Chapter 118: The Confusion of Seven Mangs of Blood and Dust
Felton and Alan were very worried about my state at the moment, the feeling of loss had already been expressed on their faces, but soon, after adjustment, their mood was much lighter, and their faces relaxed.
There are still many problems in this society, and even if there are these problems, it is not fair that the entire human race cannot be punished by blood and dust!
However, having said that, I never felt that Qimang Blood Dust still had such thoughts, and it was in the street battle with the hunter that he used his power again, and this caused an impact.
I've never felt so disappointed in a human being, and I'm sure it's a blood-and-dust emotion.
It's not good, just now I did have an urge to kill like crazy, this feeling shuddered, and then slapped myself hard, I can't think about this anymore, my thinking has begun to be affected.
The sudden move frightened Felton and Allen a lot,
"Are you stunned?"
I nodded subconsciously,
"You know that there is an alternative existence in me, I think, I am starting to be affected by it!"
It is also necessary to let them know to avoid some strange and inexplicable behavior in the future.
"What impact?" Felton seemed to see it, but wanted to figure it out.
"Feeling depressed." I kept my head down, feeling very worried,
"It's really strange, Qimang Blood Dust was lodged in my body at the beginning, and it was said that it was attracted by my strong belief in survival, this should belong to a kind of hope, why do you feel so disappointed now."
The latter sentence was considered to be my own words, and the voice was very small, and they did not hear it at Facton.
In short, I can't wander around the streets anymore, hurry back to the hotel, I need time to calm down.
Lying on the bed, I closed my eyes, but in an instant I was plunged into darkness......
A very familiar scene, a very familiar feeling, this is the thinking space of Qimang Blood Dust.
The picture flashed, and suddenly I found that I was standing in a bedroom, this is the master bedroom, and in front of the computer sat a young woman with a beautiful face.
When I got closer, she was chatting with netizens, and her language was extremely explicit, and after a while, a man's voice came from outside the room,
"Honey, I'm going to work."
The woman quickly closed the computer and walked out the door, and I followed behind me, like an immersive spectator.
The man, dressed in formal attire, kissed the woman goodbye outside the gate, and a moment later, a teenager also ran out with a school bag, presumably their child.
The woman stayed until her husband and son were far away, and when she returned to the room, she dressed up carefully, and I followed her, and saw her having a tryst with another man, having dinner together, and going to the hotel together......
The scene changed instantly, and he came to an office again, and when it was time for the man to get off work, he looked at his watch, but instead of going straight home, he came to a casino, exchanged a lot of money for a lot of chips, and had a lot of fun......
The scene turns again, this is a school, and their child, the teenager, along with the rest of the teenagers, hides in the innermost part of the toilet, smoking cigarettes, and browsing extremely explicit pictures on their mobile phones together.
At this moment, one of the children took out a packet of white powder from his pocket and shook it in his hand, and all the children smiled......
In an instant, everything in front of him returned to darkness, but a familiar voice suddenly sounded behind him,
"How does it feel?"
I was shocked in my heart, and when I looked back, it was him, another self, and the anthropomorphism of the seven mangs of blood and dust finally appeared.
"What do you mean?" I lowered my head and looked at it unkindly.
"That's the root of your human nature, and I want to ask you how you feel."
The picture turned again, and this time, I became a spectator with him.
This is in a very luxurious office, a person standing in front of the desk, holding a bank card and handing it to the person sitting behind the desk, the two look at each other and smile, and make an OK gesture.
In an instant, the court came again, the defendant was not guilty, the plaintiff lost his mind, it was a mother, crying like crazy, shouting,
"Give back my child's life!" ……
"What the hell do you mean by showing me!" I turned my head to look at him angrily, but he shrugged his shoulders and smiled helplessly.
The picture suddenly changed, it was a family of three just now.
The wife was found out about her affair by her husband, and in a fit of rage, the husband picked up a knife and brutally killed his wife; The husband owes a huge gambling debt in the casino and is forced to jump off the bridge; The juvenile was arrested by the police for drug use and sent to a juvenile detention center.
After that, the wronged mother turned on the gas in the house and chose to commit suicide......
"What the do you mean I want to see this!?" I finally couldn't take it anymore and yelled at him.
Everything in front of me shattered in an instant, turned into a little starlight, and melted into the darkness, and the seven-manged blood dust sat down, looking at my angry eyes, but closing them.
"Speak!"
When he opened his eyes again, his eyes were full of indifference,
"I once had hope for you humans, evolved from ordinary blood dust, and found that I didn't have my previous mission, and I couldn't choose an ordinary life to stay, and an inexplicable force spurred me to find someone who was full of faith in the future, yes, I chose you."
As he began to speak, I was silent.
"I'm all focused on you, reading your mind, reading your growth, trying to survive all the time, in these last days.
Your parents' protection of you, what they expect from you, your own commitment, the friendship you have with your companions after you become a hunter.
However, the facts that Felton said reminded me that even if you humans become hunters, you may not be able to overcome desire.
I'm starting to get worried, and I'm looking for memories of the ordinary blood dust that has been swallowed into my body, and they've seen more, but it's all the ugly side of you humans, and I'm a little lost.
I'm starting to wonder if I've made the wrong choice, if I'm thinking a little too highly of you humans, and if you're incurable humans. ”
I was speechless when I heard him.
"If you humans really completely remove the infected body and completely sweep away the blood and dust particles, will you use hunters to start a war for world hegemony?"
This question left me speechless.
"I finally understand why we have come to this world, and I have also realized that you humans are actually more dangerous than our blood and dust, and you will let yourself perish.
Still, I couldn't understand why I was different from the rest of the blood. ”
He was so confused, is that why my thinking has become so cynical?
"Nope! You may be right, but you're not entirely right! ”
For my rebuttal, Qimang Blood Dust looked a little surprised.
"Why always pay attention to those negative news, why not look at the good things in the world.
This world is not as unbearable as you think! There are also people who are full of hope for life alive, just like Xiaoxin, just like Xiaomei, just like Alan and Uncle John, just like falcon and they are hunters!
Moreover, there are far more such people than what I have said, you do not see it now, and I will let you see it in the future! ”
I can't give a completely rebuttal answer, but I can't lose the conviction I deserve.
These words seemed to touch him a little, and his indifferent eyes finally showed a hint of relief.
"Haha, that's good, I'll keep watching you, if it still doesn't work, when your mind is gone, I may become more brutal than the stone crystal blood dust!"
Listening to his answer, thinking of everything that might happen in the future, I couldn't help but feel a little uneasy in my heart, and then nodded.
Thinking back to just now, I always felt that Qimang Blood Dust seemed to be worried, worried about whether I would be devoured and degraded by desire in the future, maybe it was my own delusion.
I didn't expect to see him again in such a way, but this communication with him allowed me to break the previous barrier, already know the root of the emotional changes, and better understand my own state.
The impact of his appearance was good and bad, his confusion, his disappointment in humanity, fortunately I grasped it in time, if he hid it and let it go on like this, I would probably become another person unconsciously.
His confusion also began with Felton's complaints, and he was really speechless, and Felton really did something extremely dangerous inadvertently.
But I can't blame him, I think, such a situation will appear sooner or later, even if Felton doesn't talk about the problems that exist with these hunters now, I believe that Qimang Blood Dust will also pass this hurdle, and he will be affected by him.
On the other hand, I have to thank Felton for exposing the problem in advance, allowing me to understand the confusion and worry of Qimang Blood Dust, and I can also prepare mentally in advance for future actions.
The resurgence of the anthropomorphic body of Qimang Blood Dust shows that most of the strength has been restored, but it is still at the intermediate level, and this strength cannot compete with an A-level powerhouse like Kayla at all, so it can only borrow the power of Qimang Blood Dust.
It's not a good thing to go on like this, and it seems that trying to become stronger is also a top priority.