1281 Super Sensual

I walked in an empty hospital room. Outside the window, the rainstorm fell, lightning and thunder, and the indoor lights seemed to be disturbed, flickering from time to time, with twisted and swaying shadows, adding a strange atmosphere to the ward. I thought there should be more patients here, and I was just housed in a separate room. However, after leaving the ward, I finally confirmed that I was really the only one in the ward. It is precisely because of this that it seems extremely abnormal, what is the reason why I am placed in such a place?

When Dr. Nguyen Li came to visit me, it was still normal to feel like a qiē. It's as if all the anomalies started after she left.

I didn't encounter any danger, and all the strange sensations that seemed to exist were still delusions. I looked out from the upper floor, and there was no familiar view, and this strangeness meant that the place I was at this time was quite a distance from where I had been. At the same time, it also made me lose the coordinates to infer my bearing. But I'm still sure it's still in a Peninsula Psychiatric Hospital.

The asylum has expanded over generations, especially in the hands of its current owner, Dallas, and is simply too large. Not only does it encompass part of the peninsula, but it also extends inland, but I think that the area where I am still located is still the part of the peninsula. I have speculated that the area in the nightmare10 is actually the alienation of the impression of the land in the area of the peninsula, but the existence of the tower proves that although there are many places that can be associated with the scene of the peninsula, it is not as simple as the impression of the peninsula. It does so in an inexplicable way. Together with the reality of the hospital, and even its overall shape and internal structure, it is more like a combination of this peninsula and the island where the "hospital" is located in the reality of the hospital.

And whether it is this peninsula psychiatric hospital, the hospital is a "hospital" in reality. It is still like a nightmare of combining the two areas, and in terms of "area" alone, it makes people feel paradoxical - from the concept of "island" and "hospital" alone, it seems to be very small, but when it is active, because there are too many unknown places and unsolved mysteries, you can always find places that you are not familiar with, and thus make people feel that it is too wide.

The island on which the "hospital" is located in reality. There is no record of how big it is, but there was a condescending experience in the tower, which gave me a very intuitive and strong understanding of the "island where the hospital is located". Although there are records of the area of the peninsula where it is located today, the impression of this number jù is that it is directly active on the peninsula. The resulting intuitive impression is very different.

This peninsula. No, just the mental hospital that occupies part of the peninsula feels much larger than I imagined. It's a weird feeling, obviously trying to root in a certain place, centered on it. Expand the search area outward, gradually understand the whole picture of this mental hospital, but every time some problems arise, let yourself suddenly parachute from a familiar location to another extremely unfamiliar location. It is impossible to tell what the relative position between the two is.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but when I look out the window at the unfamiliar scenery, I always have the feeling that I can't go back to my old ward no matter what.

I searched the entire ward, but I couldn't find a door to get out, and there seemed to be no normal route to the outside world other than jumping out of the hallways and windows. Beyond that, there is neither a second patient, nor a doctor or nurse who is supposed to be a zài. There are so many unreasonable things that it is difficult to explain them all, and then it makes people start to become a little numb to these unusual situations. Why is this ward the way it is? Why did you get placed here? There are too many questions, but people don't know where to investigate, and no one can give answers.

I'm not even sure if this was the way it was before Dr. Nguyen Li arrived, or if it was after Dr. Nguyen Li left, and for some reason, it became what it is now. Dr. Nguyen Le himself was of course the best answerer, but when I pulled out my phone, I found that I couldn't reach anyone at all.

To put it simply, I was completely isolated in this strange sick room. There are too many unusual places in the ward, and it should be a place that is frightening, helpless and overwhelmed for ordinary people. But I still calmly accepted this fact, and I did not feel the slightest disobedience to my calmness. In the past, I have encountered many similar, extremely strange environments, and compared to the current situation, those encounters are even full of deadly aggression, and the current ward, although there are too many abnormal places, but to say that it has become a strange and rampant place, it is not like that at all.

There are no monsters, no supernatural powers, no mysterious atmosphere, and no feeling of being completely trapped. Even though there was no door to go out, when I had the idea of jumping out of the window and hallway, I didn't think it was impossible.

Yes, I'm sure you can get out of this strange ward by jumping out of the windows and corridors, but what's the use of doing that? Where can you go if you leave here? It was raining heavily outside, and I couldn't determine where I was, not to mention, I didn't particularly want to go. If you don't have a definite direction, what's the benefit of just wanting to leave the ward and wander around the outside world?

This ward is strange, but it is the only place to live today.

I came to what looked like a restaurant, and although it was also empty, the hot food was ready, like a buffet, on the long table, as if to say, "Take it as you like". So, when and by whom these meals were made? Judging by the residual warmth of the meals alone, these meals have only just been baked, but it also seems to prove that the people who cook them seem to have just left, so how did they avoid my search and leave without noticing?

There were so many questions like this, and I began to feel that instead of looking for answers on my own, I might as well wait for someone in the know to come and visit. I believe. I don't want to be left here all the time, and since even the meals are ready at the right time, of course, someone is watching my every move. Taking 10,000 steps back, I believe in Dr. Nguyen Li, so I believe it too. She asked me to stay in this place, even if she didn't explain why, it must have been out of kindness.

Besides, it was because the situation here was so strange that I was even more convinced that there must be someone, or some further change, that would make me face this. It's as if the status quo of being isolated in captivity has changed.

I don't need to be extraordinary, just a little patience. On the contrary, if you forcibly look for it, there will be some mistakes, and the possibility of wasting more time and energy will also be preserved.

The reason why I was placed in this place, from any point of view, was not unpurposeful - with such thoughts. I filled my stomach and went back to my hospital room. A sudden explosion of consciousness information. I still feel a little tired, even though this exhaustion is no longer so exhaustive that I can't even move my body, and all the abilities of the Demon Emringer can be used, but it still makes people want to rest unconsciously.

In my head, those thoughts that involve "truth". It doesn't stop tumbling for a moment, it seems to completely reject all the other "truths" that I have imagined and speculated, and make itself unique. Whether I'm wary of this, whether I'm really willing to accept it, is not really. But I also didn't make any more rejection, after all, this "truth" is naturally compatible with me in the "truth" I have so far - it may not be ultimately correct, but I am not surprised or repulsed when I assume that it is ultimately correct.

In other words, this "truth" is by far the most adaptable, albeit rather poor, possibility than the "hospital reality" to me alone.

On the other hand, I am also speculating that since this "truth" is what I stitched together from the sudden burst of memory information, does it also imply that it actually reflects some of my subconscious aspects?

However, whatever my perception of this "truth" and whether it is ultimately correct or not, it is of little use to my current situation. There is no influence of the good aspects, and the influence of the bad aspects is not visible for the time being. No, if it is precisely because of this "truth" that I have to be in a state of weakness and isolated in this isolated ward, it can be regarded as a bad influence.

I don't want to continue thinking about this "truth", and once I start thinking about it, my mind will unconsciously be taken to the direction that this "truth" represents. The moment this "truth" appeared, I realized that it was very difficult for me to get rid of its influence.

I lay on the bed, trying not to think about anything, but for some reason, my left eye suddenly began to twitch. The convulsions themselves, and the pain they caused, were so intense that I wanted to gouge out my eyeballs, but yet to me, it was so familiar. In the past, such changes have always been due to the activity of the "river". Because of familiarity, because of habit, there is not much surprise. I just covered my left eye, feeling its twitching and throbbing, and from the wave-like pain, I searched for the existence of the "river". It seems that at such times, I can feel its existence more clearly than usual, feel it in my body, in my soul, as if I can touch it as long as I "think".

However, to this day, this feeling has remained in the form of an illusion, and has not been actually manifested.

In this familiar and painful convulsion, I closed my eyes, and gradually, a strange feeling arose from the bottom of my heart. Falling in the dark is not a novel feeling, when I am dreaming, when I am unconscious, and even when I am weird again and again, when I show it at the level of consciousness, I often have this feeling, but this kind of fall often does not have the feeling of "bottoming". Often during the fall, I will wake up suddenly for various reasons, and this feeling of falling will often only remain in my memory in the form of a simple "nightmare".

However, this time is different, as if the fall in the past has been continued together, and after so many long "falls", I finally feel an end.

Yes, I fell in the dark, unable to think too deeply, and I wasn't completely unconscious, just hazy, even so. Still dimly I felt an end below. It doesn't seem appropriate to say that it is the "end", I just think that my "fall" will stop at that point, and as for whether it will continue to fall, I can't judge at all.

However. Although it feels like it will take a few tens of seconds to make contact, how long did it actually take? It is impossible to judge at all, hazy perception, dark vision, so that concepts such as distance and time are as sticky and blurry. I'm still falling, and it feels like the end is close at hand. It's like a curve that is infinitely close to the horizontal axis coordinates, which is infinitely close, but it can't really be reached.

I suddenly felt that my body was breathing, but there was a strange feeling that it was not my familiar body that was breathing.

I feel my body. It's like being thrown into a centrifuge and shattered in a huge agitation. But I don't feel pain, and I don't feel any other negative feelings because of this agitation. Not only physically, there is not much feeling, but even in consciousness, there is no sign of wakefulness at all.

Afterwards. I felt a familiar aura, as if I heard someone talking, and it was a very familiar voice. But this sense of familiarity is not complete, it is like seeing a stranger who seems familiar, but has never actually met. It's like a sense of immediacy. I feel that this scene seems to have happened at some point in the past.

My consciousness was not very clear, but I vaguely felt that the speed of the "fall" was slowing down, and there seemed to be some strength supporting me from below. In the darkness, I seemed to see a darker outline, it was not humanoid, but it made me feel strongly that it was existing. It's like ink, flowing downward, and it feels like it's huge enough that the whole volume seems to fill the bottom.

When it touched the bottom, I suddenly felt my body loosen while I was still falling. The "end" that lifted me suddenly disappeared, and my fall returned to its normal state. In the rush of the fall, my consciousness once again cleared up in an instant. I sat up reflexively, only to realize that I was sweating profusely, and that what had happened before had once again been transformed into a "nightmare" memory.

My left eye no longer twitched, but the strange experience that came with the whole process was deeply etched in my mind.

What's that, exactly?

I asked myself, but in any case, the answer had nothing to do with "Jiang".

Obviously, this experience is different from any mysterious experience that has arisen from the "river" in the past. It seems that the "fall" that has reached a stage and penetrated the "fall" of this stage seems to imply something. And the illusion, and the feeling of immediacy, until I woke up at this time, it still did not subside.

Without warning, from my mind, the prosthetic body Takakawa, who was far away in the apocalyptic fantasy world, suddenly jumped out, and the familiar and dangerous feeling that occurred in the network ball base when I was just revived. I unconsciously associate my previous dream experience with this memory without warning. This qiē is not conscious, but when I realize why I am doing it, I have already done it.

And, directly to the previous experience, gave an answer: Omi.

The specifics, such as Omi's detailed information and even how they relate to his previous experience, are unclear and illogical. But that's what gave rise to such an answer, such a name.

The name "Omi" is a huge amount of information to me, but it is also vague and cannot be processed logically. The qiē about the name is just an impression, and the various speculations that arise from combining this impression as the name suggests. However, from the point of view of the occult expert, even if there is no direct evidence, these sudden associations and vague answers, which seem to be intuitions and hints, are worth believing and must be taken seriously.

To put it simply, all seemingly whims, flashes of inspiration, or inexplicable thoughts, no matter how unreliable they are in logical thinking, and how many flaws and unverifiable places there are, as long as they arise, they must be reasonable. In places that you don't understand, don't understand, don't know, and can't observe, there must be something related to your own thoughts. Even, for a longer time in the future, it will be involved with itself.

The name "Omi" is not necessarily unfamiliar. But to say that it is very familiar, it makes me feel so sure. The name itself, as well as the impression surrounding the name, are naturally easily associated with "E". But it seems to be a little different from Tomie and Mae. This difference is not entirely unfamiliar, and there is a certain degree of similarity with the differences between the alienated right river and other humanoid rivers, but it is also not exactly the same.

The only thing that is certain is that "Omi" and "river" are related, and even if it exists in human form, it must not be viewed from a human perspective. And, as the name "Omi" gradually became more profound in my mind, I seemed to think of something more. Some of these things have specific content, and some of them are just nouns at best.

Omi Trap, Final Weapon Dorothy, London Repeater, Three Pillars Ceremony, and more...... It all seems to be the case on the London side. So much so that I couldn't help but wonder if the previous nightmare could be related to the situation of the prosthetic Takakawa. No, it should be said that when I came up with such an idea, it was already determined that it must have something to do with the situation of the prosthetic Takakawa on the London side.

On the side of the Takagawa River, there is also an Omi similar to the alienated right river, and something happened around the two.

On the other hand, when I confirmed this idea, another thought arose: When I was unable to observe the "river" myself, can the observation of Omi by the prosthetic Takagawa be regarded as the same observation of the "river" by the "river"? It is precisely because the observation is still alive that Tomie has been away for so long that he has not had a more direct encounter with the "virus", such as the attack of the final weapon.

In any case, the previous nightmare seems to imply that even with the separation of the repeater, I, "E", Omi, and Takakawa, the prosthetic body who is supposed to be the only Takakawa in this apocalyptic illusion, have always maintained some kind of deep connection.

I'm not surprised by my connection to another Takakawa. From the beginning, I didn't think that we were two separate individuals, and in turn, I also thought that the other Takakawa kept the same idea as me. The commonality of "Takakawa" is stronger than the "individuality" of personality differences, and it is also closer to the essence. If you want to describe it, it is like different branches growing from the trunk of a tree, maybe the branches will be cut off, but they will also be renewed, maybe they will be different in direction and shape, but they are all part of the same tree, and only when you look at it from the perspective of the whole is a living tree, not just an inanimate branch.

The information inherited by the prosthetic Takagawa and the "Takakawa" of the past has become the soil for my recovery, and my recovery will inevitably carry his information as well.

The deep interconnectedness between us is the basis for us to become one, and ultimately to have only one "Takakawa". However, the relationship between Omi and "E" does not seem to be so simple. Just at this time, in terms of the hazy feeling, the connection between the humanoid rivers and the "river" such as Tomie, Mae, and Zuojiang, the connection between the alienated right river and the "river", and the connection between the Omi and the "river" are three different situations. The difference between the alienated Youjiang gives people the feeling that it is the "virus" that has caused the impact; Omi's feeling does not seem to be influenced by the "virus", but directly reminds me of the possibility of Super Dorothy and the color center.

Omi? Omi trap? Artificially created a store close to the "river" and set it as a trap for the "river"? However, even if it is a super Dorothy and a color center, and has been planning for a long time, is it really possible to "create a storage zài close to 'Jiang'"?

I think that if Omi really came into thinking like this, then Dorothy and the color system will definitely be in big trouble. (To be continued......)