The white lady looked at her slowly, and her fingers tapped on her knees. After a long time, he finally spoke slowly.

"Look at me. A few years ago, I asked why, and then I only asked why? I asked myself, Bai Zhen, he is already the Ninety-Five Supreme, why should he be the same as before? ”

"Is it by love and acquaintance, or by the grace of saving his life and embracing him as emperor? Love, it will fade, well, it will always be over. He is the Son of Heaven! Today he has pardoned the capital sins of thy people, and tomorrow thee will be given supreme honor, and thou shalt owe him alone, and no one owes thee. ”

The white lady leaned back, as if talking about irrelevant people.

"What about you?" She raised one frown and stared at Bang Yue, "Why do you think that Lin Shizi is different from others?" Why do you think he wants to treat you differently? ”

"I..." yes, why? Just send him to "escape"? What is Yang Wan in his eyes? With the clouds and rain in Peach Blossom Valley? He, what woman doesn't you want?

"Bang Yue." The White Lady called her name for the first time, "But that's not what I'm going to tell you. ”

There was more uncertainty in her eyes: "That day, there was a light rain. I saw Xuanyuan Yu dressed in green clothes, standing quietly outside Yonghe Palace. Can you imagine how handsome he is? The drizzle, too, bypassed him, and scattered only at his feet. ”

He was like that, exuding a pale cyan glow. I was on my horse, and my chest felt like it had been hit with a hammer, sweet and painful. He looked up at me, and there was only one red me in his eyes, getting bigger and bigger. yes, I saw his pupils get bigger, bigger. I guess I'm too. I pointed my whip at him and said, 'Hey, come back with me and make you a military advisor!' You see, I used to be like that. ”

"He looked at me, smiled faintly, and said, 'Okay.'" In an instant, the rain stopped, and the sun came from nowhere, shining on me and him. It only shone on me and him, and the black-armored Praetorian Guards on the palace, the red walls, and the city walls were still gray. Heaven and earth, it seems that only the two of us have colors. ”

"He really came with me. He served as a military advisor in my account for thirteen days. I didn't ask who he was, and it wasn't until the chaos in the palace that I knew I had kidnapped King Ning. The White Lady chuckled.

"When they were about to take him back, he said, 'Bai Zhen, I only want to be your military advisor for the rest of my life.'" The Bai family has ancestral teachings, and women are not allowed to marry into the emperor's family, so I decided to forget my feelings. The next day, news came from the palace, he knelt in front of the palace of nourishing the heart, begging the first emperor to degrade him as a commoner, the first emperor ignored it, and he hit his head on the white jade steps to die Mingzhi, and his life was in danger. ”

"He treats me like this, how dare I fail him? So he invited himself out of the clan, and when he was healed, he became a relative. Love, who hasn't had love. ”

"At that time, no matter what you say, it is like a love word, and when you don't speak, the air is sweet, from one person's body to another's body, every breath is so sweet. We don't have an oath. Both of us thought that any language was ridiculously pale and fragile compared to our love. With such a relationship, why do you need to be bound by an oath? ”

"It was the best time of my life."

Bang Yue was hurting, and listening to her story, she couldn't help but break her heart: "That... How did he change..."

The White Lady smiled: "This is what I want to tell you - no matter what kind of time, whether you want it or not, it will eventually become a thing of the past." The good times, the bad times, are gone. No matter how hard it is, endure it, and it's over. No matter how happy you are, don't be complacent, it will pass. Do you think it's just him who has changed? Naive. ”

Bai Zhen pouted with a sneer at the corner of her mouth: "He is that person, if he says it is good, he is born out of the world, and if he says it is not good, he has no ambition." He endures, he lets go, he wants to be an idle prince, but he knows very well in his heart that once the crown prince ascends to the throne, let alone what to do with him, can Hua Guifei tolerate his mother, the queen mother? Hua Guifei has been pressed by the queen for a lifetime, hum. ”

"I taught him the way to be a king, and he half-pushed and half-agreed, looking forward and backward, for fear that people would talk about his wolf ambitions. Maybe that's when I changed, and I felt like I had seen through him as a person, no longer perfect, the real him. Occasionally, when he doesn't care, I will think, everyone else is a man who supports the family, why should I bother? I don't know when it started, when I saw him, my chest no longer throbbed, he was not around, and he would no longer be restless. ”

"That time, the first prince rebelled, I was covered in blood, carrying a sword into the Heart Cultivation Palace, he saw me, there was gratitude, fear, and the happiness of the rest of his life, but there was no love. In the years of listening to the government, I repeatedly refuted him in front of the ministers, and he, the emperor, deserved to be aggrieved. ”

"I once thought that if the first emperor had promised him and really let him go back with me to be a military advisor, what would have happened?"

With self-deprecation on her face, Bai Zhen said with a light smile, "It's useless." He can't hold a sword, he can't pull the bowstring, he can't arrange his troops, and he doesn't get tired of deceit. He was tall and couldn't talk to the officers and soldiers. He was proud, and his military orders were an insult to him. What happens after a long time? If such a 'military advisor' who will only be sad is put in the tent, how can the soldiers be convinced? How will he deal with himself then? My love will only gradually turn into pity that destroys his self-esteem. ”

"The most suitable position for him is the way it is now, to be a weak king. National affairs, his own important ministers to worry about, he only needs to follow the will of everyone, the pinching of the head to suppress the head, can be a meritorious emperor in peace! ”

"You see," Bai Zhen spread his hands, "he has found his place, but he can't accommodate me like this." ”

"I see." Bang Yue sighed: "When the seventh prince wandered the rivers and lakes incognito, he naturally had the position of me, a 'little guy', beside him, but once he became the son of the world and there was a princess by his side, I would become redundant." That's why he would let others do this to me? But he was fine when he left, so let me wait for him to come back..."

"So what? Oh, the moment before the Empress Dowager's decree arrived, the emperor was still in my dormitory. Man! ”

"Is the lady persuading me to forget my feelings?" Bang Yue sighed.

"I like that you who are at ease. I'm in a hurry, and I know that in a little while, you'll be fine, but I don't want to wait. Anyway, sooner or later will be better, and sooner or later is better than sooner. But - with your true looks, it's not impossible to be a side concubine for him. Would you like to? ”

"No!" Bang Yue is categorical, "Tooth rubbing and men, never share!" ”

Bai Zhen smiled: "I've lived for three minutes." ”

Just as he was about to continue to persuade, a little nun came to report that Mrs. Jinghui invited the white lady.

Reflecting the flowers and water, the two took care of the moon and rested. Her back was wounded, and they put a soft pillow under her to lie comfortably.

"In that firewood room, there was no bed and no quilt, but I didn't feel anything, but when I came back, I felt all kinds of discomfort. It can be seen that people are used to it. Sentimental. ”

She said it lightly. Reflecting the flowers and water, the two listened, and were so sad that they turned their backs and secretly wiped their tears.