Victor is afraid that the world will not be chaotic, although he is not very old, making such a thing can always give people a feeling of still being young, but when it happens to the hunter, it is more like tossing himself.

Victor lived an easier life than me, and sent Xiaomei back to the department that day, and drank with him in front of the villa, although it was a drinking conversation, but he could also see his way of life, he lived very clearly, and would not imprison himself for the identity of the hunter.

Maybe it's because of my qualifications, but I can't be as free and easy as him.

In the face of Chen Lan'er's questioning, I actually don't want to answer, whether it is positive or negative, I want to escape such a question from the bottom of my heart, and there are still some contradictions in my heart, and of course they have seen it, Xiao Ruchen Lan'er has also been in the hunting team for three years.

To say Xue Ji, I admit that I am indeed attracted to her, and it is impossible to deny that I like her, but I always feel very unrealistic, in the past 20 years, 99.9% of my life has been spent as a "person".

The past self, before being infected with the seven-pointed star blood dust, lived a chaotic life, and there was only one thought in my heart, which was to live.

No matter how you live, you want to live forever to see what the future will become, and when your life is over, you can tell your parents in heaven what the future will look like.

He is not strong, and even if he becomes a hunter, after the war, he will cry bitterly because of the joy of being reborn after the catastrophe.

It wasn't until they had these companions that their fate had changed, they must have experienced sad things in the past, and everyone had something in common, fighting side by side and training together to become stronger, that they felt that this would be the most precious memory in this life.

Since taking on the name of a hunter, I always feel that there are many things that I can't think about, and it hasn't been long since I entered the establishment, unlike Victor, who has a rich and terrifying resume.

If you want to see through all this, I think that my current experience is far from enough.

The smiles of Victor and the others showed that they didn't think so much, and I was entangled.

Chen Lan'er didn't seem to know that Xue Ji was leaning against the door of the locker room, although she was a little dissatisfied that Victor only let her know now, but she seemed to be a little complacent about the question she just asked.

I'm also speechless about this, and I don't know why she wants to match me and Yukihime so much, maybe it's a child's heart.

However, some of the behaviors of children are difficult to understand with the eyes of us adults, because an idea that is very interesting to them may be taken very seriously.

Seeing that I still didn't speak, Chen Lan'er didn't speak again, maybe it was to achieve his goal, Brother Haiwen admitted that he liked his sister Xue Ji.

The others didn't make a fuss, and for them, it might be a farce of youth.

And at this moment, the night is already very deep, and my low blood sugar caused by not eating for a long time shows a trace of fatigue, even though the medicine liquid has the penetration of maintaining basic nutrients, and when I wake up, the energy of my brain to think about problems is not provided by the medicine solution.

And when Xiaomei came back again, she brought a few exquisite side dishes very intimately.

Victor and the others were also inconvenient to disturb, and told me to recuperate, so they went back to their rooms to rest, when Chen Lan'er left, she glanced at Xiaomei, but her eyes were not good, I was really worried that this girl would do something out of the ordinary to Xiaomei.

The behavior of small children is unpredictable.

However, her sister Chen Xue'er gave me a wrap on me, and I will educate her eyes well, and I will feel a lot more relieved.

After a few moments, Mei was left alone at the hot springs, and I didn't know if my stomach was still working, so I declined her desire to feed me.

Xiaomei is a little lost, and I don't know what to say, I have no emotional experience, and I won't have a girl's heart if I used to be so virtuous.

And now when I wake up, I need more nutrients to maintain the activity of the brain and the rehabilitation of the body, the internal organs are still being repaired, and breathing is not a problem, but eating, it is difficult to say.

I felt drowsy because of extreme fatigue, Xiaomei hesitated for a while, then came behind me, rolled up her sleeve, reached into the liquid, and began to massage my unconscious right arm.

I said thank you and fell asleep again......

In the dark, the other me sat in front of me, and it seemed like he had been sitting in that place for a long, long time.

"Can't you fix my nerve senses?" I have to confirm this with him.

But he shook his head, sure enough, can't it?

"The human brain is extremely complex, remember the protocol during the Great War, I want you to admit my existence, I can't do it myself, because your brain is too mysterious, too complex."

He explains,

"Your admission means that the brain accepts me, and I can enter your mind."

"Then why can blood dust easily affect the thinking of those ordinary people, causing them to lose their minds and become violent."

"Because you humans have inferior roots, the vast majority of human brains are in uncharted territory, and you have not been able to develop them yourself.

The area that has been developed is filled with all kinds of desires, and the blood dust only needs to destroy that part, and use that part to make humans bloodthirsty monsters. ”

I see, I also smiled bitterly, is the inferiority of human beings, almost everyone has it, even wild beasts, they may not have the inferiority of humans, but they also have the most primitive desire, the desire to eat, the desire to hunt, the desire to survive.

"And those incarnations in your mouths possess great willpower, overcome desires, and in turn swallow blood and dust, and take this power for their own use."

That's really too hard, and few people can really defeat desire!

"What about me?"

"You are different from others, because I am different from other blood dust."

That's an obvious reason.

"I am housed in your body, and I am not attracted to the desires in your brain, but by another, the strongest desire, which is the desire to live no matter what."

If so, that's ironic.

"Your own brain, you have to fix it yourself, and I'm in it, more like a spectator.

It's like a ship, you're the captain and I'm just a passenger, but if the ship hits the rocks, I'll take your place as captain for the time being, but the ship still belongs to you. ”

"And, as a passenger, the most you can do is repair the damage to the hull, and to make it move on the sea, the captain must be at the helm."

The examples he said are understandable, but they are enough, as a captain, you can't rely on someone else for everything.

"Rest assured, as your companion, Hayabusa the Hunter said, your reflexes are outstanding, and after continuous training, the brain and nervous system have long exceeded the level that ordinary people can reach, and it is only a matter of time before they recover."

Seeing him say this, I was also a lot more relieved.

"Still." I saw his words change suddenly, "If you are not firm, if you don't believe, if you don't try, and stop in the face of the storm, then this ship can only stay in the harbor forever, and after a long time, it will not be able to sail again." ”

What does this mean, I always feel that there is a deeper meaning in these words, because I have felt lost and worried about the future.

"In short, I'll do my best to repair your broken hull as quickly as possible, and it's up to you whether or not you can sail again." After saying that, the figure became fainter and fainter, and disappeared in the blink of an eye.

Thinking back to what he said, I couldn't help but ask myself in my heart if I could be cured.

But I was worried about another thing, whether he would one day completely replace me as the captain of this ship.

Carrying its great power will gradually wipe out my thinking, and I will definitely be replaced by him in the end.

His words have explained a lot of questions about blood dust, although it is not yet known where it comes from or how it is produced.

When I woke up again, it was two days later, and the first person I saw when I opened my eyes was Xiaomei, she was still helping me massage my right arm, which made me very moved, and this feeling could not be disappointed.

Seeing that I woke up, Xiaomei stood up in surprise, and before I could say thank you, I saw her run out quickly, probably to inform Victor of them.

However, looking at her departing back, I always felt that there was another person in this place, which was very weird.

I turned my head and looked, but there was no sign of it.

"It's the boy."

The voice in his head reminded.

That teenager!? Is it the boy who is very similar to the boss?

"The moment you wake up, he's gone."

"What's wrong with him?"

The man's feeling was indeed a little strange, although he had only met twice, but there was really some indescribable difference in the impression given by these two times.

"I don't know, I always think there's something strange about that human."

"Strange? Is it stone crystal blood dust? ”

"No, it's not the same feeling, it's quite complicated, and it seems to be mixed with a lot of déjà vu."

This...... What does that mean?

Before I could ask another question, Victor and the others had already arrived, but there was no Yukihime in the crowd.

"How are you feeling today?"

Victor stepped forward and asked, and I nodded and said it was okay.

"I've checked your digestive system in the past two days, and it's not completely repaired, but you've already woken up once, so I've started injecting you with nutrient solutions."

Hearing him say this, he noticed the hanging needle on his left arm.

Because I haven't regained consciousness yet, I haven't cared about it before.

Seeing that I was in good spirits, Victor told me about some of the things that had happened during my coma.

"The matrix of the two shattered stone crystals of blood dust has been sent to the United Nations headquarters for research more than a month ago."

Victor and the others were sitting or standing, and I listened to his brief description and realized that in the past month or so, a lot of major events have happened.