In the past few days, I have chased a lot, more than half, which makes me a little overwhelmed.

I think it's nothing more than two reasons, one is that the update is too slow, and the other is that the plot is flat and not good-looking.

About the update: My codeword speed is very slow, it takes three to four hours for a chapter of 4,000 words, and with the time to think about it before writing, it's even longer. After writing a chapter, my mind goes blank, and it is difficult to continue writing the next chapter, at least for two or three hours. This speed is too slow in the online text industry, and it is completely unsatisfactory, and it is really not suitable for eating the bowl of rice with code words.

But I didn't plan to give up, no matter how slow I wrote, it was better than not at all, and I got full attendance in the first four months of being on the shelf, which was unimaginable before.

About the plot: This book is almost a million words written now, and the enthusiasm for the new book period has long passed, and it has entered a bottleneck period, and it is inevitable that there will be some slackness in the psychology. Although I have a notebook to write the outline of the whole book, the plot outline is filled in while writing, and it often takes a lot of time to conceive, which is always unsatisfactory.

For example, the plot of the previous paragraph about the protagonist signing the contract, in fact, is the result of considering the impropriety, and the logic is not smooth, and I regret it the next day after writing it, but unfortunately I can't change it, so I can only try to come back as round. There are a few other problems, I am not satisfied with myself, and I also want to modify the next plot to speed up the pace.

It's just that there have been a lot of things lately, and the code word time has become less, and then the subscription is crazy, which makes me restless, stressful, and has been thinking about what to do?

When I quit my job a few years ago, I didn't think about coding words, but because of a fortuitous decision, I rewrote the book to try the waters, and at the same time, it was also to fulfill my previous dream. Later, it was put on the shelves, and although the subscription was not much, it was enough for me to stick to it, so it became full-time.

This is an unexpected joy, I cherish this opportunity, I want to make codewords my own career, I really don't want to give up halfway.

Even if the subscription hits rock bottom, I will continue to write, of course, it would be better if I could get results.

The more I think about it, the more annoyed I feel.

Today, I made time to sit in front of the computer for a day, flipping through the notebook, suffering from gains and losses, fidgeting, and couldn't get a word, so I simply took a day off to talk to everyone for a few words, which was considered to comfort myself.

Wait for the head to cover and sleep, don't think about anything, hope to get back to normal tomorrow and get back on the road.