I clenched my fists tightly, my nails digging into my palms, but I didn't feel any pain!

"Girl, come here. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" Chen Jing beckoned to Guo Ling'er.

"Sister Jing......" Guo Ling'er stepped forward and said.

"In the future, please take good care of him for my sister, he doesn't know how to cherish himself too much, and he always makes himself bruised all over his body......"

"Please rest assured, sister, I will ......"

"I want to be alone with Zijie for a while......" After explaining, Chen Jing said to everyone expectantly.

Although Chen Jing's parents were reluctant, they still walked out of Chen Jing's room.

"You stupid girl, why are you so stupid......"

"You're embarrassed to say that you're not the same yourself, aren't you?" Chen Jing said with a smile.

"Don't be sad, it's a very happy thing to be able to die for your beloved." Chen Jing wiped the tears from my face with her hand and said.

"Remember the first time we met......

"Of course, you warned me not to spread feudal superstitions...... " I said with a strong smile.

"In Q City, we destroyed the spell of the evil Taoist together, the sunrise that day was so beautiful, I want to see it again......" Chen Jing looked out the window and said lonely.

"As long as you get better, I will accompany you to watch the sunrise every day......"

"Okay, don't cheat!"

"I'm afraid you won't be able to get out of bed......"

"Remember that time at school when I asked you to be my boyfriend? You're so bad enough to let me kiss you in public......"

In this way, together with Chen Jing, I recalled the bits and pieces of our past. I realized that I don't know when Chen Jing has become so important in my heart.

At this time, there was a commotion outside the window, and it turned out to be someone else's wedding convoy passing by. A hint of joy appeared on Chen Jing's face, but then it turned lonely.

"Wife, let's get married!" I held Chen Jing's hand with both hands and said softly.

After hearing this, Chen Jing froze, she looked into my eyes and did not speak.

"Won't you marry me?" Seeing that Chen Jing didn't speak, I asked eagerly.

"Of course not, but ......"

"No, but! If we are destined to be husband and wife for only one day, then why don't we even cherish this day? I'm going to tell them the good news...... "I'm going to tell the people outside."

"When I get up, let's go together!" Chen Jing said a little shyly, and two faint red clouds appeared on her pale face.

"Good!" I said softly.

"In order to punish you for not coming to see me for so many days, you dressed me."

"Deserve to be punished, deserve to be punished!" I said with a smile.

"Alas, I haven't washed my face, brushed my teeth and combed my hair for so many days, I must be ugly!"

"How so? My wife is naturally beautiful and looks good no matter what. ”

After dressing Chen Jing, we helped each other out of the room.

"Good news for you, we're getting married!"

As soon as the door opened, the people in the living room looked at each other, and Chen Jing and I announced to them loudly.

Chen Jing's parents didn't react for a long time, and they all looked at us with puzzled expressions. It wasn't until they saw that Chen Jing and I didn't seem to be joking that they believed it.

"Good, good, good! Today is my sister-in-law's big day, and I will call a few brothers to help decorate the wedding room! Everyone's happy! Wang Yongping was the first to react and said.

The others wiped away their tears and forced a laugh.

In this way, we all worked together, the uncle and aunt were at home to dress up the bride, and we took the groom to buy a wedding suit. Sister Ling'er, you and Xiaojing are about the same size, just try on the wedding dress with us! ”

In this way, everyone got busy and actively prepared for my wedding with Chen Jing.

Guo Ling'er was very silent and absent-minded all the way, not knowing what she was thinking. It's just that my heart is on Chen Jing now, where can I still have the energy to take care of her feelings?

Wang Yongping took us to the nearest shopping mall, time was pressing, and we had to do everything as soon as possible.

After buying the wedding suit, we rushed to the next place to buy other things we needed, until each of us had a large bag in our hands.

In the end, we went to the jewelry store to choose a wedding ring, but I am now penniless, and all the expenses are paid by Wang Yongping.

After we went back, Chen Jing's side was fine, the new house was also arranged, the word "Xi" was pasted on the door and window, and the whole room was arranged like a dreamy fairy tale world.

Under everyone's urging, Chen Jing changed into a wedding dress, and I changed into a suit.

It is said that the girl who wears the wedding dress is the most beautiful, and Chen Jing is really beautiful in a white wedding dress, which makes me feel a little unreal. It's as if she's a fairy from the sky, and she might fly away at any moment.

Accompanied by the wedding march, surrounded by the stars and the moon, I knelt down on one knee and handed the lily in my hand to Chen Jing, while her parents put Chen Jing's hand in my palm with tears, their faces full of reluctance.

Under the auspices of Uncle Jiu, Chen Jing and I had a wedding that combined Chinese and Western. Wearing a wedding dress and a suit to worship heaven and earth, and then exchanging rings, Wang Yongping finally took a wedding photo of us with his mobile phone.

Chen Jing had a happy smile on her face from beginning to end, but have I ever brought her happiness? What else did I give her besides putting her in danger again and again? Even though I had a smile on my face, I felt a stiffness in my face because my heart was numb with pain.

The others seemed to be smiling happily, but was that really the case?

By the time the wedding was done, it was already afternoon, and for the first time in my life, I felt like time had passed so quickly! Looking at the sun gradually sinking in the west, I pulled Chen Jing and ran downstairs.

"Master, let's go to Zhangren Mountain!"

Downstairs I flagged down a taxi and asked the master to take us to Zhangren Mountain.

City C is a well-known plain in ancient and modern China, and if you want to see the sunrise and sunset, you can only go to the surrounding mountains. And Zhangren Mountain is the closest mountain to C City, which is suitable for watching the sunrise and sunset.

The taxi driver was surprised to see us dressed in wedding clothes, but he didn't say much since he had money to make.

The taxi sped all the way forward, and the view outside the window was left far behind. When I got down the hill, I gave the taxi driver a red envelope and paid the fare.

After buying the tickets, I pulled Chen Jing and started to rush up the mountain. Along the way, people kept throwing strange glances at us, and some even raised their mobile phones to take pictures, but they were ignored by Chen Jing and me.

Chen Jing is not easy to walk in a wedding dress, and there is no ropeway or anything like a cable car on this Zhangren Mountain, so I had to carry Chen Jing to climb the mountain.

Although Chen Jing was very light, it seemed to be particularly heavy today, and I felt so heavy that I almost bent my knees.

As soon as I exerted my strength, I felt a lot of pain all over my body, and I could hardly move an inch. But when I saw Chen Jing in my arms looking at me affectionately, my body seemed to be full of strength again!

By the time we reached the top of the mountain, it was already late at night, so we found a big rock and sat down and waited for the sunrise together.

But tonight's night was very long, and we waited for a long time without seeing the light of day. At this time, my heart is very complicated, I want the sun to come out soon, but I also want time to stay in this moment forever.

"Look at you, you're sweating profusely. Why don't you close your eyes and rest for a while, and I'll call you when the sun rises. Chen Jing said softly while wiping my sweat.

I smiled and shook my head and didn't speak. I held Chen Jing tightly in my arms, and only in this way would I feel a little more at ease.

The surroundings were quiet, there was no one but us. Chen Jing and I didn't speak, and we waited quietly, waiting for the dawn to come.

I don't know how long I waited, but a touch of fish belly white finally appeared in the east, and the first light appeared!

"Wife, the sun is coming out soon!" I said happily to Chen Jing in my arms.

"Shhhh Chen Jing said softly.

I stopped talking, just staring intently at the eastern sky.

Finally, a small patch of red sun peeked out of the clouds and bloomed into a thousand rays of light. One of the rays of light reflected on Chen Jing's face, making her look so beautiful.

"Wife, the sun is out,......," I said with a smile, but tears were scrambling down the corners of my eyes.

Chen Jing didn't respond to me, and her hand around my neck didn't know when it fell.

I hugged Chen Jing tightly, eager to integrate her into my body.

"Don't go, don't go, I beg you, don't go...... Why? Why? Damn it...... me," I said to myself.

"What am I doing wrong? God, you're going to punish me like this? You took away my cultivation and made me unable to cultivate anymore with my meridians broken, and I don't blame you for any of this. But why do you even want to take my lover, why the hell is that......"

"I beg you, return Chen Jing to me, you take my life, if it is not enough, the next life, the next life...... All I ask you is to let her live well......"

I cried hysterically, but it didn't work. Tears blurred my vision, and my heart was already bleeding from pain and shattered beyond repair.

God seemed to hear my cries, but instead of sympathizing with me, he seemed to laugh at my incompetence. Dark clouds have obscured the rising sun, and a heavy rain is coming!

One drop, two drops, three drops......

I want to block the rain for Chen Jing, but I can't even do this. The raindrops were everywhere, and Chen Jing's clothes were soon wet.

"I'm so useless, I can't even do something as simple as sheltering you from the wind and rain......

Red tears dripped from my cheeks onto Chen Jing's white wedding dress, which looked so dazzling.

"Wreck! Rubbish! Don't you spend all your days protecting the people around you? But the result? Liu Xin's whereabouts are unknown now, and Chen Jing also died because of you! But what about you, you can't do anything, you say you're useless! ”

In the trance of my consciousness, a voice sounded in my heart.

"Tut-tut, poor thing! Chen Jing didn't even want his life for you, what about you? What did you give her? Do you make her happy even for a day? No! Even the love you give her is incomplete! If it were you, I'd be dead! You can only live in the world by letting the people around you hurt you one by one, or even lose their lives. ”

"You're right, I'm only a drag on the people around me when I live in the world, and I really deserve to die." I muttered to myself, my eyes glazed blank.