Chapter 218: Wishful thinking
After the little fox left, I didn't go to deliver the courier again because I was used to her helping by my side. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info and whenever someone asks about her when I send a courier, I will also unconsciously think of the little fox. And even if the little fox didn't leave, maybe I wouldn't have to do a part-time job, although the old man said that I would support the little fox by myself, but when he remitted my living expenses every month, he paid an extra 500 yuan.
When I'm not working, I use my laptop to write something, such as what I've experienced over the years. I had thought about writing my experiences into a paranormal novel and sharing my experiences with people I didn't know.
Of course, at first, I wanted to get some manuscript fees, but now I don't have any plans to do so, and I want to keep a diary of these things. First, in the process of writing, in addition to reviewing everything over the years, it can also relieve my inner depression. Second, if I fail to unlock the prohibition placed by the evil phoenix in my body after more than a year, these things will be handed over to the old man and them along with my last words, so that they can know why I died.
In other words, I'm preparing for death.
It's the end of March, and all kinds of flowers in the school are competing for beauty, so beautiful. Among them, the peach blossoms are particularly beautiful, as if patches of red glow are dotted in this heaven and earth.
A gust of spring breeze blows, and the peach blossoms are like flower butterflies, flapping their wings beautifully and dancing. Those withered petals fell one after another, like fairies scattering flowers, and like a world of pink makeup and jade, which was really pleasing to the eye and intoxicating.
The peach blossoms exude a faint fragrance, which makes people unconsciously indulge in it. Whether it is the peach blossoms in the peach garden or the peach blossoms here, they are still the same every year, but the people who watch them no longer know where they have gone.
The face of the person does not know where to go, and the peach blossoms are still smiling in the spring breeze.
On the weekend, I had nothing to do, so I and a few guys in the dormitory went to a place called Peach Blossom Hometown to watch the peach blossoms. But without the little fox by his side, things that were so beautiful seemed to have become boring.
There are really a lot of people who go to see the peach blossoms, and most of them are college students in City C, so the traffic is extremely congested, and they are almost not paralyzed. The road was so crowded that you couldn't even touch the ground on your toes.
After a lot of hardships, we finally arrived at the hometown of Peach Blossoms, but sometimes there is not necessarily a return after paying. We came here with great hope, wanting to see patches of peach blossoms fluttering in the wind, thousands of acres of peach trees planted here, if it really blooms, it will be a spectacular and beautiful scenery.
Maybe it's because the altitude here is much higher than that of the school, or maybe the peach blossoms here are waiting for something, when we stepped into the peach forest all over the mountains, we didn't see the delicate peach blossoms, only the budding flower bones.
Disappointment, it's natural! After all, we have been in the car for several hours, and even stood all the way, and we don't know how much other people's breath is contaminated with it, but the scenery we see is not as good as the school. So what's the point of doing it all?
Contrary to the excitement we had when we arrived, a few of us in the dormitory were as listless as eggplants that had experienced severe cold and frost, and we didn't know how many complaints we said along the way.
This semester seems to have an unusually large number of holidays, and soon it will be Qingming Festival, Sports Day and Labor Day, but too many holidays are not necessarily a good thing, especially when you are alone.
Before you know it, the little fox has been gone for two months. In the past two months, I still went to the rented house every day to see if she was back, and I still happily insisted on sending her text messages and QQ messages, but I never got a response. Sometimes I wonder if the little fox has completed the transformation of demonic power and is about to ascend. It's just because I'm afraid that I'm reluctant to leave, so I say goodbye in this way?
"Little fox, little fox, you are so selfish! You yourself were ready to leave and left without a word, without hearing if I was ready. You can take out those pictures when you miss me, but what should I do? It's not fair to me at all! ”
As I wrote this, I was muttering to myself. But the little fox will not come back because of such unfairness, and let me be ready before leaving.
From the blooming of roses to the end of flowers, the little fox has not returned, and it seems that this year is destined to miss the flowering period. As it came and went, the semester was coming to an end.
This year's summer doesn't seem to be hot at all, at least I feel like it, and if it weren't for the people around me sweating non-stop, I really thought it wasn't too hot. As for why I feel the temperature differently than others, I know very well why.
Because the three-year period is less than half, and the speed at which the prohibition in my body devours vitality is getting faster and faster, my physique is getting weaker and weaker, and it is precisely because of this that my body often gets cold, even when I stand under the scorching summer sun, I still feel cold.
The old man I met in Zhangren Mountain a few years ago told me that my fifth calamity would come in the near future, but more than half a year has passed here, and nothing has happened to me, so I am a little puzzled, could it be that this calamity has forgotten me?
On the last day of school closing, I went back to O with my luggage, I didn't really want to go back, but I didn't want to stay in the rental house because I wouldn't miss the raccoon all the time.
After returning to O Town, my aunt saw that I had lost a lot of weight, and her face couldn't help but show worry, she thought it was because of the heavy school work and the poor food in the school cafeteria, so she bought some pork ribs or something to make soup every now and then to recuperate my body.
Of course, my aunt also asked about the situation of the little fox, and when my aunt learned that our family was going to take in the little fox, she did not dissuade her, but seeing that our family was resolute, she didn't say anything in the end.
"Oh, I'll let the little fox go to school, their school is tight, and they have to go to class in the summer!" I made up a reason for that.
"Well, you should indeed let the little fox study more, and then also take the university exam, otherwise how will you match together in the future!" Aunt nodded and said.
"What do you mean?" I asked, puzzled, because my aunt was talking a little inexplicably.
"Didn't your parents tell you? In fact, your parents agreed to keep the little fox because they wanted the little fox to become your daughter-in-law in the future. The raccoon is well-behaved and obedient, and he gets along well with you, so it's really good for you to be together! ”
I felt a little speechless, because I never thought that the old man and his mother agreed to take in the little fox with such intentions, this wishful thinking was a bit loud, but they never thought that the little fox was not an ordinary little girl who had experienced family changes and was helpless.
She is a spirit fox, a spirit fox in human form, and she is a spirit fox who wants to ascend to the Tao. So she won't stay with me forever anyway, so the old man and his mother's calculations will eventually come to naught.
Besides, I've always been really taking care of the little fox as my sister, and I don't have any other thoughts, but my brother is really a little incompetent, and I don't have the ability to protect her, and now I don't even know where she is.
The days in O Town were also boring, and we performed the same procedures like robots every day, guiding my aunt's daughter and son to complete their homework in the morning, teaching them to practice typing at noon, and watching TV dramas together in the afternoon.
When I had nothing to do, I suddenly wanted to play the guzheng. In fact, it is not necessarily a guzheng, other musical instruments are also allowed. The guzheng that Zhang Decheng gave to Liu Xin has been moved back to my hometown, and it is obviously not a good idea to play it here, because it is a little difficult to use in my aunt's store.
I remember when I was a kid I bought a flute, and the old man had a harmonica, and although I didn't know it, I could learn it now, and I didn't have anything to do anyway. So of course I had to go back and get it, but between the two I chose the flute, maybe because the harmonica was foreign.
When I went back to look for it, I naturally looked at the portrait hanging in my room. When I came back, the consciousness that called himself the fairy in the painting reappeared.