Chapter 194: Qin Bangyue's Confession

Qin Bangyue's confession——

Perhaps every girl fantasized about Prince Charming when she was younger.

Me too. It's just that I'm more pragmatic and have carefully analyzed what elements a prince charming needs to include.

He was a prince. The prince represents wealth and power.

It is not only the princes who have wealth and power, but also the kings. So why not the king? Oh, young, prince means young.

Wealth, power, and youth are not enough. Princes often have other brothers, who may be good or bad, but they must have one thing in common - they are not as handsome as our Prince Charming.

So, as Prince Charming, he also needs a handsome face.

So, why did he ride a white horse? Riding a horse means that he is not a sick man, he is physically strong, even strong in martial arts, and the white horse represents his taste - noble, pure, and otherworldly.

After the teardown, I felt hopeless. It turns out that those beautiful dreams can't stand up to scrutiny. It turns out that the expectations in my heart for the man I will spend my life with in the future are just a combination of conditions.

Many girls see this earlier, and they are more pragmatic, breaking down a "Prince Charming" into a number of criteria for choosing a mate - money, power, appearance, or ability. Then choose one or a few things that you think are most important and use them as your criteria for choosing a mate.

Isn't it disillusioned?

There are even more disillusionments. Often when a girl really falls in love with someone, she will find that he does not meet her mate selection criteria at all. Moreover, this man is usually a liar or scumbag.

It's like Gao Shuyuan in the previous life. A villain who is both a liar and a scumbag. Fortunately, I don't love him, and I'm only with him because he is not bad on the outside.

In this life, before meeting Lin Shaoge, there was a Xin Wuya. At that time, I thought he was a poor scholar, he was very good-looking, much more handsome than Gao Shu in his previous life. Sure enough, I am a layman, and my criteria for choosing a mate is appearance. Gao Shuyuan is the same, and so is Xin Wuya. Even Lin Shaoge ...... When you were tempted by him, wasn't it because he was good-looking?

I am such a layman, a superficial face control, how can I be able to get a lover like Lin Shaoge? Is it lucky?

Luck scares me.

Whether it is the favor of God or the favor of fate, such a gift is easy to come by, and it is even easier to lose.

Receiving a reward means being submissive and obedient, which means that the other person can take back the gift anytime and anywhere, or even take more away. This other party may be a human being, or it may be God, and it is fate.

I have always believed only in the road I have stepped on step by step, the accumulation of bit by bit - whether material or spiritual, these are the things that truly belong to me.

This is something that neither providence nor fate will take away from me.

So, what about the man I love? What do I have to do, what do I have to give, to be able to sit on such a beloved person with peace of mind? So that you won't suffer from gains and losses like this, trembling in the deepest part of your heart?

I dare not hope for fate. I'm not the hero of the world, how can I take advantage of it?

Heaven and earth are unkind, and they do not particularly favor someone. In fact, this is the real fairness.

In the bottom of my heart, I was deeply uneasy.

My beloved prince, true prince, perfect prince who surpasses all my expectations, what should I do to be worthy of standing by your side?

At such a noon, I sat alone on the ridge, looking at the dry land in front of me, looking for the answers I wanted to find in the vast spiritual world.

Lin Shaoge...... He is real, flesh-and-blood a man who kisses his hugs and hugs his ...... Everything about him made my soul tremble violently.

But, he's so unreal. It's as perfect as if the heavens are playing a joke on me.

I never believed that an unequal relationship could last long.

Cinderella and the Prince, "living happily together", this is the end of the story, basically, this is the end of the story, and it is also the end of the love between the two of them.

The reality is—

Or, Cinderella suddenly has a power and wealth that she could not have imagined before, and she gladly accepts it, enjoying it, like an upstart, revealing the ugliness hidden in the deepest part of her soul. The prince was disappointed to find that the people he had worked so hard to find were in fact more ugly than the greedy ladies who were bent on clinging to him—the ladies were so full on weekdays that they would not grabs anything and stuff it into their mouths. He was so disappointed in her, and she was so disappointed in him - "You said you were going to give me the best life." You said you would love me forever. I live the life you gave me, what's wrong with me?! ”

Or, Cinderella kept her heart, did not want to live such a luxurious life, did not like those complicated, ritual-like court etiquette, and did not like to wear those heavy skirts that strangle the waist thinner than the legs. The prince accommodated her and appropriately changed his way of life. Then one day, he began to envy the side of another prince, who had a good wife with a comparable status, good manners, and a smile and a smile, who would resolve the conflict for him and win support. And at home, she will only complain - "What banquet makes you stay outside for so long?" Those boring conversations, tedious etiquette, make you so fascinated? ”

This is the real life, the fate determined by character, and the inevitability of history.

Now, before I really entered his life, I already felt a deep powerlessness. When two people are together, they should help each other and benefit each other, and one plus one is greater than two. But each time, I became a burden to him. Can such a relationship really last long?

OK. Lin Shaoge is a good person, a good person who is responsible and responsible. No matter how hard and tired he is, he will carry it silently by himself. As long as I pretend to turn a blind eye and deceive myself, I will definitely be able to stay by his side, be cared for by him, and be sheltered by him. This...... Is it really what I want?

Besides, now he is alone, and he has not yet carried the burden on his body. What about the future? When he becomes the lord of the land, behind him will be the people, and the thousands of people in the land. How can I help him?

His father is devoted to his mother, but the maternal family behind Princess Qi is the most powerful family in Qidi, and it is the marriage of the two clans that has made Qidi as stable as a rock for decades.

And his second brother and sister-in-law are living negative teaching materials. I believe that they truly love each other, but Shen Wei, who was from a humble background, is obviously incompatible with the entire palace, so that she finally made a big mistake. Will her today be my tomorrow?

Lin Shaoge, apart from love, what else can I give you?