Chapter 160: Trying to Live

Leaving from Yu's house, Chen Nasha stopped Ma Pengcheng, for Chen Nasha, Yu Chengrui was bound to win.

He always knew that Yu Chengrui had two good brothers, and Ma Pengcheng was one of them. Yu Chengrui disappeared for three years, and in the past three years, she couldn't find any news about Yu Chengrui, and said that he was dead, but Chen Nasha didn't believe it at all.

It's hard to see Ma Pengcheng this time, how could Chen Nasha let him go? I need to learn more about the three years since Yu Chengrui disappeared from Ma Pengcheng's mouth.

Ma Pengcheng, who didn't even disclose the news of the party situation to Yu Chengrui, how could he tell Chen Nasha about his good brother, not to mention that he knew very well that Yu Chengrui didn't like Chen Nasha at all, and giving her too much hope would only hurt her.

One asks reluctantly, the other does not miss a word, such a conversation naturally ends quickly, both of them are not children, understand what they need to do, then there is no need to waste time.

Chen Nasha looked at Ma Pengcheng who was walking away angrily. I thought: Why doesn't anyone know how to appreciate such an excellent woman as Chen Nasha? This Ma Pengcheng is too. From Ma Pengcheng's attitude, we can know Yu Chengrui's thoughts, so she won't wait any longer this time.

Chen Nasha was transferred to Qingshi this time to be responsible for the training of female soldiers in the whole army, and this batch of female soldiers was not for combat, but for internal digestion for senior officials. In other words, you don't have to train hard.

All of them are like flowers, and each of them is either assigned to the art troupe or the communication company, in short, it is a very relaxed and comfortable place. One thing these places have in common is that they have a lot of contact with the top.

This phenomenon is not uncommon in the army, because of the nature of soldiers, many times marriage has become a big problem, and many older male soldiers are not married, which can be regarded as a disguised opportunity to provide blind dates.

Although Chen Nasha doesn't like this kind of practice, she is just an instructor, as long as she obeys orders, some things are not her responsibility.

Xia Guo is a new government that has just been established for a short time, and many things are not very perfect, and most of the construction is borrowed from some foreign countries and its own continuous exploration stage.

Therefore, even if there are some imperfections and shortcomings, in fact, there is a willingness.

If it weren't for Yu Chengrui, Chen Nasha wouldn't have come to train these female soldiers, she would rather go on a mission or train male soldiers than to be better than a group of delicate ladies who shouted tired and uncomfortable when they moved.

The military area at night is actually very quiet, Chen Nasha walked in the playground, wondering what went wrong because she was excellent in all aspects? Why did Yu Chengrui reject her so much? Is it really because he is two years older than him?

Chen Nasha has liked Yu Chengrui since she was a child, and from the first time she saw Yu Chengrui, the boy who handed her a piece of candy with a smile on his face took over her entire youth, so that she could not forget it by any means.

He disappeared three years ago, and Nasha Chan didn't want to believe he was dead. How could this man die so easily?

It's been three years, and Yu Chengrui finally returned safely. No one knows how she spent the past three years?.Constantly circling in hope and despair, she finally got the news of Yu Chengrui again. Chen Nasha was so excited that she didn't want to care about anyone or anything anymore. Just want to come to him.

But her heart couldn't impress Yu Chengrui, who already had someone in her heart, and imagined that she could be by Yu Chengrui's side and spend the next days with him.

It's been almost a month since he came to Qingshi, and this man is either avoiding him or not seeing her, and all his expectations have been shattered little by little.

Chen Nasha abandoned everything she had in Kyoto just to have the opportunity to be with Yu Chengrui, but how did this man do it?

If it weren't for the unwilling support in her heart, Chen Nasha really wanted to forget it, she was not too young, if she didn't get married, it would really become a joke.

Every girl hopes to have a happy love, and longs for the love of her lover, but many times love is naughty, it does not exist according to your imagination.

Such a feeling is strong and sad, not everyone can bear it, Chen Nasha has had a crush on Yu Chengrui for nearly 20 years. Now everyone is not optimistic, even their parents don't think they will have a good result, mainly because Yu Chengrui does not have her in his heart.

She wants her father to use some means to force ~ to force Yu Chengrui to agree to get married, she is always full of hope and fantasy, once he marries herself, won't she fall in love with herself?

Such thoughts, as soon as they appeared, occupied her entire mind and could no longer linger. As soon as she thought that she and Yu Chengrui might get married, her heart beat faster and she couldn't calm down anymore.

Running back to his dormitory, he picked up a phone, dialed his father in Kyoto, and told him what he thought.

Yu Chengrui is now the youngest commander in the country, with a bright future, and he has military power in his hands, how could Chen Nasha's father not know this?

If before, he was against his daughter being with this man, then after Yu Chengrui was promoted to commander after his return, this concern disappeared completely.

Hearing his daughter's plan, although he thought it was not good, for the sake of his future path, Political Commissar Chen still agreed to give it a try.

If Chen Nasha's plan is full of loopholes, then he will improve it.

Hung up the phone and lay on the bed~, expecting her father to bring her good news, Chen Nasha believed that with her father's ability, it was impossible for Yu Chengrui not to agree.

After a simple wash, with a longing in her heart, Chen Nasha closed her eyes and fell asleep.

That night, in her dream, she finally walked with Yu Chengrui, they had three children in their lives, and she had been by Yu Chengrui's side all her life, watching him go to a more powerful position.

The children are all married, and each has their own business. She was happy, and she hoped that the dream was real.

The dream is a little different, Yu Chengrui's father has died very early, and there is no appearance of Yu Chengyin, and Chu Xianglian also lives in Qingshi all the year round to guard Yu Haipeng's tomb.

There is also the fact that Yu Chengrui has not changed much even if he marries her, he is busy with government affairs all day long and rarely goes home.

Their mode of getting along is to respect each other as guests, but even so, Chen Nasha is happy, as long as this man is by her side.

It's a pity that it was just her dream, maybe that dream really happened in the previous life, and when Chen Nasha woke up from the dream, it would all be just a dream.

Because the trajectory of history has changed, her dreams will never appear again.

It's a fun thing to do, everyone has an infinite number of choices in their life, and you can't know which direction things will go when you choose one direction?

Even if you are given a chance to start over, make a new choice, choose another one that you think is most suitable. As a result, there may be more unknowns on that path, and perhaps the outcome is no better than your earliest choice.

So, don't think that you can live a better life if you start over. If you don't work hard, if you're not smart enough, if you're not smart enough, you'll never get the answers you want.

Because the road ahead is full of countless unknowns, some of which are good, some are bad, and some may be filled with more. So try to live in the moment and live hard.