refuse.

I live on the third floor, and the room is a little damp, but I clean up inside and out, so as not to embarrass myself in front of the girls. Everything that should have been dealt with has already been taken care of, so I'm not worried that she'll find out what and laugh at me for it.

"You live here." When she went up two flights of stairs and saw my apartment, she looked at the cramped space around her, and was a little dissatisfied: "Why is it so dark? "I said it would be nice to be able to rent such a cheap house in this kind of location.

I led her into the room, and when I saw her bright look, I was a little complacent: "There's hot water on the table, pour it yourself, I'll go change my clothes." ”

……

I was looking around on the hanger by myself, and suddenly from behind me came her question, "What is this?" When I turned around, I was startled that she was walking towards me with a small box in her hand. My scalp was numb and broken, which was something I had to use before going to the hotel to "work", and because of my negligence, I forgot it on the table, which was very embarrassing; In a panic, I grabbed the box with the three big characters of Durex written on it, and immediately stuffed it into a drawer, saying haha: It's nothing, I misplaced it.

"Nothing? What's wrong with you, guard me like a thief. Qian Wanting's eyes were full of doubts, and there was a hint of complaint, maybe she thought that all my secrets should be able to share with her, but I didn't have the face to tell her about this.

"It's just a long medicine, I don't want you to see it." I had an idea and casually told a lie. But she believed it, after all, my height of 1.75 meters was indeed a bit unsatisfactory, and she probably didn't want to hit my self-esteem, so she didn't ask any more.

In less than an hour, she offered to go back to school, and I didn't strongly keep her, after all, it is not safe for a girl to be outside, it is better to go back at dawn. After sending this eldest sister away, I was packing up my things while thinking about today, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I couldn't help but recall my memories from a long time ago...... During those days of being bullied, I looked forward to leaving my place early every day, I admitted that I was timid, during that time, I was always the last to go back after school, I was afraid to see my classmates, they always laughed at me for being a child without a father and mother, and I was often beaten by them; I just don't understand why they say I'm a kid without a mom, and my mom and dad love me so much that I was bullied at school, and I never dared to tell them, for fear that they would worry about me. The mud marks on my clothes, I always wait for it to dry and slowly rub it off, at least the moment I enter the house, I want my parents to see me lively and cute. But forbearance can't get rid of bullying, once, I used a pencil to cut a boy's face, and he blackmailed a lot of money, my father borrowed a lot of money from my third uncle, and took out the little savings he had, but it was still not enough, so my father begged the other party's parents to settle the matter; My father didn't beat me because of this, maybe he understood me, but when I got home, my third uncle beat me hard, and I still remember that beating, but I don't blame him, on the contrary, I am extremely grateful to him.

I don't know how long it was, I haven't fought with anyone else, and yesterday's fight with Zhou Duanqi was the first time in my past few years. To be honest, I'm scared of him, and I don't know how to face him when I go to school tomorrow.

……

I had something on my mind, so I didn't sleep well all night, and I walked listlessly on the way to school when I was greeted by a familiar voice: "Hi, Xiao Dongzi." This person is Qian Wanting, she saw that she had no energy, and she knew that I was still worried about yesterday's events, so she ran close to me: "I saw Zhou Duanqi today." ”

I listened to it and was very unhappy: "You obviously know that I just had a fight with him, why do you still go to him, he really has no character, can you believe me." "I don't know where I got angry, as if I was panicking about losing something, so I vented my weakness and anxiety with angry behavior.

"Listen to me first." She pouted, but I suddenly calmed down.

"You say."

"I'm looking for him, but I'm here for you. I've explained it to you, and he agrees to reconcile, so take a step back. ”

As soon as her voice fell, I immediately felt ashamed and embarrassed, I should understand her, just as she understood me, I responded to her with self-reproach, and I agreed to reconcile. In fact, I would love to reconcile.

"Then that's it, I'll go to class, you should hurry up."

"Hmm"

Watching her walk away briskly, I tossed my shoulders and continued to walk forward.

If you want to say that there is no coincidence that there is no book, I only opened it after class, Zhou Duanqi sat behind me, I didn't know what to say, but he opened his mouth first: "Xiaodong, don't mind what happened yesterday, give, this is my letter of apology, you take it." ”

The sudden apology letter caught me off guard, and as soon as I received a sealed apology letter, he immediately demanded that it be opened only after I returned. I was a little moved, after all, I was the first to say bad things about others, but he apologized, and I was a little ashamed: "I'm sorry, Brother Zhou, I was too reckless." ”

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm not at ease about this."

……

At the end of the morning's lessons, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly felt a little refreshed as I walked home.

After returning home, Qian Wanting immediately called. I told her about today, and at the same time expressed my gratitude to her, I was going to have dinner with her, but he refused, she had already made an appointment, so I had to find another chance.

When I was idle, I remembered the letter of apology and took it out of my bag.

The moment I opened the letter, my whole body seemed to be burned, and he even threatened me:

Don't find a woman to be a shield, so I'll look down on you completely, I said I'll come to the woods in the afternoon and bring two thousand bucks by the way. Otherwise, I will announce that you are a "duck" in the hotel, and do what you say, at 5 o'clock, see you or disperse - anonymous.

I read the letter word by word, and my heart was full of anger, but he knew about me, and I was really afraid that he would say it, and I didn't dare to bear the consequences.

I had no choice but to forbear, and at 5 p.m. I went to look for him in the grove, but I didn't have any money with me.

He saw it from afar, and his sinister smile made me even angrier, but I could only suppress my anger in my heart.

"2,000 yuan, did you bring it?"

"Nope." I endured it and didn't get angry.

"None? You really think I wouldn't dare. ”

"I really don't have that much money, Brother Zhou, if there is something you can solve, don't threaten me like this, okay?" I'm so stupid, and I'm still longing to solve things in a reasonable way. Of course this is impossible, he didn't let me finish the sentence: "Okay, don't talk nonsense with Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu doesn't have time, don't give money, I'll make your affairs public tomorrow." You're going to be expelled, right? With that, he left.

No matter what I called him, he didn't look back, I was in a hurry, rushed up and threw him to the ground, and put my hands around his neck. He struggled for a long time, and it became more and more violent; As I gritted my teeth, I suddenly felt a blow in my waist, and when I came to my senses, a knife was stuck in my waist. I immediately lost my strength and collapsed on the ground like a dying dog.

He got up from the ground, looked at the blood donation in his hand, and panicked: "You are the first to do it, if you dare to slander me, you are a villain, and I will tell you everything." He ran away and fell to the ground.

I didn't want to be tamed like a dog, I struggled to get up from the ground, pulled out the knife on my body, and stabbed Zhou Duanqi with my hand, I don't know how many knives I stabbed, I screamed desperately, and the hoarse voice echoed in the dense woods.

When I stopped, he was lying quietly on the ground, motionless. I was led out of madness by reason, bursts of fear came from all directions, I killed someone, what should I do, will I be sentenced to death, I don't want this life to be over like this, no, I want to run away, no one knows that I did it, maybe I shouted too loudly, outside the woods, it seems that someone walked in.

I didn't have to think about it, I ran away, yes, I want to run, no one knows that I killed someone, yes, I want to run.

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